YAY didn't take weeks to get this done - lets have a party woohoo

lol well yes ok this is half of what was orginally going to go down in this chap but since its long enough and i have run out of patience for tonight because i have the constant need to puke - bloody food crappy pizza you know the feeling right?

sighs - well anyway - highly depressed cause i dont like whats happening in these chappies to come except well maybe the one after the next one :P teehee - if only you knew - ah well - anyways enjoy!!

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well that was quick :( lol oh well i will live to see another day right?

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Time to say farewell and good ridance

Yet another week had passed, and Lily and James' relationship was beginning to strengthen. It was evident to Mr. Evans that it was too strong already; he needed to set his daughter an ultimatum that evening.

James was awoken by the annoying buzzing noise coming from the floor somewhere. His phone was ringing, he tried to move and found it impossible, so he opened his eyes and Lily was sleeping on his chest, he smiled to himself and hugged her as he rolled over, released her and got out of bed slowly.

"Hello," he said answering the phone quietly and leaving the room, "Hold on…Yea what did you want…what next week…No there's no problem just a surprise…No leads huh? Well ok see you in a week and err Lady J…Never mind not important…ok will do bye." James said hanging the phone up. He couldn't possibly take her back with him, she was a muggle and he was a wizard, but what did that matter. He could tell her he was a wizard and if she took it funny then he would alter her memory to forget that, or he could just not tell her at all and leave her.

Somehow that felt like the best and the worst thing to do. Best because she wouldn't have to be involved with his world and Voldemort, worst because he felt as though he was falling in love with her, no he was in love with her.

The mental debate in his mind went on for the next hour even as he lay by her sleeping body he couldn't help but wonder what would become of her if he left. In any case he didn't have to say anything today so he just held her in his arms and listened to her breathing.

When Lily awoke nine hours after she and James had gone to bed, she felt his arm loosely placed around her waist which was unusual as he normally held her close to his body while he was sleeping, she twisted in his arms, the shirt she was wearing twisting uncomfortably beneath her.

"What's wrong?" she asked starling James.

"Huh?" he said yawning.

"Something's wrong," she said looking at him

"Nothing is wrong woman. I'm just tired that's all."

"But we didn't do anything," she said heaving herself onto his body and kissing his lips softly while he placed his arms around her and lifted one of his legs so that it was propped up on the bed to make her more comfortable.

"Didn't sleep well," James said kissing her again, "and I know we didn't do anything. You seem to be getting used to the idea of sleeping in my clothes."

"Mmmm, they're comfy and they stink of you, but you don't stink, you smell divine."

"Thank you so much," he said tracing her face with a finger as she slid her arms around his neck, before they indulged themselves in a long passionate kiss.

"Come on scruffy lets get breakfast."

"Who you calling scruffy…Tramp," James retorted with a snort.

"Tramp?"

"Well you steal my clothes all the time like you don't have any of your own. You practically live with me, you steal all of my food and I need a new bathrobe now because you insist on using mine all the time. BUT you're a pretty tramp and your welcome to steal my clothes anytime you want," he said smirking at her.

Lily smiled at him, before sitting up on top of him to which he responded with a groan, "Hmm I suppose your right, but your leaving soon," her voice went from humorous to upset.

"Not for another two weeks," he said sitting up making her fall, before pulling her up and kissing him. "Race you to the kitchen." He added with a smirk, before pinning her down on the bed and untangling his legs while she squirmed underneath him.

When he had finally got himself out of the sheets of his bed he released her and ran to the door at which he could feel her trying to get past him. She didn't succeed until he managed to nearly kill himself on the stairs.

Lily reached the kitchen with James holding on to her hips, "HA-oly shit who are you?" she said as an attempt to mock him but the stranger in the kitchen disturbed her trail of thought.

"James?" he said.

"Err, wh – wha -what are you doing here?" James stuttered. The man raised one of his brows, "Ok never mind that, Sirius. Why are you here?"

"You know him?" Lily asked.

"Sadly so," James said with a grin, "Lily this is my best friend Sirius, Sirius this is," he paused for a second to "swallow" some spit while he was trying to think of a good thing to say about Lily nothing came to mind, "Lily."

"Right and you've fallen madly in love," Sirius said with a grin, "Oh how sweet she's wearing your favourite shirt," he was malicious sometimes, "Oh look and your boxers," he said dodging something James threw at him.

"OUT!" James yelled at his friend. "I will meet you, well you know where. Later, Remus knows doesn't he?"

"Course, spent the night at his house. Thought that…" he said but the glare that James was giving him shut him up. Remus had told James not to come he knew that, the reason was still unclear to him.

"I'll make it up to him later, now shamoo, before I actually throw you out-"

"You," Sirius started but then stopped, "ok maybe you would. Bye Lily, have fun," he said winking at her and leaving.

