Four Lovely Ladies

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A/N: Thank you reviewers! Keep reviewing, enjoy! This might be a short chapter.

Dear Journal,

Wow. Lily and I gaped at Hollie. And she smiled, then she walked upstairs.

"I have an essay to write you guys, you can go on to lunch with out me." She was still smiling, but what really broke me was how you could just tell she would be happy for Stella even though she loved Remus.

Stella also tore me apart, just the look on her face could have made you start bawling, she looked, there is no other word...empty.

"Come on Stella, you must be hungry." Said Lily soothingly.

Stella just sat there.

"Lily, why don't you go save us a seat okay?" I asked quietly.

She nodded, she understood that I needed to talk to her.

She always understands, that's one of the many reasons I love her as a friend.

"Stella," I started when Lily left.

"no." She said in a small distant voice.

I looked into her eyes, and saw tiny little beads of tears forming in them. I have never seen her cry before. My instinct was to hug her but just when I was about to, I heard the marauder's dorm-room door open.

Stella's hand shot to her eyes and she quickly rubbed off any sign of emotion along with her tears.

James smiled at us, Peter looked at the ceiling innocently, Sirius stared straight ahead of him ignoring us, and Remus looked down at his feet, both (Sirius and Remus) looked very downcast.

I just glared at them in disgust. They made Stella like this! They hurt her! I hate them with all possible hatred in the world!

Let's see what happened in the boy's dorm, maybe this will help you understand, meanwhile...

"You can't like her Remus." Stated Sirius coldly, after a long moment of silence.

"But I do Sirius, I can't help it, I think I might l-love her." He stuttered with a look of pure apology on his face.

Sirius just kept on looking at Remus with no expression at all.

"But, I can't can I...I'll hurt her." Said Remus lightly.

Sirius nodded and got up from the bed to go downstairs.

"There's always Hollie, Mooney, I think she likes you...you should get to know her, she's really nice," said James patting his friend on the back.

Remus gave a small smile and laugh then got up too.

"Remus?" Asked Stella.

Remus looked over at her like he was very confused.

Then he walked over to her and James ushered the other marauders out the door.

"She picked Remus mate, nothing to do about it." We heard James mutter to a saddened Sirius.

The second the marauders left, Stella looked into my eyes.

Her eyes were telling me to go, so I did.

I still don't know what happened in there to this day. But Hollie does, when she had gone to "finish her essay", she had really gone to go cry and spill her feelings out on a piece of paper. She really loved Remus and she was the only living thing left in the Gryffindor common room besides the two.

So she came in on Remus and Stella, and none of them ever told us what went on in there, so I suppose we will never know. That is the one thing Stelluna May Quinton ever kept from me.

Love A Worried Friend,

Bailey