1-22-05
Author's Note: Greetings, children. Gather round and I will tell thee a story. Tis a story of madness, inside the very head of a homicidal maniac. The world's most beloved massive headwound recipient is the star of our show, and he's just as psychotically screwed up as ever. This little fic is from Nny's point of view, and if you've read me other jthm fic, you'll know about when this takes place. Enjoy, kiddies, and do drop a review if you like it. (Whee! Go redundancy!)
-Raven
Cheerleader. Disgusting. Made fun of me. Must die must die must die must diediediediediediediediedie
Blood. Warm blood. Lovely rich blood. Horrible disgusting vile evil blood. Everywhere. Covering me. Not me, go to the wall. The Wall likes the blood. Must paint the wall the wall needs food must repaint it keep it happy very happy wall is nice my friend the wall likes the blood takes it all away revenge is sweet where did that come from?
I hate the blood but the Wall likes it I'm painting the wall the vibrant color of life is coating the brush paint must paint cant now have to paint the wall paint later. Blood smell sickening cant believe I've done this what the hell went wrong? Never tried to do anything like this cant see how this happened
You don't even remember what happened a few years back, Nny. Do you actually believe that you can remember your own childhood?
Get out of my head I cant deal with this right now just let me paint the wall go away let me paint the wall. So much blood its everywhere I cant believe this is happening. No remorse no sleep no remorse no sleep no remorse no sleep no remorse no sleep my mantra my mantra I can't sleep no pity no sleep no respite from the death I am Death cant believe this is happening must feed the wall.
Nny, Nny...........Stop doing this to yourself. Get out and enjoy yourself for once. Go fry a couple more cheerleaders...Have fun...
Maybe I should don't do this to me I hate you get out of my head.
Silence. So much quiet. Where's the noise? Headnoize is gone where did it go I need the noise please come back don't leave me alone
Noise is gone. That's good. I don't need it. I never needed it. It must be close to sundown Annette should be eating now I wonder how long it's been since I ate anything? Go upstairs.
No it's still very early. Sun barely rising. Annette not going to be awake for a long time
Kill her.
No Annette good just a little girl cant kill her.
She's an irritant. Why not?
Leave me alone Annette doesn't deserve to die not like the others she's good I like her don't make me kill her.
Fine, Nny, but when she makes you just as miserable as the last one did, do NOT come crying back. You won't get any pity from us.
Of course I understand just leave me alone I need to think go away.
Bathroom Annette cleaned it yesterday no blood that's good blood is disgusting no corpses we got rid of those last night too buried in the yard done that a lot lately what am I doing here, anyway?
Shower water cold good don't bother to take off the clothes they're good clothes anyway cold water wash off blood so much blood so much blood can't see right so cold no warmth no noise in the head please let it be silent can't take it much longer leave me alone
Nny.....kill her.
No!
Then kill yourself. You're better off dead anyway.
You can't trick me like you did last time! I'm smarter now so much smarter too much for you.
Kill, Nny. It's so easy. You've done it before.
What an understatement. He's killed himself too, you know.
Stay out of this, psycho doughboy. I'm trying to have some fun, here.
Kill yourself, Nny. Don't listen to Eff. He's just pushing you further down the spiral. Stop the descent now.
No. Leave the bathroom cold wet who cares blood still there too much blood never wash off it wont ever wash off I don't care anymore. Downstairs they're waiting for you kill something now before you lose the will to do anything why bother I'm just going to end up killing myself stop thinking like that you have too much noise in your head stop the noise how do I stop the noise?
More blood damned salesman I hate him I hate everyone all of them. They all mock me must kill them cant stop now further down the spiral deeper into insanity its okay they know me here I'm so screwed up what happened to me who cares just kill they deserve to die
Very good, Nny. Kill them.
Smell the fear hear the screams so much noise they make lovely noise drowning out the voices pure animal sound such life in them drain it kill them they must die.
Kill the girl.
Kill the girl, then yourself.
Kill her, Nny.
Be a good boy and kill.
"NO!"
Just kill the irritant.
No....please don't make me kill her....
KILL HER.
KILL YOURSELF
KILL
KILL
KILL
KILL
No! I'm not killing her OR me!
Just do it, boy. You have enough weapons to get the job done. How about a nice sword? A dagger, perhaps? Or something less...direct. Poison, maybe.
No. I WILL NOT KILL HER!
Just do it.
Please, Nny? For your friends.
"YOU ARE NOT MY FRIENDS!"
THUD. Pieces of styrofoam. Bye, bye, Mister Eff. Bye, bye, Psycho Doughboy. You're not my friends. You're not my masters. I do not need you.
Oh, God, please make the noise stop...
Annette....help me......Oh, God, please help me....anyone....please....the voices....they're sill there.....please help me, Annette.....make them go away....
Author's note: Whoa. I did not know I was capable of writing something like that. Does this mean that I'm screwed up? Probably. Anyway, if you don't know by now, this little sequence of thoughts took place just before Annette found Nny sobbing in the basement. I'm not exactly sure what happened, but I do know that somewhere in his warped little head, Nny knows that he's done wrong. Too bad that part of him is so passive...Anyway, I had much fun. Hope you all enjoyed it, kids. Must go, for sleep beckons....
-Raven