The Burden of Guilt (chapter 1)
'What am I doing ? Im to young for this shit' Thought Leon as he slumped down against the brick ally wall. 'Isn't this what you wanted , to save people?' Leon thought questioning himself. Leon sat in a dark ally near the police station. A cold wind was blowing threw the ally rustling nearby debris. 'I should just leave...no I cant do that...Clair must already be at the RPD.' he thought looking down at his gun in hand. 'Besides if any ones still alive there depending on me , probably the only cop left in this dam city'.

Leon got to his feet , he put his hands on his waist and stretched his back.
'ive got to get there, before Clair thinks Im dead' thought Leon as he walked out around the corner of the ally. 'If I remember right, this ally here next to grill 13 leads to the RPD, ive got to be on my toes , these things are everywhere, last thing this town needs is another walking dead officer.' Leon thought as he made his way threw the dark grill 13 ally. Only several steps into the ally a figure rushed towards him. "shit" Leon screamed as he pulled the trigger of his H&K, BANG. the shadowy figure dropped with a thud back into the shadows. 'Dam that was close' Leon thought as he prepared to move around the side of the corpse.

"O god" Leon gasped as the corpse came into view. The corpse was no zombie , it was a young women , who obviously wasn't the walking dead.
"o shit what have I done!" he yelled as he dropped his gun and knelt besides the Young women. Leon grabbed the young women's arm and began to shake her. "Hey, ...Hey!...come on,..Damit" Leon screamed as tears began to build up in his eyes. After Leon had checked her pulse and was sure she was gone he stood back up and wiped the tears from his eyes.

'Some fucking cop you are , Im such a idiot ,...dam it" Leon thought to himself as he walked to a nearby door stoop and sat down. 'What am I goanna do,...what is there to do , I fucked up big time...Im no cop, What kind of cop shoots civilians...' .Leon had his head hung in his hands. 'Its not my fault though , I dint think ...I dint know, I cant change it now'. Leon looked back towards the corpse of the women and noticed her purse beside her. 'No , don't do it ...there's no point she's dead its not goanna matter who she is now. Leon sat there for several minutes looking at the purse , it was black and the strap had little studs on it.

Finally Leon couldn't help himself he got up and walked over to the purse.
'I don't think this is such a good idea , but I just got to see' Leon said as he grabbed the purse and opened it, and after fumbling around for a few moments Leon brought out a little neon green change and credit card pouch, with a flower on it. Leon opened it up and brought out what looked like a ID card .The card said "Jill Valentine S.T.A.R.S." "O god she was a member of stars" Leon whispered as he turned away from the corpse. He had tears coming down his face again. Leon turned around looking down at the girl , she was wearing a blue tube top and black minni skirt.

'I killed a cop' ... 'She's dead ,...I killed her' Leon thought as he brushed his sweaty hair back in a stressed out way. As Leon was looking down at Jill he realized she had dropped something else. Leon crouched down and picked up what looked like a journal. 'Great what am I doing , trying to get to know the person I just murdered' Leon thought as he opened the journal to the last entry. It said "Farewell to my life this is my last escape". Leon dropped the journal , and stumbled back as he choked back tears. 'Maybe if I can get Clair out of here , it'll be worth it ...yaknow if I save some one ...maybe it will be like a balance, maybe it'll make what ive done.
at least little bit expectable...I don't know what else to think, ive got to find Clair'. Leon grabbed up his gun and fled out the back of the ally.

End of Chapter 1