I'm tired of spinning my wheels
I need to find a place where my heart can go to heal
I need to get there pretty quick
Hey mister what you got out on that lot you can sell me in a pinch
Maybe one of them souped up muscle cars
The kind that makes you think you're stronger than you are
Color don't matter no I don't need leather seats
All that really concerns me is
Speed
How fast will it go
Can it get me
Over her quickly
Zero to sixty
Can it outrun her memory
Yeah, what I really need
Is an open road
And a whole lot of speed .Speed- Montgomery Gentry
I got into my car and drove off down the road but the tears were too much they were making it hard to see so I had to pull over. I got out of the car and just stood there for a minute before I collapsed to the ground now I'm sitting propped up against the car with my head resting against my legs.
"You know the old you would never have let me see him cry" Sarah said
"What are you doing here?" I asked not bothering to hide the fact that I was crying.
"I saw you take off and figured you couldn't get that far because you were upset" she told him
"That still doesn't tell me what you are doing here" I said
"You were right I was afraid,Josh he was just a safety when you told me you loved me I got scared I was afraid to trust you again but now I don't know" she said sitting next to me.
"Let's go somewhere my parents have a summer house in New Hampshire let's just go up there for a couple of days" I suggested
"I don't think our parents would like that" she said
"The one thing I've learned from all of the shit I put myself through is that you are only alive for so long so enjoy it while you can so what do you say" I said extending my hand.
She took it and we both got into my car it took us 3 hours to get to the house. Just as we were getting there the sun was setting and it was reflecting off the lake.
"It's so beautiful up here" she said
"Yeah but not as beautiful as you" I said ans smiled when she blushed. I got into the house when my cellphone started to ring.
"Hello" I said
"Deacon Kristopher where the hell are you?" my mother asked in a very annoyed tone
"New Hampshire" I answered
"Why are you in New Hampshire?" she asked
"I decided on a little get away for a few days" I said "but don't worry Sarah is here with me"
"Randy would you like to know that your 16 year old son is staying at our summer home with his ex-girlfriend" I heard her say to my father. If I knew my dad like I did he would look all pissed on the outside but in his head he would be thinking way to go son.
"Mom you're cutting in and out I can barely hear you" I said and then the call ended.
"What did your mother say?" Sarah asked
"She wasn't happy" I replied
"You do realize that my father is going to kill you right" she commented
"Yeah" I replied. I cringed at the thought of having to deal with both of our parents.
"So what do you want to do?" she asked
"Let's watch a movie and then I'll go to the store and get some food" I said
"Ok" she said as she went over to look at our DVD collection.
"Oh my God you have the entire One Tree Hill collection!" she exclaimed
"Yeah my mom loves that show" I said
"I love it too when ever I got depressed about us I would put on the song When the stars go blue and it would make me feel better" she said
"You know what I think we might have the OTH soundtrack" I said. Sure enough we did so I put it on. The sweet sound of a guitar started and then I took Sarah's hand and we danced.
Dancin' where the stars go blue
Dancin' where the evening fell
Dancin' in your wooden shoes
In a wedding gown
Dancin' out on 7th street
Dancin' through the underground
Dancin' little marionette
Are you happy now?
Where do you go when you're lonely
Where do you go when you're blue
Where do you go when you're lonely
I'll follow you
When the stars go blue
Laughing with your pretty mouth
Laughing with your broken eyes
Laughing with your lover's tongue
In a lullaby
Where do you go when you're lonely
Where do you go when you're blue
Where do you go when you're lonely
I'll follow you
When the stars go blue
The stars go blue, stars go blue
When the song ended we stood there looking at each other in the eyes. I lowered my head and gently kissed her. But then she did something that surprised me she deepened the kiss . Instinctively I picked her up and carried her to the bedroom.
Ok I'm ending here because I'm still trying to get comfortable with my whole x-rated writing but I'll let you guys use your imagination for this one. The song When the stars go blue is by Tyler Hilton and Bethany Joy Lenz just in case you wanted to know.