My Guardian Angel


Author's Note-

Sun: (Takes off chains and lock) (throws it over shoulder)

T-T

My account was locked for a whole week.Admin e-mailed me that I had put up a poem and called it mine. I must have written something and they thought I was calling it mine's. I apologize for this, to uhh...whoever is running this place. Because you can be sued. I don't want to cause that.

So I'll be keeping the poem I created to myself, sorry. Can't risk account. If someone's going to shoot me, they'll have to wait until the fanfiction i'm writing is finished...

Please?

Kai was ten, ghostymangarocker, so sorry for not mentioning it in the last chapter.

I worked really hard on this chapter. I even had to cut out some stuff. Well,here'sChapter 5!


Chapter 5 : Innocent Blood


Four years later...

Kai felt blood pour out of his knuckles as he punched the wall.

"Stop it!" he yelled at the blood-stained wall, punching it yet again.

'These stupid thoughts...make it stop!' he thought, glaring at his hand. Then he fell to his knees.

"Stop...stop it..."

He felt so much hurt. So much pain.

Ever since she left when he was ten, he kept either dreaming or thinking about her.

He couldn't stop his emotions, it had hit him so fast.

Kai felt his heart would shatter at her last words. It wasn't the same being just friends.

He felt his eyes water, but not because of the pain in his hand, but the pain in his chest.

Kai had feelings for Sincerity. But she only thought of him as a friend.

He tried forgetting, but it isn't easy. Sincerity was the only friend Kai had ever had.

And if he told her, she would probably go away...and never come back. That was the last thing he wanted.

But if he didn't, he would die of sadness...and pain.

'I need you...now more than ever. Come back, Sincerity...' he thought, as he reached for her feather.

Sincerity's feather lay on his desk, and he couldn't reach it. Suddenly, it glowed, and slowly, it hovered towards him.

He curled his hands around the feather, feeling it's softness. A small smile formed on his face.

'I need to tell you something. But most of all...I need...you.' he thought, as the feather's tip brushed against his bottom lip.

Then he stood, putting down the feather on his desk. He smiled at the feather one last time as he grabbed his backpack and closed the door behind him.

He walked towards school, his backpack hung on his shoulder.

'Is there a way of telling someone you love them...without getting them...or yourself...hurt?' he thought, as he entered his high school's doors.

The day passed really fast, at least for him, because he spent the whole thinking. About her.

Kai walked swiftly towards his house, greeted his mother, and then hurried to his room. He threw his backpack in a corner of his room, and quickly grabbed Sincerity's feather. Then he ran outside, to his hiding place.

He lay there, on the green grass a few moments, staring up at the sky. He scanned the clouds, looking for Sincerity.

When he couldn't spot her figure, he closed his eyes, running the feather past his lips.

He smiled. The only time he would smile was when he was alone, with Sincerity's feather.

At other times, he would put up a wall between himself and everything else.

"Come back...Sincerity. I...need you. I...love-"

"Kai! Time for dinner! Kai?"

Kai's mother was calling him. He heard, and ran towards her. She smiled as she saw her son approach her.

They ate dinner quietly, they barely spoke at all.

"Okay, Kai...who is it?"

He looked up at her from his food in surprise.

"What do you mean?

"You've been day-dreaming, dozing off- wait...are you on drugs?" his mother asked. His eyes widened. She eyed him suspiscously.

"No. I'm not taking any drugs." he responded, irritated, and continued to eat his dinner.

Soon they said their goodnights, turned off the lights, and climbed into bed.

He placed the feather on his bedside table, and quickly went to sleep, dreaming about Sincerity. Again.

The next morning, Kai was late for school. He shot out of bed, quickly changed, stuffed an apple in his mouth on the wayto thekitchen, and bolted out the door.

Before he knew it, the day was over, and walked back towards home. As he passed on of the garbage alleys on his way home, two strong arms grabbed him by the neck.

He was slammed against the brick wall, and his bottom lip began to bleed.

"Well...look at what we have here..." one of them said. Everything was dark, their faces weren't visible.

