A/N:I know that I'm saying that I'll type up certain songs but I can't resist these songs that I like, and here's one right now!

Disclaimer:I do not own Tokyo Mew Mew or Kelly Clarkson's song, Behind These Hazel Eyes

italics- song lyrics

"..."-someone talking

'...'-someone's thought

Chpt.5-Behind These Hazel Eyes

"Ichigo, do you remember what happened on this day three years ago, na no da?" 13 year old Pudding asked the 17 year old Ichigo who was looking out the window of Cafe' Mew Mew

"Yes...sadly...can you please leave me alone for a while Pudding?" Ichigo asked trying hard not to cry

"Of course na no da!" Pudding said walking away to leave Ichigo to her thoughts and memory of how Masaya left her for another woman.

Seems like yesterday

You were a part of me

I used to stand so tall

I used to be so strong

Your arms around me tight

Everything it felt so right

Unbreakable like nothing could go wrong

:Flashback:

"Hi Masaya, how are you?" Ichigo asked Masaya as she ran up to him for their date

"I'm fine...but we need to talk," Masaya said sitting Ichigo down on a bench near the restraunt they were going to enter

"W-what is it?" Ichigo asked feeling a pain in her heart as she remembered what those words usually meant

"I don't think we should be together anymore," Masaya said which broke her heart, because her love of her life didn't love her anymore, and because she just found out she was pregnant with his child

"But why?" Ichigo asked with tears coming down her eyes

"Because I love someone else," Masaya simply said

"How could you, and after you made me pregnant from raping me!" Ichigo yelled standing up and slapping him across his cheek then she ran to the place she felt comfortable, Cafe' Mew Mew.

"Ichigo what's wrong?" Lettuce asked Ichigo when she saw her enter the cafe' in tears

"Masaya broke up with me," Ichigo said bursting into tears

"Well don't cry there's other guys out there that's perfect for you," Mint said standing next to Ichigo

"That's not all...I...I'm pregnant with his child!" Ichigo said between sobs then she bursted out into more tears

"Well then, if he's not there to help you raise it then there's only one solution," Zakuro said covering Pudding's ears so she wouldn't hear their conversation

"What?" Ichigo asked looking up at Zakuro

"Abortion," Zakuro said letting go of Pudding's ears.

Now I can't breathe

No I can't sleep

I'm barely hanging on

Here I am

Once again

I'm torn into pieces

Can't deny it

Can't pretend

Just thought you were the one

Broken up deep inside

But you won't get to see the tears I cry

Behind these hazel eyes

"B-but...I guess you're right, but I can't afford that," Ichigo said wiping away her tears

"I'll pay for it, don't worry," Mint said which made Ichigo smile and give Mint a hug

"Arigato, I'm glad I have friends like you," Ichigo said hugging all of her friends.

:End Flashback:

"Are you feeling alright Ichigo?" Lettuce asked Ichigo interrupting her from her thoughts

"Yeah, just thinking about what happened three years ago," Ichigo said turning to face Lettuce

"Are you still sad about losing your child?" Lettuce asked as Ichigo shook her head

"I don't want anything to do with Masaya...but it feels bad...seeing everyone with someone but I'm still alone," Ichigo said looking down

"Well there is someone that is still alone," Lettuce said

"Ryou? No way, he's always insulting me," Ichigo said crossing her arms

"No he's not, don't you remember that he helped Mint pay for the abortion since her parents wouldn't give her too much money," Lettuce asked Ichigo so Ichigo thought back to the week before her abortion.

I told you everything

Opened up and let you in

You made me feel alright for once in my life

Now all that's left of me

Is what I pretend to be

So together but so broken up inside

:Flashback:

"Ichigo, um...I have some bad news," Mint said a week after Masaya broke up with Ichigo

"What is it Mint?" Ichigo asked her expecting bad news since Mint had a bad news look on her face

"Well it turns out my parents are only giving me 1/3 of the money for your abortion, I can't afford the rest, gomen nasai," Mint said as Ichigo fell on her knees and started crying

"No...why does these bad things always enter, I don't want his child!" Ichigo yelled between sobs as Ryou came downstairs

"What's with Ichigo, something about Masaya?" Ryou asked making Mint glare at him

"Just so you know it does deal with Masaya, but not that way...hey you're still rich right?" Mint asked as Ryou gave her a weird look

"Yeah...but what does that have to do with Masaya?" Ryou asked still confused

"He raped her and no one can afford her abortion," Mint said trying to comfort Ichigo who was still crying her eyes out

"I'll help pay for it, it's the least I can do for her after what she did for the world," Ryou said making Ichigo stop crying and look up at Ryou

"You would really pay that much money for me?" Ichigo asked as Ryou nodded which made Ichigo stand up and hug him

"Arigato Ryou, this means a lot to me," Ichigo said as tears of joy came down her eyes.

