Title: Expose
Rating: R
Summary: It was always Goku that lusted after Sanzo, long before Sanzo even realized it.
Pairing: 93, Mild 58
Warnings: Slash, masturbation, 2nd person (POV)
You're always looking at him like that. Seemingly innocent and adorable, because according to everyone, you don't know what 'love' or 'lust' is.
Heh, they're all wrong. You know full well what those things are, because you've got those two emotions down pat. Well, lust, anyway.
You don't know how it started. All you can remember is having this beautiful blonde hold his hand out, and you grabbed it.
That wasn't too long ago. Now you're that same kid that lived in a temple with that same monk. Except you know how you feel for him now.
See, you're doing it again. Thinking those thoughts about him. Sometimes, when he announces that you and the others are staying overnight, and you're fortunate enough to get your own room, you fall to self-manipulation. And then you wonder, Is he doing the same thing?
And sometimes you end up in the same room as him. With his lean body next to yours, you're not sure whether you can stop THAT part of your body from hardening. It's at that point that you run to the bathroom and finish yourself, trying hard not to scream his name as you bring yourself to climax.
It's always those days that you can sleep in. The first thing that wakes you up is a smack on the head and a deafening yell of "BAKA SARU!"
You wonder if he would top you. Then again, you've always wanted to see his beautiful face contort with pleasure, hear that familiar voice moan your name.
Whoever thought you, the naïve, innocent kid, could think this way?
Wait. Hold that thought. I know what you're thinking.
You're thinking if even Gojyo could think that way about Hakkai. You've seen the way they smile at each other.
Good news; he does. But hey, he's allowed to be perverted, cuz he's already had Hakkai. What's more, they do it whenever they have the chance. They love each other, no doubt there.
Whether you like it or not, you're still a virgin. Well yes, so's Sanzo.
I bet you've got your goal set. You're gonna top him, hell yes. But you're gonna make sure he’s got the same kind of emotions for you. Good luck, buddy. He ain't gonna be happy about being the bottom.
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