Songfic- Simple Plan- Untitled

Warning: Cutting, Suicidal tendencies, Slash, abuse, and M/M. Language

Pairings: Draco/Harry

Draco decides to end it all tonight… but first he must come clean with a secret that's been with him for years. It's my first time posting so be gentle with insults!

I open my eyes
I try to see but I'm blinded by the white light
I can't remember how
I can't remember why
I'm lying here tonight

Draco shifted uncomfterbally in his bed still holding the knife. He twirled it like he didn't care if it were to stab into him. Thoughts slowly slipping off…

"Draconis Malfoy get your arse here this instant! Don't even think about fucking crying you sick little queer! Come here now!" An angry Lucious yelled.

"Father please! Please don't… not again…" Before he could finish the angry Lucious had just slapped Draco across the face with his cane. A blood curdling scream could be heard from Draco's lungs. With that Lucious left his bleeding son on the floor and walked away.

And I can't stand the pain
And I can't make it go away
No I can't stand the pain

Draco lied there for hours holding his face… he grabbed the closest sharp object (a broken piece of mirror) and sliced his wrists just enough to see the blood weep from the fresh wound. He sighed and slowly got up and walked to the bathroom.

Chorus:
How could this happen to me
I've made my mistakes
Got no where to run
The night goes on
As I'm fading away
I'm sick of this life
I just wanna scream
How could this happen to me

Suddenly Draco sat up coming out of memory. 'He wouldn't care even if I did die tonight. The only one I've ever really lived for was Harry.' He thought to himself slowly climbing out of bed tossing the knife to the side. Being only in his boxers all of Draco's scars were in clear site… it was as though he was a human sketch board. 'Harry could never love a freak like me… let alone a guy of all things. Every time I try to tell him… I always insult him… so I'll tell him tonight…' Looking around Draco found parchment and a quick quill and wrote a note.

Harry,

Meet me in the dungeons ASAP

Draco

He put the note on his owl and sent it off. As soon as the owl was out of site he reached for his cloak and walked off to the Dungeons.

Everybody's screaming
I try to make a sound but no one hears me
I'm slipping off the edge
I'm hanging by a thread
I wanna start this over again

As soon as he got there Harry was already there.

"What do you want Malfoy? Another fight?" Harry's words were so cruel. It took everything for Draco not to cry.

"No… Just I… I love you Harry Potter… I always have and I've lived for you for years…" Before Harry could speak Draco leaned forward and kissed him softly. Harry didn't move but stayed stunned at this. Pulling away his eyes filled with tears. "I love you Harry…" he whispered "I'm sorry…" with that apology Draco ran off to do what he had set out to do in the first place.


'Stupid! You stupid git what did you do! It doesn't matter…' Draco's thoughts were racing as he ran to the Astrology Tower. He had decided that's how he would die… in the air… where he loved to be.


Back in the Dungeons a stunned Harry came back to reality he replayed the events that just took place. He followed Draco's cries.

So I try to hold onto a time when nothing mattered
And I can't explain what happened
And I can't erase the things that I've done
No I can't

Looking over the edge of the window he had lost himself in thought once more…

"My son… my only son… a traitor! All I wanted..." Lucious shouted at the weak Draco and kicked him in the stomach "All I ever wanted was to have a son who would accept his fate!" Hitting him again with his cane. "Not this weak little queer of a son I have now… you aren't a Malfoy… you're weak!" With those scaring words he spat at Draco leaving him to bleed once more."

"Father…" Draco whimpered before passing out.


How could this happen to me
I've made my mistakes
Got no where to run
The night goes on
As I'm fading away
I'm sick of this life
I just wanna scream
How could this happen to me

A single tear ran down Draco's face… not for his father but for Harry… no longer will he be able to see those beautiful green eyes… but he can watch him from a better place.

Draco climbed on the edge and took a deep breath in and leaped out the window. A smile crossed his face as he was falling from a 500 ft tower. It was all going to be over in a few seconds. No more pain. No more running from fear. No anything… just death… a sweet, sweet death.

Just as he was about the hit the ground someone caught him. Draco was stunned when he looked up and saw those beautiful green eyes.

"Draco… I can't let you do that…" Harry turned a ting of pink. "I love you too…"

I've made my mistakes
Got no where to run
The night goes on
As I'm fading away
I'm sick of this life
I just wanna scream
How could this happen to me

To be continued…