A/N: Hey guys, Hmmm... Do I have anything to say? Eh... O yeah have you guys seen Troy, O dear god! Eric Bana and Brad Pitt, not to mention Orlando Bloom. It was very long though, like three hours but I didn't care, my three favourite actors all in the same movie! O the possibilities!

Thanks to:

Billie Joe: It's because i'm a horrible person, i'm sorry though i just didnt know how else to handle the storyline, keep reading it's great hearing from you,O and thank you so much for what you said about my story being the best, that was so sweet! I really dont deserve it though.

JadeMoon: Ah so it is in December, i'll just make it say... the 22nd? I'm interested in absolutely everything, thanks so much for the information! I havent heard of the OC, what's that but i love the simpsons, there brilliant and you know futurama with Bender, i love him. O yeah bags are in in Ireland, big time but i'm not a great dresser (when i say that it means i'm a know hoper!) but i have a Dooney and Burke bag though, it's really nice.I hav'nt heard of the CBS network, we have sky one, RTE and BBC 1 and 2 and some others. I love all the same music actually, especially linken Parl, there my favorite, O and evenescense, them too. It's so great you get to go out on dates my parents wont let me go unless i'm with friends or i'm back by like say... 9 that night or something, what about you?

I konow the Newlyweds showm do yoy watch that? But i havent heard any of her music come to think of it. Oooh have you seen Troy? That's my favorite film so far, I love it (or more prescisly i love Eric Bana, Brad Pitt and Orlando Bloom)

OMG Brad Pitt!

Saz-646: it was really sad wasnt it? I just had to make it melodramatic an' al! I hope you like the new chapter!

Chapter twenty-one: I'm here for you.

To be loved by someone is an amazing feeling, to know without doubt that they love you more than anything is something so precious to me. Losing my son was one time in my life I will never forget, a time that will stay with me forever.

-Morgan Niall, High Priestess of Belwicket.

Morgan Rowlands lay still on the bed where she had fallen asleep three hours ago, her breathing light and shallow as if she were dreaming.

The light comes in through the window as dawn breaks.

Morgan's Pov:

My eyes opened to a pair of eyes so familiar to my own, green eyes, gentle eyes that I know so well.

Hunter smiled at me and I blinked hard, unsure if I was still dreaming " Hunter?" I asked questionably and he smiled again, not saying anything, he just brushed my hair away from me face.

"O Hunter" I said clinging to him and he held me to him, hard.

I started to cry "Shush, I'm here, I'm here" he said rocking me against him.

"I'm so sorry Hunter," I sobbed and I could feel his shock.

"Sorry for what? This isn't your fault," he said kissing my temple.

"If I hadn't had gone so deep with her, it wouldn't have happened. Its all my fault" I cried closing my eyes, a sobbing into his shirt clad shoulder.

"No- it's not, it's not," He said and he rocked me again. I could feel my heart breaking.

He held me as I cried, as he had done so many times before, he said nothing else, just held me.

Only held me.

Hunters pov:

Goddess what has happened to us? I asked myself numbly. How could I have let this happen? I should have been here, been here with her.

"Hunter I know what your thinking but Morgan will get through this, she will, I know she will" Alyce said to me, but I hardly heard what she was saying.

I put my head in my hands "Will she be alright?" I asked

"She will need you, Right now she needs you more than anything."
Morgan's Pov:

Hunter took my hand as we walked through the park, it was a beautiful day, but it felt weary to me.

"Morgan?" Hunter asked stopping and putting his hands on my waist, looking down at me.

I looked up at him, and my eyes fixed on his, nearby a squirrel stopped in front of us and rose up on it's hind legs but as I moved towards him, he scuttled away, his little funny tail bouncing.

I sat down on the bench and sighed deeply, not knowing what to say, not knowing if I could say anything at all "I know that your upset about the baby Morgan, I am too, but we have to look to he forward not dwell in the past" he said looking directly at me.

I nodded numbly, not really taking it in "I feel so inadequate" I said blankly, and that to me did make sense.

I had felt inadequate all my life, with Bree, my best friend because with her I was just a shadow, someone who her other friends put up with because she was my best friend.

Then my parents, all my life I had felt like I was on unfamiliar territory, like I was so different from them- which I turned out to be in the end.

And then... and then with Ciaran, my biological father, he had shown me what to be apart of something meant. But being apart of that big of a something had come only at a price- me-or more precisely my unusual powers.

I had so much wanted to be strong like him, confident and charming, it all came so easy to him. But not to me. I was who I was and I could never be any different.

Even with Cal I had felt this way, in some ways not good enough for him, like he was doing me a favour by choosing to be with me and not some other girl and I had always felt inadequate because of that.

Hunter though, was different. He excepted me as I was, he loved me as I was and I loved him for that, because I knew that no one would ever love me that way, or how much as he did.

But still at sometimes he had wanted so many things from me and I hadn't known how to give them to him. I had wanted to be his all, his everything, as he was mine.

Hunter grasped my hand tightly as he watched the memories run through my face "I know it's hard" he said and I believed him. He had been through so much pain it was hard not to believe him.

Hunter's fingers twined with mine and he rubbed the pad of his thumb along my Claddagh ring "You will always be my all, my everything. No matter what happens to us, no matter what comes up against us, Morgan please know that. I will always be here for you, you have only to ask for me," he said leaning in and kissing me gently.

I tried to ignore the hot tears burning my face.

Watching Morgan go through pain is like I am experiencing it myself, I see it in her eyes, I see it in her every movement, when she frowns, when she laughs even when she looks at me.

And knowing there is nothing I can do makes me feel helpless, helpless to do anything to help the one person I love and who I need so much.

She doesn't say it, she would never, she wants to be strong, but sometimes to let it go is needed more.

I will be here when she needs me and I always will be.

-Giommanach.

If life were meant to be easy, we would not struggle, we would not cry, we would not laugh, we would know that in the end it was meant to be.

-Arthur kindle, scholar, dated 1810.

Authors note:

I found that quote in a book somewhere and it just stuck in my head for that chapter, I think it's really nice so I just wrote it in.

Anyway keep the reviews coming guys the nexchapter is going to be very hard for Morgan.

Next chapter: With Hunter gone Morgan decides she needs to see Ciaran needs to know why he did what he did to her. So she goes to the rest home in Ireland and meet up again with Colm, Katrina and Powel and once again sees her father. What has happened to him? How will he react t Morgan? Find out in the next chapter it's going to explode!