How Well Do You Really Know Lilly Evans?

Disclaimer: Not mine, if you don't knwo who the characters belong too...then you dont deserve to be reading this.
I know i forgot to do one before, but here it is now...it aplies to all my chapters.

A/N- I really hate my first chapter, so if some stuff in this chapter dosent completely make sense with the first one, well its kind of intended, cause i dont even remember when i wrote my first chapter. So stuff in this chapter is right, even if it contradicts the first one!


"Wooah! That was intense! Never do that again!" Lilly Yelled into the black sky, as her current guy made a dive on his broom. She wasn't really scared, she just needed to scream, she needed to yell into the night sky. She was so frustrated, her family during the day, and last night. Last night above all else pissed her off! She had been waiting by her window again, waiting for whatever guy was set up to come that night. He pulls up completely covered in his cloak, I couldn't see his face but I assumed it was him all the same. I jumped on his broom and we went off into the night. Well about a minute of silence goes by and his hood flips off. Well who is but that dirty, horrible little ass, Potter. He tried to convince me he was 'sorry', and that he didn't do anything. I didn't take it, he's Potter, he's always lying or tricking and this was the last stop. I could never be angrier. When he landed, not by his choice either. He got it; I yelled at him for everything, for me, for my life, I blamed him for how I was. He was asking me how I became such a bitch, well it was simple. I realized there was nothing left living for. I had convinced myself that I loved that sleazy git. When I saw him that night, everything that I knew, all my thoughts my common sense just disappeared. There was only me and James in the world, his kiss sealed it. I knew that night that something was different. I couldn't believe that didn't believe me, I gave myself to him and no nothing in return.

"Hey babe, you ready to land, I found a new interesting spot for us tonight." The mystery man whispered into her ear, waking her out of her thoughts.

"Yea, lets get this over with, I need something intense tonight." She sighed, as they circled down. Neither of them realizing that someone was there, someone was watching.


That happened night after night, different guy everyday of the week. Every night someone would follow them, hiding in the shadows, invisible, never showing himself. Then one night as Lilly and some guy from slytherin were walking to their space, Lilly felt it. She felt someone watching her, guarding her, she felt safe tonight. She wasn't afraid of what they'd do tonight. She knew that nothing bad would happen, and this feeling scared her. She needed to be in control, fatehas screwed her over before. Who knows maybe the soft whispers she began to hear were evil. Maybe it was Voldemort or death eaters. She pushed those thoughts aside and decided that tonight she'd let her instincts guide her.

Lilly walked into the cave, as the guy started grabbing her, starting with her arms, and then her waist. Soon enough she was pinned against the stone wall, her wrists hurting like nothing shed ever felt before. His face was so close to hers, she felt his hothorriblebreathe on her face. Thenhe started to bite her: her face and then down her body until he ripped her shirt off with his teeth. This was were Lilly had had enough.

"Stop it, your hurting me, I don't play this way." Lilly said her voice still flirty, trying to ease him off of her. He wasn't moving, just looking at her with and intense desire in his eyes, but there was more, there was anger and hate. This was beginning to scare Lilly.

"Shut up, you stupid bitch, you don't get to decide how we do this. I'm paying, so im going to do this how I like it…rough." He growled. At this point Lilly was scared, she was afraid he'd do something, but she had this feeling that tonight someone would come.

He took out his wand and cast a binding spell on her wrists, which she now believed to be truly broken. She was insistently asking him to stop. She couldn't handle this. She didn't need to be loved this much. Then he slowly took offhis black robes, andLilly saw, in complete shockthe dark mark, on his left forearm.That was when she started to scream.

"Help, Please help me! Hel…." She was cut off by him slapping her face, so hard she was sure she'd have a bruise. Then she felt it, she felt someone there. Before she knew it the guy had been stunned, she didn't know where the spell came from. And her binds were removed. She was starting to get dizzy, her head felt likesomeone had dropped a bowling ball on it. Asshe fell, a pair of strong arms wrapped themselves around her. She didn't see his face before she went unconscious. She heard a soft voice drift into her ears, "It's okay Lilly, I'll protect you, and no one will harm you, just let me take care of you. I love you…"


James still had the long cloak on. He couldn't stand to see Lilly like that, it was a horrible sight for him. He had her in his arms, and immediately went to his broom, and took off not really for any destination, but he couldn't let her suffer. James couldn't let the girl he loved live like this. Before he knew it they were in sigh of his house. James decided it was best if she stay there the night, he would be able to get his mum to heal her wounds. He'd deal with the fact that she hated him in the morning. For now all he cared about was if she was alright.

Lilly woke up the next morning, tired and sore. She immediately screamed. She realized that she didn't know where she was, or who the woman standing in front of her was. She felt it again tho, that someone was there, someone was looking out for her. Then it hit her…last night, in the cave. She remembered what had happened, she remembered that voice. So sweet, it reminded her of someone, she wasn't sure. She sat there looking up at the bed frame, and before long she was asleep again, letting those sweet words play over and over again in her mind. James sat there watching her sleep for a time unknown.She looks so peaceful, like an angel, he thought as he slowly got up. He went over and gave her a kiss on her forhead,and whispered "everythings going to be alright, im here to watch over you i'll protect you from everyone, everything."

He slowly turned to walk away, when he felt soemthing on his arm, Lilly had her fingers lightly wrapped around his arm, "James" she said in a soft voice, as she turned her head and fell back asleep.


A/N- The next cahpter will be more of lilly and james together, this just had to set up the whole relationship-ish thingy thats going to happen between them...new characters will be introduced...as well as the marauders! Hope you liek this chapter, and please review...makes me happy!

Oh, and my space bar dosent always work, so i apologize if there are some words clumped together!

Review Replies!

Tigerwhiper- Thank you butler bow...i hope you like my update.

Sazinous-haha,i hope that this is alright for you...enough in the present. its notmuchlonger, but i felt like i was going on and on at the end. Hope you liek the update!

Cora-leanna- yea, shes a bitch to everyone, its a bit explained in this chapter. but she basically jsut figures theres no reason for herto be nice anymore...i dont know if you get that...but in my head it works!Again the whole sleeping with him thing, is explained in this chapter. thanksfor that review it got me thinking, and it made me put that it!thanks for reviewing...i hope you liek this chapter!