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~a few days after Jasmine had rested up,she sat in the living room on the large white plush couch that she still thought needed alot of color,okay be real the whole living room did but she did not tell Deacon that,was not planning on it either but her mind was on more than that..it was on Deacon, who was across from her sitting in a chair, staring at her,and it was not in a loving way...no he had a almost sneer as he gazed at her,he was still angry at her for running away...see he still thought she ran away willingly~
~Jasmine stared back at him and was about to open her mouth to speak but saw the look cross Deacon's eyes and stopped abruptly,yeah even his eyes could get certain looks in them that you knew..shut up or you could be dead soon~
"You know I give you everything you want and decide one night to let you leave with Quinn,to get some air...and you stab me in the fucking back and run away."
~his words were as cold as the air in the artic,he did not hide that,he had no reason to because he was Deacon Frost,he did what he wanted,said what he wanted and anyone be damned to a eternal life in hell if they stepped in his way~
~Jasmine started shaking her head no at his words though,wanting to defend herself but before she could even realize what happened Deacon with speed of the vampire he was,was up from his chair and leaning over her,had her pushed back against the couch,Jasmine stared up at him with wide eyes,the fear in her eyes showing clearly as the storm clouds rolling into a clear blue sky~
"Don't shake your head at me Jasmine,right now I could just as easily kill you and be done with it.You think you have a bad life here?I could make it so much worse that you would be begging me for death...."
~he then had a wicked grin slide over his lips as he cupped her chin hard,so hard she winced but kept her eyes on him,cause she knew he liked eye contact when he spoke to people but her lips parted as she spoke ,it was like she spoke before she realized it,one of her downfalls,she didnt think at times and that could get her killed~
"Then kill me..."~she whispered as she gazed at him,she knew as soon as the words came out she shouldnt have said them but it was how she felt,if he wanted her dead...then why had he not done it yet?She was tired of the threats..she knew he would do it..so why wasn't he?~
~Deacon raised a eyebrow then his hand came out striking her hard across the cheek,she made a whimpering sound of pain because his slap was harder than a normal human slap but at least it did not knock any teeth out but would hurt for awhile,she also felt the tears fill her eyes as she stared at him,it was like it all just came to a halt right there,the slightest thought that he had a nice bone in his body he had just killed in her eyes by that slap,cause you never hurt the ones you love..how she saw it~
"Your pathetic...."
~her words came out again in a almost hiss this time,she knew as sure as her name was Jasmine,she was probably speaking her last words but she did it anyways...why not,it was the truth~
"You have nothing better to do that beat on me?Then why not hit me somemore..make yourself feel more like a man...a man you will never be cause all you are is a monster....and you will never be anything else..."
~there was fire burning in Deacon's eyes hearing her words,he dare her talk back to him,he would not accept it because noone ever talked back to him and lived to tell about it,his hand came out swiftly as he grabbed a hand full of her hair and jerked it back as Jasmine waited...she knew she was about to die ,but she would at least not beg for her life,no she had to make the choice to go without begging,thats what he wanted~
"I bet your last boyfriend beat you every night...right Jasmine"~Deacon asked her in a rather calm tone,too calm for Deacon Frost~
~Jasmine's eyes looked startled when he said that as she stared up at him,but she remained silent,sure she had ran her mouth before but that was about him,this was about her and entirely different~
"Oh yeah I can see the surprise in those big blue eyes of yours,but you forget who I am...and I have my ways of finding out everything about you.Scary huh?"~he grinned at her with a smug look like he had one up on her now~
~Jasmine stared right back then finally spoke in a whisper as like before,like she was afraid if she went above a whisper they would both shatter into pieces~
"Yeah he did beat me every night.Does that make you feel better?"
~Deacon raised a eyebrow but stayed on her,holding her head back as he gazed down at her wondering why that would make him feel better,yeah Jasmine always made him stop and think..he was not sure he liked that~
"Why would that make me feel better?"
~Jasmine then smiled but it was a sad smile,so sad and the tears in her eyes just added to that moment of sadness that seem to penetrate from her blue eyes~
"That you just became a low life like him because you slapped me...Maybe I am drawn to it like a moth to a flame....I always seem to attract the guys who like to beat me...lock me up...think there doing it all for me.Thats what he always told me...that each time he hit me was to show me he was the boss and to keep me in line,so other people would never hurt me..."
~the tears were now sliding down her cheeks as she gazed at him,Deacon stared at her,no he would not falter...just because she was crying...he would not give in~
"So you should have killed the mother fucker and been done with it.Part your fault because you let him beat you...you could have walked away,people like you make it seem like your the victim...humans are pathetic ones...letting men beat them and then crying over it later,because they let it happen."