"I'm going to kill him one day, honestly. He freaking pops out of no-where half the time," James said aggravated.

"Aww poor little baby," Lily said in a baby voice, "His fwiend is being shoo mean to him," Lily said pinching his cheeks.

"Oi, Miss Evans, or it'll be you out that door next."

"No it won't," Lily said tip-toeing to kiss him, as she felt him lift her to the counter top, "Mmm, lets go upstairs."

"Indeed, breakfast can be eaten later," James, said with one of his hands firmly behind her neck so that he could kiss her easily and the other on her hips guiding her to the staircase.

That night Lily slept at home due to her father hammering on about how little time she spent at home, to which she really had no answer and wouldn't have answered even if she did have an answer. As she lay in bed waiting for sleep to wash over her, she began to think about James leaving in two weeks. She could just imagine sitting on his bed watching him pack his stuff without giving a hoot about her, but then again he had been acting differently towards her since last week. She hoped to god he wasn't jealous of Alex although he had no reason to be, she would have to mention his behaviour to him she though as she dosed off.

It felt like she hadn't slept at all, when she heard her sister screeching in the living room. God no she's not here with, Lily thought sourly as he heard his voice, well that clears that up.

"LILY!!!," two people yelled Lily couldn't tell which.

"Get your skimpy tanned arse in here now!" well that was her sister for you. Lily rubbed her eyes as she pulled herself out of bed. "Hurry up you lazy whore!"

"FUCK YOU BITCH. Actually get your boyfriend to do that for you cause you need to get laid! Obviously your husband doesn't satisfy you" she yelled while she looked for her bathrobes, there was no way she was going out into the living room in her sleep boxers and a vest top she had pulled out of the drawer.

When Lily exited her bedroom the amount of light stunned her eyes and she shielded them, her hair was a complete sham and she felt like she hadn't slept at all. She yawned. "What the hell did you get me out of bed for? It's eight in the morning."

"This!" her father shouted showing a white plastic stick.

"Snot mine," Lily said confused. "What is it?"

"Pregnancy test and its positive," her sister answered.

"I'm not asking you whore," Lily spat. "Dad?"

"Your sister isn't lying," he replied.

"Like I said it's not mine," Lily said yawning. "Can I go back to bed now?"

"NO!"

"Ok chill, but it's not mine!"

"Then why was it in your bathroom?"

"Er, I haven't used my bathroom for like four weeks."

"No wonder you stink," Petunia said.

"Well at least I don't live in a bin, and dine on banana peels and your own faeces. AND for your information lady of the dump, I shower elsewhere. Daily may I add, which is more than you have ever washed, let alone had sex."

"Like you've had sex," her sister spat.

"Like you would know what good sex is. Oh and dad you never told me what you thought of James."

"James?"

"Never you mind, go occupy yourself with fatso over there!" Lily said yawning once again and waving her hand over to where Vernon was standing. Her sisters rather fat rather dumb rather blonde husband

"He is, no was suitable but this," he said waving the test in his hand, "Is unacceptable. Does he know?"

"Oh for crying out loud. No he doesn't because I'm not pregnant, and I haven't been drunk enough yet to have a chance to get pregnant."

"Lily," her father said in an authourotive tone, which made her alert. This wasn't good. She turned around to face him, her arms wrapped around her body. "What happened when you went out with Alex?"

"Got a bit drunk, went back to his house, passed out, woke up got a bit scared and went for a walk along the high street, went to James'" Lily said quietly looking at the floor.

"What did you miss out?"

She rolled her eyes at her father, insensitive twit. "Oh that." He said

"I don't want to go into it dad, all I can say is ugh, and good night. Going back to bed." Lily said turning around and walking towards the door but her father stopped her.

"No your not. Lily you can't keep on doing this. You know I'm not going to approve of your relationship between you and James. End it, before the week is out."

"What?!" Lily said stunned.

"End it or find somewhere else to live, and don't expect any charity on my behalf. I suggest for your sake end it," her father said with such vindicity that he scared her, she nodded tears in her eyes, but she held them back. She knew he knew something she didn't and that upset her the most because she didn't know what he knew about whom.

Lily had spent the whole week trying to work out how to break things up with James but she just could not find the words for what she wanted to say. It was the night before her father would force her out of the house and she would not let that happen, she treasured her relationship with her father they were so close and she needed him in times of trouble.

She had already given up hope on James asking her to go with him; there was something he wasn't telling her but then again she wasn't exactly being truthful herself now was she?

They were sitting at a pizzeria outside in the failing light and Lily was trying to figure out what to say to him, what she didn't know was that he was doing the same and having just as hard time of it.

