Okay here's the next chapter. Just to let you know SADD stands for Students Against Drink Driving.

Chapter 4 – Understanding

The next few weeks went quite quickly. It was Wednesday morning, and Hermione and Walt were talking about something about them being dead for the day. Really confused I asked what they were talking about. "Well you see, its SADD week at school and one day in that week a group of else will dress all in black and we represent all who have died in a drink driving accident," she stopped and I nodded for her to continue, "Also we can only talk to teachers or other 'dead' people."

I had to admit she looked stunning in all black. I got up and walked to my room and got ready. Today was my first day teaching at her College as the Chemistry Teacher.

Hermione

We just got to school and it all starts. The first three periods go fine and its time for the mock funeral. As us dead people walk behind the casket, to the stage, we get comments of how sad and solemn we look. Two people get up and say a poem, we were running early. Tessa looked around for me, as she knew I had a story I wrote first period. I got up and walked to the microphone and started…

Imagine lying in bed one morning thinking I'm dead today, and yet it's not my fault entirely. I had a decision last night, to get in or to find another way. I wonder what mum and dad think or do they even know. Did they get a knock on the door just after midnight, did they cry, did they do nothing because of shock or were they relieved that I wasn't driving and I was a victim. I guess I will never know. However I do know that my decision broke mum and dad, and they may forgive me but I cannot forgive my self.

I wasn't drunk, but I wasn't thinking straight either, my mind was else where, or I wouldn't have gone into the car with someone completely wasted. Lying there remembering, and wanting to cry, no I am crying, but no tears come forth, then I remember I'm dead. Then I think can the dead have emotions, can they express them, I guess not. I try to move yet I cannot. I try to scream but not a noise comes out. I want mum and dad to hug me and to tell them I love them and I don't hate them, but yet they don't come and I cannot tell them. I want to sit up and put my arms around my legs and rock back and forward crying and screaming but again I cannot because I am dead.

I guess someone I know as come, I try to reach out but my arm stays by my side. I hear a whimper, and then I knew it wasn't mum and dad, it was my little sister. Then I remembered mum and dad were out for their anniversary and my sister was home alone. It was worse then I thought, no I try to shake myself awake, she wasn't allowed to see me like this. I start fighting my body, I can't let her be here. She is too young, she can't see death. I knew from the beginning I made a mistake, but come on. I just want to yell get out get away it is not real. I hear her crumble, I knew she couldn't take it, again my mind was yelling, get her out, get her out now. They don't hear me. I guess she's up again, her screams are louder and she's thrashing against my chest and yelling, "How could you do this to me, mum, dad and everyone else, why?" Then she crumbles again, but this time over my chest hugging me. I can't take anymore. I yell out, "God please, just please, I learnt my lesson, oh please just let it be a dream."

Days must have passed since that night, I guess it wasn't a dream, for I haven't woken. I hear more cries, more then one person, my family and friends. I guess it was my funeral. I think I am being laid in the ground now. Complete darkness. "I am sorry," was my very last thought ever.

I finished and everyone was gasping, crying, not knowing what to do. The funeral ended on my story.

Severus

It was unbelievable my first day teaching, I saw dead people, talked to dead people, but yet my Hermione, was the first person since my teens to make me cry.

"Dad what did you do, to her? His dad just walked away. "Mum, mum, are you alright?" "hellllllllp" was my only response "MUM"

End of Chapter 4

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