Chapter 21 – Life Sucks

"Liberty!"

The room was dark again. No candle. No window. Only the mirror and myself.

"Liberty!"

I wanted to ignore them. I wanted them to get out of my head, but they wouldn't. I closed my eyes and tried to forget. I tried to forget the pain, the sorrow, everything.

I finally looked into the mirror. The little girl was crying. I reached my hand out to the mirror. I went to touch it, but screamed when my hand caught onto flames.

I sat up in bed and quickly looked at my hand. What was wrong with me? What did these dreams mean? Who was the little girl?

The room was dark. The only light shining in was the moon and even that was faint. I finally lied back down. I wanted to go home. I wanted this all to end. My life was a neverending soap opera. Some terrible story with the author out to get me.

If I were to list all the things that has happened to me these last few months no one would believe.

1. Raped

2. Pregnant at 14

3. Kicked out of school

4. Absent father comes back into my life

5. Mother dies in a terrible car accident.

6. Was pregnant with twins, but one dies

7.Loses all the people she thought were her friends

The list could go on and on.

I hate this place. I hate everything about it. I wish I could get from this bed and runaway and never look back. Me and my unborn child free from everything around us. Of course, that's probably the drugs talking.

They say God has a plan for everything. I'm having a really hard time believing all of that. What god would create life only to completely screw its life up. That's not what I plan for my child. I'm going to do everything in my power to make sure that it grows up to be a healthy, respectable, independent adult.

I wonder what my dad plans for all of this. I'm sure when he came back he didn't expect to come back to a pregnant teen daughter and an anti-christ of an ex-wife.

There, I said it. I'm really not that fond of my mother. I am upset that she died, but is it wrong of me not to miss her?

I hope that if God does really have a plan for all of this, it better be something good. Because my life really sucks right now.


A/N. I guess my last chapter wasn't as good as I thought it was. I only got one review. Oh well, you win some you lose some. Hopefully I'll get some reviews for this chapter. It's not as good as I'd hoped, but...