As I sit here by the door
I wonder where he's gone.
He hasn't called for quite some time
It's been just way too long.
I guess he's just not coming
Or else he'd be here now
I have no idea where he could be
It's time to throw in the towel
I'm taking a shower
Now I'm ready for bed
He's still not here
Many questions run through my head
Have I done something wrong?
Where could he be?
Did I chase him away?
Is he cheating on me?
I loved him
And I thought he loved me
I guess I was wrong
But how can this be
We were a happy family
Filled with joy and emotion
We couldn't be torn apart
We were glued together with love and devotion
Well I guess that glue is withering away
To almost nothingness now
I can't hold on to him much longer
I just don't know how
He's finally home
And I ask him where he's been
He tells me to mind my own business
His breath, the smell of gin
He's been drinking,
He starts to yell,
He grabs my wrist,
And here comes hell.
I look at him closely
And see a pair of crimson red lips
I figure out what he's done
As he's breaking my finger tips
I try to free my wrist
I can't, he's far too strong
His hand starts squeezing at my neck
Death can't be too far along
Our relationship is over
And my life is slipping away
I want to make it all better
I don't want to die today.
I start to become unconscious
My sight is turning black
I can't feel a single thing
Except my aching back
I wake up in some place
I've never seen before
I look down at the ground
There's a cloud instead of a floor
Is this heaven?
Could it really be?
Did I die last night
From him choking me?
I guess its so
But I'm glad to be free
Never again will I be treated
The way he treated me.