Wake me up when September ends

Disclaimer: None of this is mine, the characters are JKRs and the song is entirely Green Day's… I have no money, so please don't sue…

I woke up to find the Summer sun shining on the empty pillow next to me, Ron wasn't there, I wasn't worried - yet, but some inner sense lurking inside me, made my pulse quicken. He was probably downstairs having an early breakfast, but he wasn't, nor did he come home from work. Why did he go to today? Why didn't I tell him last night? Maybe he wouldn't have left then, he hasn't even left me a note or anything to give me a hint of where he might be.

Summer has come and passed

The innocent can never last

Wake me up when September ends

I haven't seen or heard from Ron in a month, September has arrived. I remember our days at Hogwarts, good memories that still make me smile, even now. But he's gone, I don't know where, but I'm looking, I will find him, I will tell him my good news, I will find out somehow.

Like my fathers come to pass

Seven years has come to pass

Wake me up when September ends

The traditional British weather begins to fall, drenching my heart and soul, but not dampening my hopes. Why won't he return? He will soon. Why can't I find him? Its not like Ron to just walk out. I want him back, I love him so much. He will come back, I know he will, if he doesn't…that's too painful to think about…

Here comes the rain again

Falling from the stars

Drenched in my pain again

Becoming who we are

Harry's gone too, he never came back from an assignment, so he is 'presumed dead', Ginny isn't giving up hope, he's still out there, still fighting. Harry doesn't about Ron. I keep expecting to wake up and find a mop of ginger hair on the pillow next to me, and to find that this is all a dream, but I never wake up, this is real.

As my memory rests

But never forgets what I lost

Wake me up when September ends

We were married earlier this year, in the field behind the Burrow. It was a beautiful ceremony, the blossom in the trees and Ron looking gorgeous standing by the alter. That was the best day of my life, I'll never forget it, it was so wonderful.

Ring out the bells again

Like we did when spring began

Wake me up when September ends

I've found him, lying unconscious in the rain, a low rumble of thunder rumbles in the distance, I revive him, he looks terrible, yet so beautiful, having not seen him for so long. I kiss him as he opens his eyes, a smile flutters across his face, when he realises that he's lying in my arms.

"'Mione, they took Harry." A voice hoarse from disuse, sounds like the songs of angels. He tries to sit up but winces with pain, I put his hand on my already swollen belly and tell him the truth.

Here comes the rain again

Falling from the stars

Drenched in my pain again

Becoming who we are

He smiles the smile I have come to know and love, kisses me on the cheek, and whispers his final words.

"Am I a dad then?" He watched me smile and nod, then his hand goes limp in mine and his eyes stare blankly at the heavens, he has died. Happy.

as my memory rests

but never forgets what I lost

wake me up when september ends

Summer has come and passed

The innocent can never last

wake me up when september ends

like my father's come to pass

twenty years has gone so fast

wake me up when september ends

wake me up when september ends

wake me up when september ends