"Take Me Away"

Disclaimer: I do not own any of the characters in this story, except for the one's that will never appear in the series or movies, because they are mine, now read my babble below.

(((Thanx to everyone for the reviews that were given. Lots of love to come to you! .)))

. Hello there peoples! Ah, another chapter up for you to read, I hope you like it so far. I even tried to do a better job than before, can you believe it? I couldn't either. Anyway, this is a mature chapter so I hope all of you can handle it. Well, here it goes... Oh, and this is the song FF chapter so I hope you like the song too. "Take Me Away" by Avril Lavigne. I won't have anything to say at the end, so please review! .

P.S. My last chapter is next, it's will be titled "Not Afraid of Dying", so keep an eye peeled. Also, people have asked me about some of the meanings in this fanfic (It's in "New Beginnings") Sess and Rin's son Shihaisha "one who rules". Another question was asked if whether or not Rin still had powers...and the answer is no. She was only given powers so that she could save Sesshomaru in the last story. That was the whole point of her having them was for that moment. Sorry she's not magical. :(

As well as the question that I stated in the first story as well "How can Sesshomaru and Rin have a full blooded demon child?". Well, first: I wanted it that way, second: you never know with genetics and the whole dominant-heterozygous thing you learn in Science class, third: I had an idea for a long time about how cute it would be for their son to be a full demon and I can't draw, so I decided to describe him in writing as best as I could.

Sesshomaru and Inuyasha had been gone from the palace for a while now and Kagome was getting worried.

Had they succeeded in getting to Rin in time?

She sure hoped so. Maybe they were taking so long because they had failed.

No, they can't fail.

Kagome wanted Rin to be safe, but yet she wanted Inuyasha back as well.

It was the middle of the night when Rin was awoken once again from her slumber to feel that her muscles were still sore. She hadn't attempted to eat much of the food they offered her, but she did eat. She had to eat to keep alive. She had to survive for Sesshomaru.

" Does he really care? Does he even know I'm here. He could have just used me to get a child."

" Yes, I believe he did just that precious Rin."

She hadn't noticed anyone coming into the dungeon, but as soon as the booming voice came to her ears she immediately froze. She hated the Lord of the South and he knew it. She wanted him to know how much she hated him, for a lot could not describe it.

Rin watched as he walked over to her and lifted her chin. She gave him her best defiant look, but it only made him laugh.

" Oh, Rin your still beautiful even when your blooded and bruised. No wonder Sesshomaru chose you to produce an heir. He only wanted you for that you know."

" No, he loves me."

The Lord started to laugh.

" You are acting foolish. Has he ever said so?"

" No."

" Well, there you have it. He doesn't love you. Even before I made enemies with him he only wanted to marry to produce an heir. He told me that himself. When you were younger he looked over many prosecutable mates, but for some reason he didn't take them. All of the sudden when you grew up he said you were strong, but would only ask for an heir out of you. He feared having a half-demon with you, but he took his chances for a son. So, Rin you have served your purpose and now you have only me to comfort you. I want you to have my own children."

She looked disgusted.

" No."

" I will have you Rin, even though you have been taken your mine now. Sesshomaru would have come back for you already wouldn't he?"

She gave no answer.

Maybe he was right. He had always came to her aide in quick motion, but nearly a week had gone by and he hadn't come. Maybe he didn't care?

" Now Rin you will come with me."

She tried to run away but his fist caught her face and she fell to the floor.

" I really do not enjoy doing this to you Rin, especially with the blows marring your lovely face."

He had to drag her by the hair of her head. For some strange reason she felt like she knew what the lust in his eyes meant. She was being dragged to his bed chamber kicking and screaming, but he only laughed again.

" Scream all you want, soon you will be screaming with pleasure and not pain."

She wanted to puke, but she didn't. She would not let him win. He could kick her and punch her, but rape was different. She had never experienced it and she had no desire to with anyone. She knew it would leave emotional scares as well as physical ones. No one would want a beaten down whore, not even Sesshomaru.

I cannot find a way to describe it

It's there inside

All I do is hide

She felt her self being pulled around a corner and then what she feared the most happened. He stopped and she looked around to find to large double doors steal her vision. The master bedroom meant for the Lord and his Lady of the lands. She sat there as he pulled the door open and then she tried to run. She didn't know where, just any place. But she fell when he put his foot in front of her; his foot. Then he picked her back up and carried her to the room slamming the door behind him.

