Chapter 7
Leave my job. Not leave my job. Could I move onto anything else, after being in the spy trade for so long. Can I be just a mundane English teacher after seeing what the world is real like, hard and cruel. Can I shut myself away from it all? Terrorist attacks, terrorist family members. Even If I do leave. Can I put down with out gaining looks by the interviewers on my application. Double Agent inside a terrorist group and fulltime member of the C.I.A. He's not my favourite person but maybe I should talk to Vaughn. Considering he has done it even if it was only for a short time. Oh damn he's actually heading towards me right now.
"Sydney, can you explain to me about this phone call I got last night from my mother. Something about you coming over and hurling abuse at her and then hitting her."
"Well If you ever actually answered my phone calls you might find out stuff, she told our daughter about my mother. She said some things about Laura and I just got carried away."
"Like what?"
"That she would turn out like Mom, evil"
"Oh. Then that's why you hit her?"
"Yeah, nobody can cope with having their daughter insulted like that, and especially after she had found out that woman had told her daughter one of the family secrets."
"Sydney, Laura had to know at some time and I'm sure that my mother must have had a good reason to do it."
"Don't tell me the obvious, I know that she had to find out but not at 5 year's old. And do you want to know her reasoning, it was because we split up. So cheating on me, still is affecting Laura's life, just when I thought it was finished."
"You know I was in a really bad headspace at that point. When I found out that news I was shocked.. And I lost it, did something's why I regretted, I just never knew that this could affect me so much."
"Vaughn, his death affected all of us, but instead of falling into other women's bed's or in my case other men's, I worked through it, talked to people who knew him. You just shut them out."
"Sydney, I had knowing him for so, we had being part of each other's life's for other twenty years. So don't point out how well you coped with it."
"How have you managed to twist this around again? We started to talk about your mother and you twist it around to one of your arguments which proves that you didn't mean to do it. Cheating on our partner especially when you have a child is unforgivable."
"Excuse Me. Your mother cheated on you father and you forgave her."
"She is my mother, and I've learned to place it to one side. But this there was no just cause."
"Okay. Syd this is it. I can't cope with this anymore. One of us has to go."
"Don't worry about it., I was thinking about this decision but I've made a choice now. I'm leaving the C.I.A"
R/N: So who do you think had died? Your just have to wait and see to find out. Ha Ha! So please r&r and I'll post a new chapter soon.