A/n yah I know..i'm not using my beta….so bite me! Anyhoo….i really needed to get this posted! I'm sorry beta I'm sorry! Pls don't kill me!
Me:no..not again…
Muse: say it!
Me:no own..no sue
Muse: good girl…takes leather straps off…
Salt WaterI always run
I'm always running away
From things that don't seem to go my way
Always making excuses…
"He doesn't love me.."
" I don't deserve him…."
" He's dieing and leaving me all alone…"
Never thinking how it will hurt those who love me..
The truth is, I don't deserve them
And as I stare out to the endless blue before me
I now know that this is true
My white silk dress drags me down
The water making it heavier
It becomes a dress of steel
Tears, I thought would no longer fall
Tears that are no longer black
Retrace their steps along my cheeks
Falling to the blueness below
Mixing and melting in the churning mass
(As I wish our hearts would)
Salt water meets saltwater
Not leaving even the tiniest trace of their escape
The liquid blue crystal reaches my mouth now
Ruby red meats jaded blue
My hair fans out above me
Small unwanted bubbles flow upward from my nose
As I breathe in
Salt water lost, finds me again
As the blackness closes in around me
I imagine your face
Your beautiful face
And silky hair
These images make it all the more easier
I see the white light
And up ahead….
A/n pleeeeeeeaaaassssse review! Anyway sorry for the cliff hanger….i promise I'll update soon…any guesses on what happens….? Review and I'll tell you if your right!
