No one could believe she would do this to herself they kept looking at the letter no one understood it except one person. JT. He understood it quite well because he was the only one that knew what happened to her. 3 guys raped her .He was the only one she had told. He thought she was getting better they talked about it every day but this happened. They had gotten close in the last few weeks. So close that could tell other all of their problems. He knew that he could probably never love anybody again. He lived with the guilt because he thought it was his all fault but he never knew his love was watching him from heaven. He would never tell her secrets they would go to the grave with him.