i I'm so tired
of being here
suppressed by all my childish fears
and if you
have to leave
I wish that you would just leave
'Cause your
presence still lingers here
And it won't leave me alone /i
br br br "Watch it," The angry voice of Ginny Weasley mumbled out to passersby who bumped into her. She hid her face under a black robe, which also hid her tear stained face. Her wand was held tightly at her side, pointing it at any people she claimed arrogant.
br br br It was a dreadful day in Hogwarts, the sun didn't shine, all it did was rain. The rain always reminded her of tears, how they always fell from her face.
br br Ginny was never usually ignored, well, she was dating Harry Potter. It bought her some popularity, but it all changed very quickly. When his life was cut so short, she was forgotten. But it didn't matter to Ginny, oh no. He was gone from her life, forever,
i br br br These
wounds won't seem to heal
This pain is just too real
There's
just too much that time cannot erase /i
br br br u Flashback /u "Harry?" Ginny's hushed voice whispered in a hushed voice. Tip toeing on the wooden floor in their apartment in England. She turned into their bedroom, where the strong scent of vanilla and cinnamon entered her nose. Her sparkling brown eyes gazed over the room intently for any sign of Harry, she gasped at the sight on her floor. Harry lay dead on the floor, his glasses were crooked, and his robes untidy.
br br br i When
you cried I'd wipe away all of your tears
When you'd scream I'd
fight away all of your fears
And I held your hand through all of
these years
But you still have
All of me /i
br br br "Harry" Ginny's voice cracked, her eyes drowned in her tears. "You can't be dead, please don't be dead" She begged attempting to revive him. His body was cold, all color drained from his face. A somber expression was worn across his tired face. She screamed out in agony, hitting her fists on the ground. Around his neck was the chain she gave him for his birthday, it shined brightly, and showing her a part of Harry lived on. She cried out desperately, hugging his dead body. "Fate is so cruel!" She screamed, burying her head into her hands.
br br br i
You used to captivate
me
By your resonating life
Now I'm bound by the life you've
left behind
Your face it haunts
My once pleasant dreams
Your
voice it chased away
All the sanity in me /i
br br br That was a month ago. Her eyes lacked the excitement they used to have. Her smile was never full, her heart was always empty. The day she found him dead was her nightmare, every night. She hardly ever slept, she'd wake up crying.
br br br "I'm living in memories of you, Harry" Her voice quavered, "But I'll meet you in heaven very soon" She quietly trudged into an abandoned corner in the library. Quickly, she plopped herself down on a bean bag chair full of dust, she cried into her robes for a few minutes. "Goodbye, world" She whispered.
br br br She pulled out a small package in her robes, a razor. "This is it" She sobbed, placing the razor over her main vein, slicing it deeply. The blood dripped on to the ground, making a small puddle near her feet.
br br br She placed the razor over her other wrist, "Let me die with my love" and sliced the other wrist, immediately falling dead. No one could accept her death, but Ginny couldn't have been happier.
br br br i I've
tried so hard to tell myself that you're gone
But though you're
still with me
I've been alone all along /i