~Jasmine looked at him,and she should have knew that was coming,how else would he think?he was a vampire...enough said~
"If I was a murderer you would never have been drawn to me Deacon.Thats part of who I am..my innocence ..........and blood on my hands would have taken that all away."
~her words were like soft whispers of the wind,and she was trying to not just knee him in the nuts and run..but she had nowhere to run~
~Deacon nodded his head at that,because she was right and he would not even try to deny that part of it~
"Your right,blood shed on your hands would have taken away some of your innocence...part of who you are that makes you shine and stand out in a crowd of tainted humans...But that does not mean you could not have walked away from him."
~Jasmine shook her head some,was typical,if a person had never been in a abusive relationship they had no idea what it was like..and bad for her she was in another one but she was made to be in the relationship,not here own her own free will~
"I did leave him...many times but he was in a gang,they always found me and the backfire of me running away was always worse than a normal beating each night.He gave new meaning to the term..gang bang..."
~Deacon let go of her hair,as he watched her face ,hearing her words and suddenly why he was so mad earlier slipped from his mind just hearing what she said...he felt enraged,not at her but what this ex of her's did to her,but really..was he any better?sure he didn't make her have sex with other men,but he kept here there against her will...and she was right..he was a monster in his own right,but this was only way he knew,if you know no other way..then is it wrong?~
~Deacon slid off her and stood up as he looked back to her,his thoughts now on other things,not even caring why he was mad earlier,tho it would come up again just later down the road~
"Go to your room..."
~was all he said in a flat tone as he turned,heading down the hallway,he punched in a code as the door opened to his room,and went inside letting the door close behind him,because he had things to do...that included wiping out a whole gang and he could do it with just one phone call...it was all in the power of being Deacon Frost~
~Jasmine leaned up watching him go,as she quickly wiped her eyes,she looked around then sighed softly to herself cause she swore she would not cry in front of him,not let him see he could break her...but she had cried,she had spoke about her past and she hated herself for that...letting him see anything of her willingly~
~she stood up as she headed down the hallway ,passing his room she went to her own,she didnt have a code to lock her door,tho he could lock it once she was inside,but he had not lately,she went inside ,walking to a chair where she sat down,where she would sit for hours to come...thinking about her...Deacon...and everything else,so many things whirled through her mind that before long her head slumped over as she fell asleep in that very chair~
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~a few days after Jasmine had rested up,she sat in the living room on the large white plush couch that she still thought needed alot of color,okay be real the whole living room did but she did not tell Deacon that,was not planning on it either but her mind was on more than that..it was on Deacon, who was across from her sitting in a chair, staring at her,and it was not in a loving way...no he had a almost sneer as he gazed at her,he was still angry at her for running away...see he still thought she ran away willingly~
~Jasmine stared back at him and was about to open her mouth to speak but saw the look cross Deacon's eyes and stopped abruptly,yeah even his eyes could get certain looks in them that you knew..shut up or you could be dead soon~
"You know I give you everything you want and decide one night to let you leave with Quinn,to get some air...and you stab me in the fucking back and run away."
~his words were as cold as the air in the artic,he did not hide that,he had no reason to because he was Deacon Frost,he did what he wanted,said what he wanted and anyone be damned to a eternal life in hell if they stepped in his way~
~Jasmine started shaking her head no at his words though,wanting to defend herself but before she could even realize what happened Deacon with speed of the vampire he was,was up from his chair and leaning over her,had her pushed back against the couch,Jasmine stared up at him with wide eyes,the fear in her eyes showing clearly as the storm clouds rolling into a clear blue sky~
"Don't shake your head at me Jasmine,right now I could just as easily kill you and be done with it.You think you have a bad life here?I could make it so much worse that you would be begging me for death...."
~he then had a wicked grin slide over his lips as he cupped her chin hard,so hard she winced but kept her eyes on him,cause she knew he liked eye contact when he spoke to people but her lips parted as she spoke ,it was like she spoke before she realized it,one of her downfalls,she didnt think at times and that could get her killed~
"Then kill me..."~she whispered as she gazed at him,she knew as soon as the words came out she shouldnt have said them but it was how she felt,if he wanted her dead...then why had he not done it yet?She was tired of the threats..she knew he would do it..so why wasn't he?~
~Deacon raised a eyebrow then his hand came out striking her hard across the cheek,she made a whimpering sound of pain because his slap was harder than a normal human slap but at least it did not knock any teeth out but would hurt for awhile,she also felt the tears fill her eyes as she stared at him,it was like it all just came to a halt right there,the slightest thought that he had a nice bone in his body he had just killed in her eyes by that slap,cause you never hurt the ones you love..how she saw it~
"Your pathetic...."
