Accusation of the Heart

Majin Bulma

Chapter 9- somber

Goten's POV

Sigh… Work was so stressful… I just want to hurry to Bulma's, go see Trunks and then go home and sleep. I'm so exhausted. I'm becoming slightly depressed.

I needed to see if Bulma and Vegeta were holding up. Most likely they were. I'm going to ask them why they're so calm and such. I can't take it anymore; it's driving me insane.

I grip the black-leathered steering wheel as I turn the corner sharply that lead the way to Capsule Corporation. My right hand shot off the wheel as I turned the volume up louder.

…..If I had told you

You would've listened

You had stayed

You would be here forever

Never went away

I sigh even louder at the music. It reminds me of Trunks. Everything lately has been reminding me of Trunks.

It would never have been the same

All our times would have been in vain

Cause you had to go

A casual hand runs threw my unruly black ebony hair as I try to control my emotions. I especially don't want to break down while I'm driving.

The sweetest thought

Had it all

Cause I did let you go

All our moments keep me warm

When you're gone

My attentions divert as I hear my cell phone ring. I'm tempted to just let it ring and ring. Which I do for a few moments, waiting for the caller to just go away. But it doesn't stop. I turn down the volume control, then reach into my bag and pull out the annoying electronic.

" Goten." I say lazily to the receiver. When I recognize that it's the nurse speaking. " IS SOMETHING WRONG WITH TRUNKS?!" I scream loudly and she answers with a no and tells me that she has wonderful news. I slam on my brakes as I hear the two glorious words. The words repeat in my head. ' He's Awaken…awaken… awaken…' " AR-ARE YOU KIDDING ME?" She answers with another no. " Is he ok?!" I question and she replies with a joyful yes. She told me that he wanted to talk with me and that they had to give him some drugs to relax his awakened state. I hear her high heels clatter as she brings my secret-love the phone.

Millions of questions explode from my mouth at once as I hear his groggy unsteady voice. Beautiful… No matter what he'll always have that deep, beautiful mysterious voice. One of the things I love most about him. I try my hardest to understand what he's asking of me, after he had told me to shush from my questions and to just listen to him. Wow, they must have given him a lot to make him sound like that. I can hear his small sniffles and shaky voice. Is he crying? I have to go see him! I wil right after I get what he requests.

After a couple minutes of my " What's" I finally understand what he wants. And he wants the small black book now. So I will get it to him in a hurry. Anything for my Trunks. I speed up once more driving as fast as I can after I hear the doctor take the phone from Trunks and then hang up shortly after.

Gods. He's awake! Wait, what do I do? Do I tell Bulma? Maybe not… Ill go to the hospital first and then ask Trunks. Yeah, they don't deserve to know. They haven't been with Trunks at all! Its been me! Me! The ones that's cared for him, me! Not them, not anyone else, me!

I make a sharp turn around the corner. ' Ah, there it is.' I say to myself as my screeching tired come to a steady halt in front of the Capsule Corporation front doors. Ill talk to Bulma later, first get the book! What's so important about a tiny little book? He sounded so helpless, scared, urgent... I need to get it! He told me to hurry. I will not deny my love anything.

I didn't even realize that I was out of my car and already on the front steps of the tall beautiful proud building, my fingers pushing the doorbell impatiently.

" Come on!" I growl slightly to myself after afew minutes of waiting. " That's it, they wont mind if I just walk in." My hand reaches for the door handle when I hear to little feet stop at the door. The door cracks open and I see two small eyes dart forward to meet mine. " Bra!" I almost shout loudly and she looks at me confused.

" What are you doing here Goten?" The little nymph asks me, not opening the door all the way.

I reach forward and open the door letting myself in. She backs up holding her hands behind her back. I raise a brow catching black behind the hot pink jacket. ' That's not obvious.' I roll my eyes thoughtfully. " What ya got there Bra?"

She stares, her eyes widening softly, and then a smile creeps on her face. " Nothing G-kun."

A finger shakes at her with a 'tsking' sound clapping from my lips. " Don't you lie to me Bra.

" Fine, its just a dumb ol' book. Nothing that you would wanna see."

Wait, Trunks wants a black book. I wonder.

" is it your book Bra?" I question her.

" N- Yes."

" Bra, hand it over."

" Its not yours!"

" Its not your either! Give me Trunks' book!"

" NO! He's dead now! Its mine!"

" Trunks isn't dead." I growl softly stepping forward, making her take a couple steps back. I jump forward with my Saiyan speed, she didn't even see, and I grab the book from her hands. I make my way to the door. She runs at me trying with all her might to beat my leg, but her tiny fists are useless. My mind is set on Trunks and returning to him. A shriek breaks me from my thoughts. "

Oh shit." I say as I realize that she's screaming for Vegeta. I run. As fast as I can to my car, leaving the door open and jumping in, starting the car. I can feel him power down and exit the gravity chamber. I step on the gas, almost breaking it off, and speed away from Capsule Corporation as fast as I can.

Wow… that was close. She's becoming a little brat. Trunks. Right, gotta get to Trunks and hurry.

" Hopefully you'll still be awake Trunks. I want to see your eyes again. Those gorgeous ice blue eyes." I whisper to myself. I had set the small binded book on the seat next to myself. I wonder what the elegance of that book is? I guess ill know sooner or later.

I hadn't even realized, again, that I was already in Satan City's hospital parking lot. I put on the breaks, turn off the car and un-do my seat belt slowly. My hand darts towards the book. My eyes scan over the cover ' Trunks Briefs' written in fine red crimson print. That's so beautiful… My fingertips gradually trace the letters memorized by the glistening ink. Its his journal… What would be so bad in here that Trunks would worry about? Maybe a small peak wouldn't harm? No… What if he found out? Where would our trust go? He wouldn't ever trust me again. Plus, it's for his eyes only, and if he wants to share one day, when we are lovers- hopefully, then he will do so. But I will not be tempted by the devil himself.

I scuttle out of my black, newly polished car and head towards the front gates of the large round dome building. The doors slide open automatically as I enter. I pass by few doctors and patients, as I head towards room 207. You most likely would memorize the room number after being there almost every single day for- how many months?

I take a deep breath as the doctor nods to me to enter, and I do so. My eyes land on the purple hair I've grown so accustomed to. His head is strapped down as well as his arms, torso and legs. I shakily move towards the bed and grab his hand in mine. His ice blue eyes lazily dart to my charcoal ones. I can feel him begin to tremble and shake, I wonder why, maybe it's the drugs they have him on.

I see his mouth begin to open so I lift the hard covered book in front of us and place it on the table by us slowly. Ice blue eyes turn dark as tears shed down his face, trailing down those perfect pale cheeks. He sobs for some reason- I don't know why. Maybe because I have retrieved his book? The drugs? Me? I could only dream.

Pale hands squeeze my tanned ones, my head leans forward to kiss him on the forehead as my other hand traces his hair to get out of his eyes, then stroke down to his cheeks where my thumb wipes away the clear liquids.

" Saaaaa, don't cry Tru-chan. It's alright." My calm voice surprises me. I can hear the love flowing out each vocal. Hopefully he doesn't notice too much. " I got your book, just like you asked."

" Ten…" Well his voice is coming back to normal. " Sank yew." He sniffs, but he cries more. I guess he's just really relieved, I'm glad I could help. I will question him about it later, but for now… For now I just want to comfort my Tru-chan.

My fingers stroke his cheek, his hair, my other hand massages his and eventually he falls asleep exhausted. My smile stays in place as I lean forward and kiss his cheek. ' I love you so much Trunks.'

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