Chapter Sixteen Aftereffects and Hard Decisions

Don't you die on me! Please I love you don't leave me, why did I have to be so damn foolish, I wish that I had never laid eyes on this accursed jewel, it will be the death of the only woman that has ever love me for me. Inuyasha was pacing back in forth in front of a cabin door. Inside Kagome was barely breathing, she was full of poison and it was all the little demon flea could do to suck it out of her, she was slowly slipping away, Sango was beside her trying hard not to cry and kill Inuyasha as the same time.

Inuyasha was standing on the deck staring out into the ocean, he had the jewel in his hand and making a abrupt decision he let it go and threw it into the ocean. Never looking back he turned around and walked back to the cabin to pace some more waiting for his one and only love to wake up, but wait he had raped her in his youkai state she would be appalled by him, so he decided once she had been healthy enough to he was going to drop her off on land and sail away. AS much as it hurt him to think of not having her in his life it hurt even more of him knowing that she would always secretly fear him and that was tearing him apart.

Sixteen hours later, an exhausted Myoga had sucked out all the poison now it was up to Kagome to try and wake up, she was in a deep sleep probably from the shock of what had happened to her. Inuyasha stayed by her side, he had stayed like that for days not moving even to eat or sleep. "Inuyasha Sama you need to go rest, it wont do either of you any good if you are ill when she wakes up from lack of sleep and food, go to the kitchen and have cook prepare some ramen for you to eat ordered Inuyasha who was to heartbroken to even argue with his first mate and just left without even a word. Which was very unusual for the captain indeed. The crew was in a somber mood it had been weeks and still she was asleep. Inuyasha was about to give up hope when there was yelling at three in the morning "Master Inuyash she is awake, she is alive and she wants to see you." Inuyasha who had awakened hastily threw on a tshirt and a pair of boxers and ran to the cabin. "Inu---yasha, what happened? I don't remember anything but sleeping and feeling really sore, how long have I been out, what happened to Naraku, I don't remember anything of what happened after you attacked Naraku.

Later they found out that Kagome was suffering from acute memory loss due to her violent encounter with the full demon of Inuyasha causing her memory to block it out. Each person decided it best for her to remember it on her own and than they would have to deal with what to do next. So they began sailing again, but Inuyasha still wasn't acting like his old self, he was feeling guilty about what he did to his Kagome. She would run up to him and hug and kiss him and he would turn away saying that he had something that he needed to attend to, so he would try and avoid her as much as possible. One day Kagome barged in while he was reading a map, not really concentrating on what he was reading but thinking of Kagome. "Inuyasha, we have to talk you have been avoiding me you need to tell me what happened on that island, whats going on why is everyone being so nonchalant and walking around like nothing happened, goddamnit tell me what fucking happened I have a right to know did the bastard did he oh my god he did didn't he he raped me! No you stupid bitch, he didn't rape you it was me, I almost killed you when I was a full demon, no do you understand why you can't be with me, I could have killed you with the poison if it wasn't for Myoga you would be dead. "You bastard you fucking cold asshole, why would you do that why? I thought you loved me for Christ's sakes but all you ever loved was that damned jewel well I hope that you are fucking happy because I want nothing to do with you stay the hell away from me I hate you!" With having said that Kagome fled out the doors into the rain crying her eyes out contemplating about jumping off the ship and into the ocean she didn't care if she lived or died at this point. Sango found her hanging over the railing of the ship ready to jump and with much persistence due to Miroku helping her they dragged her back to their cabin below and locked the door. Miroku left to go see to his friend Inuyasha, while Sango just held a heartbroken Kagome who cried her eyes out.

Dammnit, I fucking hate this, damn women, damn jewel, damn parents, I have been alone all my life, and I won't become weak now because of that wench. "Inuyasha, what did you tell her! She was trying to jump off the damn ship, what happened!"

Fuck off Miroku I am not in the mood to talk, we are heading for Japan, I am dropping off Kagome and Sango, you are also going to get off than I am going to become the most feared pirate the seas ever seen, secretly Inuyasha fished the jewel out before it could sink into the ocean. With a murderous gleam in his eyes, he slammed the door shut in his first mates face.

One month later they had arrived in Japan, and without a thought or hesitation both Kagome and Sango got off the ship, Inuyasha had to kick off Miroku and than there belongings were dumped and the ship set sail once again, with a crazed heartbroken hanyou.