Shattered Soul
A/N: Sorry I didn't update yesterday. There were "issues" in my house. (Basically, my homophobic younger brother had been harassing some kid that he thought was gay, repeatedly, and my mom was called by the principal of the kid's school, which is also my brother's school. The result was, since I'm bi, I felt quite unsafe in my own house.)
Sorry, I just had to get that out, 'cause my mom has forbidden me from telling anyone who might see or know my brother... But you all probably wouldn't, so I'm fine. Anyway, here's a Yuugi chapter for your reading...uh...pleasure. I still don't own Yu-Gi-Oh.
I know the memory
of red-violet eyes looking into mine.
I feel the warmth, not long gone, on
my face where
my Pharaoh would kiss me, stroke me...
slap me.
He's gone. No more sun
is in my life, it has been eclipsed by
loneliness' dark moon. He left me alone
here in
this empty house,
house that still holds memories of family and partying with friends.
I'm being left all alone... All because
he said he had to sort out his feelings, get his new life back together.
What did it mean?
He was a liar, saying he loved me. And I
was the fool,
always willing, always needing
to play along and I did. And now I
suffer for it.
Because I left the last thing Atemu gave me, sunflowers,
in a vase by my bed and after
two months now, they've died. I should be cold
in my heart.
But instead, I feel him there, feel him as if he's come back to me.
When he finds his memories in Egypt, I
can only hope that I am still in his heart, warming it,
softening it,
as he does to me.
Aww, poor Yuugi! Don't worry, I won't let him and Atemu break up. At least, I don't think so...
