Well, I got two reviews! It guess it is a start. Please, even if you just open up my story, read the first two sentances and hate it, send a review! I need to know that people at least try it. Thanks to bloodblackmage and turante for the reviews. In this chapter I am using The Great Wall of China by Billy Joel. I do not own it.Thanks and onto the story.
Sesshomaru leaned back in his large, black, leather chair and turned up the volume on his stereo. To a human, the volume would've been to quiet to hear anything, but not for his demonic hearing. The song started to pick up and Sesshomaru let his mind go.
Advice is cheap you can take it from me / It's yours to keep 'cause opinions are free /
He tried to give people advice, and tell them what they were doing wrong, but nobody listened. And now the humans were outnumbering the demons.
Nobody knows about the trouble I've seen / Nobody's perfect, mister, nobody's clean /
Nobody in the world could know, or even imagine all he had lived through, nobody had ever had the chance to experience what he had. There was only one person that was pure enough to try and understand. And she was gone.
It cost too much and takes too long to find out too late / Some words are not heard 'til after they're spoken /
No matter how much he spoke and tried to do as she asked, she left. Now he realized all the hints she had left, telling him that they were falling farther apart. He didn't understand.
Your role was protective, your soul was too defective / Some people just don't have a heart to be broken /
Sesshomaru cursed the song. She was not defective, she was perfect, and that is why he had wanted her in the first place. And she did have a heart to be broken, and his brother had taken advantage of that.
We could have gone all the way to the Great Wall of China / If you'd only had a little more faith in me /
If only she had waited a little while longer, just a few more years, perhaps he would've realized, just maybe. But even as Sesshomaru thought this, he knew it wasn't true. She had put her whole heart, soul, and all her faith in him, and had trusted him with everything. But he had thrown it away.
In lieu of diamonds, gold and platinum reminders will still shine bright /
Everything he saw was a reminder to him of what he had done, everything he did, everywhere he went. Pain.
All the king's men and all the king's horses / Can't put you together the way you used to be /
He heard the song talking to him. The only person that could repair him was her.
We could have been standing on the Great Wall of China /
They could've ruled the world.
You take a piece of whatever you touch / Too many pieces means you're touching too much /
The humans of this world tried to own everything, tried to claim it as their own. But it was useless.
You never win if you can't play it straight /
She had taught him that. Taught him that no matter how much you lie and deceive, it doesn't do anything. It might help in the long run, but if you made it your foundation, it soon crumbled and you fell. It happened to him, and she had been there to catch him.
You only beat me if you get me to hate /
That is the attitude she portrayed, even after her betrayal she didn't hate. Nothing could taint her like that, nothing.
It must be so lonely to think that you have only / Somebody else's life to live if they let you /
Every single person alive was living someone else's life for them, no one could bare the face their own problems.
I
ain't too selective, but it don't take no detective / To find out how
fast your friends will forget you /
If you provided no profit to your friends, the left you with nothing. Alone and empty.
We
could have gone all the way to the Great Wall of China / Now all
you're going to be is history /
The world might forget her, but he never would. And he would do all in his power to get her back.
Help yourself, it's all you can eat at the Empire Diner tonight /
She was never coming back.
You coulda had class, you coulda have been a contender /
She could've been everything. They could've, should've ruled side by side.
Charlie, you shoulda looked out for me /
No
one was looking out for him. No one cared.
You could
have been standing, standing on the Great Wall of China /
They could've gone all the way.
This was not your calling, just look how far you've fallen /
She had found him alone and battered. She had reminded him of who he was. She told him that it wasn't what was supposed to have happened.
I
heard your story, man, you've got to be joking /
No, I am not joking.
Keep
things in perspective, this is my true objective /
He tried, he tried as hard as he could to keep things in perspective, but he failed.
Why
tear this heart out if it's only been broken/
He had hurt her after she had been hurt more than she deserved.
We
could have gone all the way to the Great Wall of China / If you'd
only had a little more faith in me /
Sesshomaru felt a tear slip down his face.
In
lieu of diamonds, gold and platinum reminders will still shine bright
/
There was no way he could forget her.
All
the king's men and all the king's horses / Can't put you together the
way you used to be /
There was no way to repair what he had done.
We
could have been standing, standing on the Great Wall of China /
Sesshomaru felt tears role down his face and he angrily wiped them away. Cursing himself for letting his emotions show, she was always his weakness.