"James, I need to talk to you about something," Lily said timidly, she noticed his eyes flare up.

"Yea what about?" he said sipping on his lemonade.

"Well erm, I don't actually know how to say it," she muttered.

"Go on it'll be alright," he smiled at her. Suddenly she realised that smiled made her heart melt and her knees go weak, she refused to believe was her mind was telling her she was not in love. Four weeks to fall in love? Impossible.

Or was it. Lily never believed in things such as love since her mother died it was absurd to her how little her father grieved when her mother died, but then again when she thought about it different people grieved in different ways. Since her mothers death she watched her father buy a small hotel, then a slightly larger one before selling the both of them and buying the one that she would soon learn to call home. Each hotel had been named after her mother, as it was her dream to run a hotel, and the money that she had left her husband went towards the hotels. Despite the money it was mainly her dream to own and run a hotel, she loved being around people that would praise her on the hotels elegance and the good service and that they would come again with some friends.

"I," she started, "James I can't do this anymore, its not that I don't want to but I just can't, what I mean is that my father won't let me see you anymore."

"And your listening to him," James said seething this wasn't what he expected her to say. Not in the slightest.

"James I like you, I like you a lot even but my dad means a lot to me, he's always been there for me and he always will be and you, well your leaving in a week," lily said staring at the table

"But I want to be there for you lily."

"Sorry James," lily said standing up from her chair and leaving James alone at the table.

"Lily!" James said springing up from the table leaving enough money to pay for their unfinished drinks, "Wait," he said catching up with her and grabbing her arm gently, "At least tell me why."

"Because I have no other choice, and like I said your leaving in a week and you haven't even talked to me about it and I just don't see where we are going," she said getting into the taxi that just pulled up.

"But I...I love you," James said as the taxi drove off. He was more upset than angry.

Lily got home and got rid of some of her anger by slamming the front door, running into her room also slamming the door and then slumping down by the door and crying her heart out. Had someone been at home she would have been able to sulk in her room for the rest of the evening but the doorbell rang.

Composing herself she went to answer it.

"Hey," Alex said, "What's wrong?" he said noticing how she was looking

"Oh," Lily sniffed, "Just looking through some old stuff you know books, photo albums from the good old days," Lily said waving her hand dismissively, "I'll be ready in ten."

At dinner Lily found Alex was behaving differently. It was a good differet he made her alugh several times which was novel.

"Just wondering," Lily asked towards the end of the meal not being able to contain herself any longer, "What's made you so perky, relaxed different. I don't mean to offend you by the way I'm just wondeing."

"Actually I'm glad that you asked, and no offence is taken. Well you see," he said wiping his hands on a napkin, "I have received your fathers permission to marry you. That is of course if you'll have me," he said grinning and opening a box with one of the biggest diamonds sitting in the middle that Lily had ever seen.

What ever he was expecting wasn't what happened. Lily knew that. "Oh my God Alex, "I don't know what to say," Lily chocked pretending she didn't know what she wanted.

"Say yes," he urged her on, like a small child wanting a parent to say yes to something.

"I," Lily started. This felt familiar, but oddly unfamiliar at the same time. She wondered what to say, she wondered what he father would say and found herself not caring. He had told her to leave the only man she had ever cared about for reasons unknown to her and not only that he may have cared for her to the way he reacted when she told him she was ending it. "I'm sorry I just can't I don't love you."

"So what does love have to do with it?"

"Everything. Love has everything to do with it Alex, and furthermore you don't know me. You hardly spend time with me, you're all work, work, work.

"Ans I suppose you know someone who would spend time with you?"

"Well no," Lily started. She had found someone but she told them she couldn't see them an more. Stupid parents. "But I will," she finished

"Oh but Lily," Alex begun to say before a smile crept upon his face, "We can get to know each other at dinner, and I do spend time with you. Everyone knows that once the romance and the mushy part of a relationship has gone and the honeymoon period of the marriage is over (Lily shuddered at the thought of that with Alex) is over the wife is left at home alone may I add, to look after and have more children. It is after all the only role that they are capable of doing."

"Why you little piece of shit," Lily said standing up and getting read to leave. At the door she was stopped by Alex, "You want to know something?"

Alex snorted, "Yea why not its not like you know something I don't"

"Well then it's my pleasure to tell you woman can do soo much more than what you just said which just goes to show your ignorance. Also there is something, which I think you should know, you should really got to a prostitute and pay her to teach you how to have sex. And I would say I'm sorry about this situation but I'm and I will never be. Goodbye Alex go find some other poor woman to marry," Lily said pulling the door open and leaving

"Oh but you will be sorry." Alex said as the door closed


I wonder what on earth could he mean looks innocent HAHA your not going to find out from me nu-uh - wait until next chapter!! then you shall find out - maybe :P