The place stunk of garbage and alcohol. One of them punched him on the side. They snickered as Kai fell to the floor.

As one of them was about to kick him on the stomach, a light blinded them all.

"What the-"

Kai crawled backwards towards the wall behind him, and then Sincerity appeared in front of the light.

His mouth dropped open. She was beautiful.

She suddenly hugged him, and furiously flapped her wings. But he was too heavy, and they both fell on the cement floor. He looked up behind her, and saw the men walk towards them.

She looked up at him, panting.

"Whatever you do, don't look. Just close your eyes." she said, with sad, worried look. He stared down at her, and then she quickly wrapped her wings tightly around him. Then she placed her hand on his chest, where his heart was.

He suddenly felt his entire body go numb, and everything went white.

Kai felt himself rise, and as he looked around him, he saw he was floating. He stared down, and suddenly felt he couldn't breathe.

Below him, his body was there, in the alley, but he wasn't moving. Sincerity was on top of him, her enormous white wings covering his body.

He saw in terror as the drunk men punched Sincerity. Blood spilled on the floor and his clothes. Her back was covered in blood, and she wasn't moving, but she still held him tightly.

At last, what seemed like hours, the men gave up and left. He felt he was pulled, and he was sucked back into his body.

Then he woke up. His eyes snapped open, and he felt her arms and wings around him. She wasn't heavy at all.

He lifted himself, and she slowly let go him, and collapsed on the floor.

She was breathing very heavily and slowly, and her eyes were closed. She wasn't moving.

Kai stood, and gently lifted Sincerity, avoiding to hurt her. He ran back to his house, carrying her small, fragile body in his arms.

Kai's mother wasn't home yet. He ran to his room, and carefully placed Sincerity on his bed.

Kai's clothes were wet with her blood, and he quickly changed clothes in the bathroom. She was still unconscious, and a puddle of blood started to form at the sides of her body.

Then Kai ran towards the bathroom again, and grabbed towels. He wet them, and then ran back to his bedroom.

As he entered, she shot up, and looked at him. She blinked a few times, and noticed the towel in his hands.

"No...don't." she said, as he started to place the towel on her bleeding back. He stared wide-eyed at her.

"I need to heal...by myself. Or...they will never heal..." she said, between slow and deep breaths.

She closed her eyes, and wobbled. She collapsed on the floor.

Kai kneeled next to her, picked her up, and hugged her.

'You don't know how much I hate you for this...for making me feel this way...yet...' he thought as he placed her head on his chest. '...yet...you don't know how much I care about you. How much I wish you could stay with me forever...in my arms, just with me...'

He closed his eyes, and sighed. She reopened her eyes, and looked up at him.

"Is something wrong, Kai?" she said, worriedly. Kai opened his eyes slowly, and smiled weakly at her.

"I...it's just...that- uhh..." he sighed again. "I'm just worried about you. Are you sure I can't help you?"

She smiled at him. He felt his heart melt..."I'll be okay."

"What happened back there?" he asked her, passing his hands through her hair.Her eyesslowly fluttered shut..

"I temporarily separated your soul from your body. If you got hurt, you wouldn't feel the pain." she murmured, burying her face in his chest.

He hugged her, avoiding her wounds. Kai was careful not to hurt Sincerity's back while hugging her.

She opened her eyes once again, and looked up at him.

"That's not what you're worried about, are you, Kai?"

"I'm...sorry..." he said, hugging her tightly. "...I'm...so sorry..."

She smiled weakly. "It's not your fault, Kai. I'll always be here to protect you. Doesn't matter what the cost, I can't let you get hurt."

She hugged him tightly, but winced with pain. "Even if it means I have to give up my own life...I will always protect you."

"Sincerity...I need...to tell you something."

She looked up at him curiously. "What is it, Kai?"

Kai looked down at her.

"I..want you to leave...And I don't want you to come back."


Author's Note-

Sun: Oooh! Small cliffy! Not exactly what you expected either, eh? I'll put up Chapter 6 on Wednesday! Please Review! Thank You!