I wish that it would just go away

What would you do

You do if you knew

What would you do

She was thrown down on the bed and she watched in horror as he began to strip off his clothes. She tried to get away several times during this process but she was dragged back. She screamed as if someone could hear her, but no one came and tears began to swell in her eyes.

All the pain

I thought I knew

All the thoughts lead back to you

She felt him fall down on top of her and immediately she felt pinned beneath him. She wouldn't scream in pain and certainly not pleasure. She would not scream for it would only give his ego more to feed on. She braced her legs together as tight as she could. He tried to push them apart, but they wouldn't budge.

" Submit to me Rin."

" No!"

He smacked her across the face.

" I could make this happen the hard way or the easy way."

"No!"

He then punched her in the stomach and she separated her legs to concentrate on gasping for the air that had escaped her lungs. He untied the sash that she wore to the kimono and it was pulled open. Their she was exposed to his gaze and she watched as he licked his lips as his eyes cascaded down her body and up again.

" Your more lovely when your undressed. Such a beautiful body. I will lick evey inch and hear you scream my name."

She tried to push her legs back, but he had braced them with his own knees and when she tried to get away she would be punched again. She felt his tongue on the side of her face and then he captured her mouth in a kiss. She bit down on his tongue and he screamed.

" You stupid bitch!"

He punched her in the side of the face again and then he skipped trying to please her and went for what he wanted the most. He stripped her of Sesshomaru's markings and dug his own fangs in the same spot and bit down so deep that when he pulled back she felt blood pour down her shoulder.

" You taste wonderful as well."

She never said a word she just fought back, but every time she failed. Then, she felt him grab her hips and then he thrusted himself inside of her. Tears poured down from her eyes as he took his fill of her. Thought's of Sesshomaru filled the void of pain she was experiencing from the thrusts that rocked her hips when he came down and rammed them down upon her own. She wouldn't scream it was a promise.

Back to what

Was never said

Back and forth

Inside my head

Silently she screamed for Sesshomaru in her mind, but she felt her screams didn't reach him.

I can't handle this confusion

I'm unable come and take me away

She wanted Sesshomaru to come and stop this, but she waited and he didn't come.

I feel like I am all alone

All by myself I need to get around this

She felt anger rise within her. She needed him right now and he wasn't coming when he was needed the most. She felt she hated him.

My words are cold

I don't want them to hurt you

The disgusting Lord that was on her was again trying to kiss her mouth, but still did not succeed. Then he moved to caressing her all over, which made her sick again. No one else was to touch her, but this other Lord had broken her link to him although she still wore the necklace he gave her, his marking of claim was gone and replaced by another.

If I show you

I don't think you'd understand

'Cause no one understands

She felt him slow down and then stop. She opened her eyes and saw him sweating. Disgusting.

All the pain

I thought I knew

All the thoughts lead back to you

" See Rin it wasn't that bad. He's not coming and it's to late. With any luck you will bear a child for me from this meeting, if not then I will do it as much as needed."

He smiled at her with pleasure and she was in more fear than ever.

Back to what

Was never said

Back and forth

Inside my head

She didn't want him to take her, but he had just done that.

I can't handle this confusion

I'm unable come and take me away.

She felt disgusting and soiled. She felt as though she was ripped apart and her muscles once again strained to grasp what had just happened.

I'm going nowhere on and on and

I'm getting nowhere on and on and on

She felt him rise off of her and put on her clothes. What was the use of running away? She had nothing to live for anymore except her child who was safe. She couldn't get away; he would only beat her again.

I'm going nowhere on and on and off

and on and off and on

She was picked up from the bed and dragged naked back down the hall to the dungeon, then she was thrown in on her face and after the door was closed she looked up to see the moon in the shape of a crescent.

" Just like the moon on Sesshomaru's forehead. You didn't come for me... why?"

All the pain

I thought I knew

All the thoughts lead back to you

She felt tears stream down her face.

Back to what

Was never said

Back and forth

Inside my head

She began to speak to the moon as if he were watching her. Her words were filled with pain and truth. She hated him right now for not coming top save her as he always did in the past. Sadness filled as she realized this.

" You never said you loved me, so you don't."

I can't handle this confusion

I'm unable come and take me away

She remembered all of the times he had smiled only to her laughed only with her. She remembered when she was little and first knew that she was in love, but that didn't mean anything now. He wasn't here to protect her and she was scared.

Take me away

Sesshoamru had a strange pain in his head and his heart and for some reason as he was trying to get to Rin it had never pained him until now.

Break me away

Rin fell asleep crying her heart and love out. She was left to wonder if he ever really cared for her in the first place. Left alone in a world she couldn't breath in.

Take me away