:End Flashback:

Cause I can't breathe

No I can't sleep

I'm barely hanging on

"Uh yeah, I remember but that was the only time he was nice to me," Ichigo said keeping her arms crossed

"What about when he gave you Masha, and when he saved you from Deep Blue, and when he kept saving you from Francis the fat cat, and when he kept turning you back into a human when you turned into a cat," Lettuce pointed out

"But if he never started up the mew project then none of those things would've happened," Ichigo said

"But there has to be a reason why we all were bought together, for instance if he didn't start up the mew project then we would've never been friends, you would've been trying to raise Masaya's child, I would've never met Akasaka-san, Mint would've never met Kish, Pudding would've never met Taruto, and Fujiwara-san would've never met Pai, and maybe there's a reason why you met Shirogane-san," Lettuce said walking away to leave Ichigo back with her thoughts.

Swallow me then spit me out

For hating you, I blame myself

Seeing you it kills me now

No I don't cry

On the outside anymore

Anymore...

'I hate to admit it but Lettuce is right, maybe I was destined to end up with Ryou...but doesn't he hate me like crap? Life is too complicated...maybe I should talk to him about it, but what should I say? It's not like I can just ask him if he likes me, he's the mysterious type, maybe he'll ask me if I'm feeling all right, if he does then we're destined to be together, but if he doesn't say anything to me then that's that, I'll just have to look for someone else,' Ichigo thought as she wiped a table clean not noticing Ryou walk up behind her

"Hey Ichigo," Ryou said making Ichigo jump and nearly fall and take the table with her but she felt an arm go around her waist and then she felt the arm make her stand up and turned her around and she saw that Ryou was the one who caught her and she was so close to him that she could feel his heart beating

"Arigato...uh Ryou you could let go of me now," Ichigo said blushing and seeing Ryou blush when she said that so he let her go

"So uh...are you still feeling sad about what happened a few years ago?" Ryou asked which made Ichigo grow a surprised look in her eyes

"Yeah...that was three years ago, and I've moved on," Ichigo said trying to hide her blush

"Well that's good to hear," Ryou said with a smile and walking away

'Oh my God, he asked me...I guess Lettuce was right...but how can I ask Ryou about this, I don't know why these complicated things always happen to me,' Ichigo thought as she went back to cleaning the table

"Hello Ichigo, I saw what Ryou did...so how do you feel about him?" Lettuce asked Ichigo

"I-I think you were right, maybe we were destined to be together...but I can't tell if he feels the same way about me," Ichigo said

"You are so dense, of course he likes you, how can you not see that!" Mint said overhearing their conversation

"I can't believe I'm saying this but Mint you're right, sometimes I am dense...after all he was blushing when he held me just a few minutes ago...but how can I talk to him about us?" Ichigo asked them

"Don't worry, we'll handle everything," Mint said with a smirk.

Here I am

Once again

I'm torn into pieces

Can't deny it

Can't pretend

Just thought you were the one

Broken up deep inside

But you won't get to see the tears I cry

Behind these hazel eyes

Five minutes to closing time...

"Ichigo, there's a meeting in the basement," Mint said as Ichigo placed the last few of the dishes into the sink so Ichigo could wash them later, so she followed Mint into the basement a.k.a the lab, but then when they reached the door Mint went behind Ichigo and pushed her through the open door and before Ichigo could turn around to open the door Mint closed it and Ichigo heard the lock

"Mint, come on this isn't funny, what's going on!" Ichigo yelled trying to open the door, then she heard someone behind her so she quickly turned around and saw Ryou behind me

"Ichigo, do you know what's going on?" Ryou asked her making it seem like she was the one to be blamed for everything

"No I don't and don't try to make it seem like this is all my fault, I was just doing my job like you always order me to do," Ichigo said to Ryou while he crossed his arms

"Well then, tell me what you needed to ask me," Ryou said

"What are you talking about?" Ichigo asked confused

"Lettuce said that you needed to ask me something," Ryou said making Ichigo even more confused

"I don't know what she meant, but Mint told me that you were holding a meeting," Ichigo said trying to put everything together to find out what was going on

"Well she lied then," Ryou said

"I know what they meant...they wanted us to have a chance to be alone," Ichigo said looking at Ryou

"For what, I thought you said you moved on from Masaya," Ryou said not looking at Ichigo

"I did, but I'm still single," Ichigo said making Ryou look at her then he did something that he thought he would never get the chance to do, he grabbed Ichigo's waist and bought her closer to him then he made her lips touch his and he bought her into a sweet passionate kiss.

Here I am

Once again

I'm torn into pieces

Can't deny it

Can't pretend

Just thought you were the one

Broken up deep inside

But you won't get to see the tears I cry

Behind these hazel eyes

Three months later...

"Arigato Lettuce, Mint, thanks to you I'm now pregnant with Ryou's child!" Ichigo said with a big smile on her face as her friends bought her into a hug

"Those are awsome news, espically knowing that this time you weren't raped and you're married," Mint said

"Yep, and it's thanks to destiny, and now I'm really happy with everything that happened," Ichigo said glad that all of the choices she made were good ones that made her live a happy life and that Masaya would never see the tears that she cried behind her amber eyes.

THE END

A/N:Well there's the chappy, with one of my favorite songs, but can you guys help me for the next chapter, I want to write a songfic on Simple Plan's song Shut Up but I have no ideas, it's hard to try and write a romance chapter with that song, so please give me ideas, Arigato, review please. Adios!