~her words came out again in a almost hiss this time,she knew as sure as her name was Jasmine,she was probably speaking her last words but she did it anyways...why not,it was the truth~
"You have nothing better to do that beat on me?Then why not hit me somemore..make yourself feel more like a man...a man you will never be cause all you are is a monster....and you will never be anything else..."
~there was fire burning in Deacon's eyes hearing her words,he dare her talk back to him,he would not accept it because noone ever talked back to him and lived to tell about it,his hand came out swiftly as he grabbed a hand full of her hair and jerked it back as Jasmine waited...she knew she was about to die ,but she would at least not beg for her life,no she had to make the choice to go without begging,thats what he wanted~
"I bet your last boyfriend beat you every night...right Jasmine"~Deacon asked her in a rather calm tone,too calm for Deacon Frost~
~Jasmine's eyes looked startled when he said that as she stared up at him,but she remained silent,sure she had ran her mouth before but that was about him,this was about her and entirely different~
"Oh yeah I can see the surprise in those big blue eyes of yours,but you forget who I am...and I have my ways of finding out everything about you.Scary huh?"~he grinned at her with a smug look like he had one up on her now~
~Jasmine stared right back then finally spoke in a whisper as like before,like she was afraid if she went above a whisper they would both shatter into pieces~
"Yeah he did beat me every night.Does that make you feel better?"
~Deacon raised a eyebrow but stayed on her,holding her head back as he gazed down at her wondering why that would make him feel better,yeah Jasmine always made him stop and think..he was not sure he liked that~
"Why would that make me feel better?"
~Jasmine then smiled but it was a sad smile,so sad and the tears in her eyes just added to that moment of sadness that seem to penetrate from her blue eyes~
"That you just became a low life like him because you slapped me...Maybe I am drawn to it like a moth to a flame....I always seem to attract the guys who like to beat me...lock me up...think there doing it all for me.Thats what he always told me...that each time he hit me was to show me he was the boss and to keep me in line,so other people would never hurt me..."
~the tears were now sliding down her cheeks as she gazed at him,Deacon stared at her,no he would not falter...just because she was crying...he would not give in~
"So you should have killed the mother fucker and been done with it.Part your fault because you let him beat you...you could have walked away,people like you make it seem like your the victim...humans are pathetic ones...letting men beat them and then crying over it later,because they let it happen."
~Jasmine looked at him,and she should have knew that was coming,how else would he think?he was a vampire...enough said~
"If I was a murderer you would never have been drawn to me Deacon.Thats part of who I am..my innocence ..........and blood on my hands would have taken that all away."
~her words were like soft whispers of the wind,and she was trying to not just knee him in the nuts and run..but she had nowhere to run~
~Deacon nodded his head at that,because she was right and he would not even try to deny that part of it~
"Your right,blood shed on your hands would have taken away some of your innocence...part of who you are that makes you shine and stand out in a crowd of tainted humans...But that does not mean you could not have walked away from him."
~Jasmine shook her head some,was typical,if a person had never been in a abusive relationship they had no idea what it was like..and bad for her she was in another one but she was made to be in the relationship,not here own her own free will~
"I did leave him...many times but he was in a gang,they always found me and the backfire of me running away was always worse than a normal beating each night.He gave new meaning to the term..gang bang..."
~Deacon let go of her hair,as he watched her face ,hearing her words and suddenly why he was so mad earlier slipped from his mind just hearing what she said...he felt enraged,not at her but what this ex of her's did to her,but really..was he any better?sure he didn't make her have sex with other men,but he kept here there against her will...and she was right..he was a monster in his own right,but this was only way he knew,if you know no other way..then is it wrong?~
~Deacon slid off her and stood up as he looked back to her,his thoughts now on other things,not even caring why he was mad earlier,tho it would come up again just later down the road~
"Go to your room..."
~was all he said in a flat tone as he turned,heading down the hallway,he punched in a code as the door opened to his room,and went inside letting the door close behind him,because he had things to do...that included wiping out a whole gang and he could do it with just one phone call...it was all in the power of being Deacon Frost~
~Jasmine leaned up watching him go,as she quickly wiped her eyes,she looked around then sighed softly to herself cause she swore she would not cry in front of him,not let him see he could break her...but she had cried,she had spoke about her past and she hated herself for that...letting him see anything of her willingly~
~she stood up as she headed down the hallway ,passing his room she went to her own,she didnt have a code to lock her door,tho he could lock it once she was inside,but he had not lately,she went inside ,walking to a chair where she sat down,where she would sit for hours to come...thinking about her...Deacon...and everything else,so many things whirled through her mind that before long her head slumped over as she fell asleep in that very chair~