SUMMERY: This is a story about Harry with all of his pains of being who he is. It is just a short one-shot on it so don't expect more. These are what I think he would feel if he were to think about everything he has done.

MUSIC USED: I listened to the Evanescence CD called Fallen. This is a really good CD. Mostly the lyrics and I just love her voice. You should buy it if you want a good CD to write about Angus feelings for writing.

DISCLAIMER: Okay does it look like I'm J.K. If I was then I wouldn't be writing on would I? This is for the fans to write. If the author would then that would be excellent piece to write about Harry on how he really feels.

I've found out everything I touch dies. In more of a since so you don't stand a mile away from me is everything I feel compassion for. I'm lucky my friends haven't died, yet. What does he expect me to become? He killed my parents, Cedric, and I don't know if Sirius is dead or if he is coming back. It was all caused by him. I fell somewhat lost, you would too if you were in my position.

Now it is rainy outside, with a storm. Exactly how I feel right now, sad with destruction. I feel like I'm the rain pouring down the window in front of me. At times I can be a drizzle where I won't hurt anyone with torrents of rain, were couples dance out in it. Rain then is peaceful, and you don't really care if the sky is falling then. Then I become a storm, all destruction. If you get in my path you will soon lose your way of life. That is how I am and that is how I'll always be.

I'm destruction; your destroyed if you get in my path remember that. You never know when I'll explode and kill you off, like I have done to people that matter, to me and others. The best way for all of us to live is if you cut me off from society, or for someone to kill me off.

I'll be happier that way, so will many people. So go on ahead Voldemort. Do what you wanted to do when you killed my parents, when you wanted the Philosopher's Stone, when you wanted the Chamber of Secrets opened, when Sirius left Azkaban, when you killed Cedric, then when you pretty much killed Sirius too. Just do what you wanted to do to me for so long. My mum and dad won't like it but I can't live on any longer with this game of cat and mouse. I'm dieing down the sprit of all that you killed and hopes for their families, but I'm ready to quit. There is no way I can live on with the boy who lived, and stares from my classmates like I'm an American star with people asking what did they do this time. Just this life is ready to die inside, so get it over with.

I really rather having all the people you killed in my place. I wish you didn't come on that October night when you came on you mission to kill me off. Maybe I could have lived a normal life with my parents. Not being the boy who lived. I can't go that far back because then it would change the past to much. I'm not going to alter it that much. I wish I could. Then I could just be normal wizard Harry Potter living in a normal family of wizards.

But that is how it feels Voldemort. You created me to become rain in a storm. I'm once peaceful something my parents could of danced in when they were happy in a drizzle. Once after I'm a happy, peaceful thing then I'm destruction like a storm. So thank you so much for the mercy I cause. So remember everything I touch dies. Stay away from Harry Potter, the boy who lived.