Forbidden but by One: chapter 3
Satoshi's POV:
A restless killer in the world we live in
My clock says that it is 3:00 a.m. but yet I still cannot get to sleep. My mind refuses to shut down and give me rest. I can feel Krad behind me, his arms encircled around my waist. Krad's words are continuously running through my head, never giving me a moment' peace. He said that he loved me more than anything else. I have always heard him tell me that I was his everything, but I always believed that he said it because I am his vessel. Now though, I don't know what to think about it. I just get more and more confused as each day I spend with him in my life passes. Does he really love me like he say's? In a normal reality we would always be at ends with each other, nothing could ever bring the two of us together in a way that we are now. Lately, I feel closer to him and I have begun to relax around him, something that my ancestors would never think of doing or approving of. Even with this sudden change I still feel as if I need to be close to him, like I would die if I wasn't. With these thoughts in my head I cannot help but turn towards him and curl more into the warmth that he puts off. Maybe, if he truly does love me as he says, I could possibly love him as well.
Krad's POV:
You above all, the one for me.
I realize now that my Satoshi heard what I said. I didn't realize it at the time, but he was awake when I said that I loved him more than anything. He hasn't been asleep for hours now. Although his eyes are closed, I can tell that he is thinking deeply. I will even admit that I am scared. These past few weeks Satoshi has been relaxed with me, and I am afraid that what I said will make him draw away from me again and begin to hate me all over. All of my other tamers have tried to ignore me and chain me to their will. That is the reason that when I came to Satoshi I was so cruel. They Hikari could try all they want but I have always been stronger than them and I always will be. After the first couple attempts, I learned that they would all try this, and they all did. So I started to show them my true power, make them be terrified of me. I soon grew bored of this and I decided that this last time I would end it all, destroy either Dark or the Hikari. I curse those damn Hikari now. Satoshi happened to be the one I was to end everything with, but how can I destroy something so beautiful. I love him and I can't get rid of him, unless he wants me to. I feel him shift and is I look down I see his face peaceful and calm now, as he curls into me, his face in my chest, and falls asleep. Perhaps there might be a way to make this work out between the two of us.
