In Dreams
My hanyou brother hates me. He allegedly despises everything I stand for, and does not bother to mask the disgust he feels when seeing me, or miss an opportunity to remind me of his hate.
My hanyou brother says he is searching for a jewel. In reality, though, he is chasing a dream, the dream of finally being rid of all those confusing feelings of his.
My hanyou brother, in other words, wishes to be more like me, although it is unconsciously. How ironic. Really, it only confirms what I, Sesshoumaru, have always known.
Feelings. They only lead to chaos.