Disclaimer: I do not own Inuyasha or any of the characters in this story…nor do I own this story idea.


Gelayel: o...my...GOD! they left Kag's? how could they? no! oh i have a Question! when are you going to stop the diary thingy?

Umm…I'm not going to stop the diary thing…basically, all this happened already and we're like reading Kagome's diary.


I woke up the next morning with this strange feeling inside me. I don't know why but I find it disturbing. Then I remembered that Inuyasha and I are going to get married soon, it subsided. When I went downstairs, my step dad was holding that wooden stick I haven't seen in years. I began to panic. He whacked me with it. I fell down in surprise.

"Where's Inuyasha?" he screamed at me.

I was so confused and surprised I didn't know what he was talking about. He kept hitting me and telling me to answer him. But how can I answer when I don't even know myself? Then something unusual happened. My mom grabbed the stick away from my step dad.

"Stop hitting her! Can't you tell that she can't think straight through all that pain?"

My step dad was shocked and he kept his mouth shut because my mom never did that to him before. "Kagome," my mom said to me, holding my hand. "Inuyasha ran away from home again. He's no longer in Japan and the wedding's canceled."

"He left?" I asked blankly.

My mom nodded her head sadly. "How can he leave me?" I asked standing up. My step dad's next words hit me hard and cold like ice.

"He probably left because he didn't want to marry you."

I sunk to my knees and fell to the floor. I began to sob to myself. My parents left the room, leaving me alone. 'How can you leave me, Inuyasha? Were all those promises of taking care of me lies?' I loved Inuyasha so much. All I ever wanted is to be with him, even if he did only consider me as a little sister. I needed to know why he left. Being with him all this time, I knew where he went. I'll search all of Korea if I had to…


One year later…

During this year, my life of hell had return. I managed to save up enough money for a ticket to Korea and money to spend. I had to work odd hours so my step dad wouldn't find out or he'll take the money from me. I also had to sell some of Inuyasha's gifts to me. He was a really generous "brother" who would buy me a lot of expensive clothes, jewelry, perfume, and just about anything that I wanted. I figured he wouldn't mind because they're just material possessions. They were a big help because I managed to trade them in for a lot of money.

July 24, 1995

I finally had enough money to leave. It took me a while to go because I knew chances are low of finding Inuyasha right away. I needed extra money for my search and I had to pay double for a fake I.D. You could say that I have almost everything planned out. I got a pretty good amount so I planned on leaving today.

It's been a little over a year since Inuyasha left me with no reason or explanation. I've gotten so much thinner because I couldn't eat or sleep and I miss him so much. The problem I still had facing me were my parents. I know they were not going to let me leave. I was only 17. Damn. Still a minor. This year had been total hell for me and I can't stand another year of it. I had to leave and I had a plan. I was going to fake my death.

It was all so perfect. My family had to go out to a beach party with Mr. Takahashi. He still keeps in touch with us. I guess it's because he thinks I might know where Inuyasha is. Truth is, I have no idea except I know Inuyasha's somewhere in Korea.

I planned to fake a drowning. Because of my heart failure, it helped me close off my air circulation for up to 4 minutes. This time I am using it to let my family think that I have drowned and the tides drifted my body to sea so I will never be found…

But before I go I had to say goodbye to my mother. I hugged her hard. She looked at me surprised.

"What was that for?" she asked.

I shook my head. "It wasn't for anything mom. I did it because I love you."

My mom had tears in her eyes. "I'm so sorry Kagome. I'm so worthless as your mother."

"No you're not but you have to do what's right mom. Don't let anyone stop you and stop putting yourself down."

She nodded her head. I hugged her for the last time. "I'm going for a swim okay?" She nodded her head and watched me head toward the ocean. The plan went perfect. I stayed underwater for a while and swam myself to the other side of the beach where they couldn't see me. All my belongings were there. I got on the dock and sailed to the mainland airport leaving Japan forever…


Seoul, Korea

July 26, 1995

Inuyasha traced the 'K' scar on his back. 'Damn,' he thought. 'I miss Kagome so much.' He sent out one of his men to retrieve news about her and if they could, get her here to him in Korea. Inuyasha had it all. Money and power. The only thing that was missing was Kagome. So much had happened to Inuyasha as he remembered back.

Inuyasha and Miroku made it to Seoul, Korea. With Inuyasha's leadership skills and Miroku's smooth talking, they end up getting a lot of businesses and putting others of out business. Money was not enough for Inuyasha. He needed power so he created TBG, where he was the leader and Miroku was his second in command. He and Miroku managed to eliminate the group E. Wolves on their own and gained the respect and loyalty of the two members Ginta and Hakkaku. Along the way, they found Rei and Hojo wandering the streets. Rei proved to be a genius and Hojo was handy in finding information.

Inuyasha knew they were enough. They had hundreds of men under them but TBG were the main leaders with Inuyasha as the head. They committed a lot of crimes but no evidence was ever found to convict them.

Just then there was a knock on his door, interrupting his thoughts.

"Come in," said Inuyasha.

Hojo came in. "I have news for you, boss," he said.

"Well what is it? What did you find out about Kagome?" Inuyasha asked.

Hojo looked down and hesitated to reply. "I'm afraid it's bad news."

Those words made Inuyasha panic. "Hojo, you answer me now!" yelled Inuyasha with rage.

Inuyasha's yell scared Hojo so he blurted it out. "Kagome Higurashi is dead. She drowned while she was swimming in the ocean. Her body has not been found and is still missing."

Inuyasha fell back in his seat in shock. 'Kagome's dead? No, anyone but Kagome,' he thought. Hojo knew it was a good time to leave so he left Inuyasha in his office. "Kagome!" Inuyasha screamed out of his window in pain. His cries echoed throughout the city of Seoul.


Author's Note: im sorry for updating so late…I was very, very busy this past two weeks…please forgive me…oh…and the people in Inuyasha's gang are just random names that popped up in my head…im not good at creating characters…E. Wolves is the name for Koga's gang…ahahahha Inuyasha killed Koga that's why Ginta and Hakkaku are following Inuyasha now…I'm so mean for killing Koga P Anyway…in the last chapter's reviews, many (almost all) of you are mad at Inuyasha for leaving Kagome behind…don't be mad at him…it had to happen or the plot wouldn't be as good: