To be wanted: Together
Disclaimer: I don't own this fic we already been over this. If I really have to say this again I will spiral in to insanity. Well here's your next installment of To be wanted.
Here's the long awaited lemon. : Watches Inuyasha crazed fan girls jump at the screen screaming "LEMON!"Okay on with the story. : Running from fan girls still screaming "LEMON!":
How was he going to do this? He and Kagome had to be connected for her to be able to defeat Naraku. He knew how to connect their souls, but the risk was something he didn't want to think about. He was going to connect with her anyway but this was on a whole different level.
Inuyasha was in his office by himself now. He sent Kagome with Sango for physical training. Sango was a martial artist and Kagome went for some fine-tuning. He needed this time alone to think. The challenge that Naraku set was one he couldn't back down at. His reputation was at risk.
He knew already that he was going to mate Kagome. That meant that she would his for all eternity. But there are two different ways to mate. Theirs the regular mating but he had already done that. Earlier when they were in the heat of the moment. He had bitten down on her neck making his partial claim on her. The mating would actually be done when they had actually mated.
But that was only the regular mating. There was an even thicker bond called blood mating. They would do a ritual ware they were to share each other blood, and sat a prayer. But this mating was only reserved for soul mates. He knew he loved Kagome. He had admitted it along time ago. He also knew she loved him you had to be stupid not to tell. But being born for one another was a totally different thing.
They would be able to tell the others feelings. (That was plus on his side) he would be able to heal all her wounds with just his body heat. He would know where she was at all time, and he would know is she was endanger. But that was only when a demon mated to a regular human. Kagome is a miko. He wasn't sure what would happen. She would probably be able to feel what he was feeling also. And some other things he couldn't do.
But the thing that made the blood mating so risky was, if the two potential were not soul mates the stronger of the two will live and the weaker would die. He knew that he was the stronger of him a Kagome. And if she died he would kill himself. The gods would not bless their mating and she would die. He hoped beyond all hope that he and Kagome were soul mates. He would have to talk about this with Kagome.
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Kagome guess she should have told Sango that she also was a martial artist. If she did maybe Sango wouldn't face first in to the gym mat right now. But she had to say she did enjoy the look of utter surprise when Kagome dropkicked her. But then again maybe she shouldn't have been so hard on her. Nahh… it was to fun.
Sango lay panting on the floor trying to get her wits together. She jumped back up trying to attack Kagome off guard. It didn't work. Kagome sidestepped the attack, dropping down Kagome swung her leg to trip her. Sango noticed this though and jumped over her leg.
Sango tried to land a punch on Kagome as she was coming up but Kagome ducked down and did a back flip to retreat. They stood away from each other getting their breath back. Sango was glaring at Kagome. Her mind screaming 'why didn't she tell me?' Sango in her rage made a running attack at Kagome.
Kagome grabbed the fist that was coming at her, spinning around and lightly elbowing Sango in the stomach just enough to knock the air out of her lungs. When Sago doubled over Kagome flipped her over her knee slamming her in to the ground. Once again knocking the air out of her lungs.
While Sango was on the ground Kagome pinned her with her knee in her abdomen, putting a slight pressure to keep her down. Sango tried to get but there was no way to escape her pin. Finally giving up she raised her hand only to slap in down to the mat, saying she gave up. Kagome swiftly got off her and helped Sango up.
Once they gained their breathing Sango took in a deep breath and… "Why the hell didn't you tell me you knew how to fight? I was too unprepared for how you fought. Inuyasha didn't tell me you could fight." she hissed,
Kagome kept her face straight although it took all her will power not to laugh in her face. "See that's where we have our problem I didn't tell Inuyasha about the fact that I was a martial artist."
"AAAHH!" Sango screamed in aggravation.
There was snicker of to the right of them; they both look to find Inuyasha and Miroku leaning up against the wall with amusement dancing in their eyes. This only made Sango angrier. She swore to her self she was going to kill that hentai for that smile he was wearing.
"And what pray tell is going on over here to make my dear Sango so pent up?" Miroku asked with his smirk still on his face.
"Oh nothing Miroku, I was just teaching the fine arts on a good ass whooping." Kagome replied with an unnatural smile on her face.
Inuyasha eyed Kagome with amusement and curiosity. 'She didn't tell me she could fight. I guess there are things I still need to know about my Kagome. This doesn't really help our situation though.' He sighed remembering why he was here in the first place. Inuyasha was still scared about what Kagome might say. And he didn't like the feeling of being scared. It was one of the human emotions he hated.
"Kagome why didn't you tell me you could fight I would had prepared Sango and she would had missed embarrassment." His words ended in a chuckle deep in his throat.
While Sango was gritting her teeth trying to stop the urge to attack her boss, Kagome said with laughter in her voice. "I would have but seeing Sango fall over her self was way too funny for me to miss."
That was the straw that broke the camels back, because Sango snapped. With a battle cry she attacked Kagome. Kagome not being prepared for the surprise attack was brought to the ground with a thump. Kagome quickly got her wits, and flipped Sango over so she was pinning Sango down. Kagome sat on her hips holding her down with her weight and held her wrist above her head s her face was near hers.
Sango gasped at the sudden change of events. She had thought she had the upper hand, but Kagome proved to be a challenge. Her moves rivaled that to her father witch died at Narakus hand as well. That why Sango joined Inuyasha's gang as well because Naraku killed her father. And kidnapped her kid brother. She hasn't seen him since.
Sango tried to fight against Kagome's iron grip but she was too strong. Sango had to wonder if Kagome was using her miko powers to over power her. Kagome really didn't look very strong. Plus, it was a little hard to concentrate the two boys less than ten feet from her were all out laughing. Today was not Sango's day was it?
"Sango, my dear friend is they're a reason why you tried to attack me? I did nothing wrong." Kagome had the biggest smile on her face. And it was sic-kingly sweet.
Sango glared at Kagome. A glare that promised retribution, yes Kagome would pay for this torture. "Nothing wrong my ass." she hissed at the STILL smiling girl. That smile was starting to freak her out.
"Yes and what a nice ass it is. I would like nothing more to-." Miroku words were cut short by the death glare Sango sent his way. Yes, she would get her revenge. And maybe she'll start out on Miroku he was fun to hurt.
Inuyasha just stared at his friends wondrously. It was weird that Sango hadn't killed Kagome. Of course he wouldn't let that happen but still he knew of Sango temper was not to be played with. He learned this from personal experience.
Inuyasha got serious; he knew what he came here to do. And even though it still scared. He was still going to go through with it damnit. 'But' he admitted to himself 'I'm still scared she'll leave me. I don't think I can stand rejection from her. I love her to much.' this admittance really didn't surprise Inuyasha. You would have to be crazy to not fall in love with her.
"Kagome come with me I have to talk to you." Inuyasha finally sealed his fate there was no escaping what was going to happen. He only prayed things are going to go as planned.
Kagome saw the seriousness in his voce and was concerned. The lat time he used that voice he was telling her about his mother. If it was something like that again she was going to hunt Naraku down the second the story was over. Hoping that it wasn't something like that, Kagome joined him out side the room.
Miroku and Sango were left blinking at the door, stupidly. "Did we miss something here?" Sango questioned. Casually Miroku's hand started to wonder to place's unknown.
SMACK!
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Inuyasha led Kagome to his room; it was the best place to talk about things like this. His walls in his office and bedroom were sound proof. And plus if she agreed and take the risk they should can just start doing the 'job'. (Wink, Wink.) God he prayed thing will go according to plan. Although in the back of his mind he knew he and Kagome were soul mates.
Upon entering his room Kagome immediately got to the chase. "Alright what's going on? The last you used that voice you were talking about your mother. It's nothing like that is it?"
"It's nothing like that Kagome so calm down. But, it is important so sit down it's going to be a little much, okay." He said slowly, still a little nervous.
Kagome was starting to get a little nervous her self. Inuyasha was always a self- confident this did not sound like her Inuyasha. Scary enough this sounded like Hojo. The thought alone made a shiver run down her spine.
Seeing that she wasn't going to sit down any time soon, Inuyasha continued. "This is about our mating each other. There may be some problems with that." Kagome's eyes got wide and she slowly sat down in the chair. "You said to be able to defeat Naraku you had to combine your energy with demon energy, right?"
Kagome nodded. "Well theirs way we can do that. It's called the blood mating. It's different then regular mating. Regular mating the male just gives the female a bit on the neck claim her. The blood mating is different. We would have to share our blood. And it would only work if we were soul mates, two parts of the same soul. But if were not soul mates you could die."
Kagome was once again in shock of what she just heard. Things were certainly getting complicated. Naraku proved to be more then a nuisance then she thought. This was a risk she could die doing this she only prayed to kami that she and Inuyasha were soul mates. Even though Kagome doubted they weren't.
"Why would I have to die?" she asked quietly.
"Well no offence but the strongest always live. And I'm the strongest."
"Heh, yeah right."
"Okay can we please keep to the subject?"
"Oh yeah sure."
Inuyasha sighed. Girl cannot seriously keep on the subject, but he had to admit most of the tension was gone. But she was still off the subject. Yet that's probably why he loved her. Guess it's really true you don't chose who you love.
"So what do you think are you willing to take that risk for a worthless half-breed?" Inuyasha questioned quietly. He was always treated badly when he was a child, after Naraku killed his mother. That how he turned out as cold hearted as he was. He just hoped Kagome could look past that stuff.
Kagome walked up to Inuyasha and placed a gentle kiss on his lips. "Inuyasha I don't ever want to hear you call your self worthless again. Your not you're an amazing man. You lived though hard ships that any other person couldn't see through. You're strong. And besides if you call your self worthless you call me worth less." Kagome took a deep breath. "Because I love you Inuyasha."
Inuyasha then took Kagome in to a deep kiss that left her breathless. "I love you too Kagome. It's just the risk that's scares me, the mere thought of losing you…" He trailed off. Not wanting to finish that thought cause it shook him to the core.
"Inuyasha you live your life as a risk everyday. Everyday we make decisions. It was my decision to stay with you. It's still my decision and I'm making it know, I want to be your mate Inuyasha. I want to be yours, and you mine."
Inuyasha sighed and brought Kagome in to his arms he wanted nothing but that also. But he would never put Kagome at risk and this was putting her at risk! After he defeated Naraku he would still be a notorious gang leader, but surprisingly he wanted children with Kagome. Though, with his line of work they would always be at risk.
He was brought back from his thoughts when he felt lips pressed firmly against his. He immediately kissed Kagome back, needing reassurance. He brought her lithe form crush against his. He felt her breast against his chest feeling her nipples rising. Her scent spiked with lust. And his will and cowardliness fled from him.
He pushed her back until her knees hit the end of the bed, and then leaned a little bit making her fall in to the mattress. He fell with her leaning on his elbow's so not to crush her with his weight. He felt her shiver under him and shiver himself proud that he could do that to her.
He broke the kiss for air but set to kiss, nip and suck on her neck. Kagome let out moans from deep in her throat. Once again Inuyasha let his hands wonder to the end of her shirt, lifting it so he could only see her stomach. He grazed his claws over her tummy. She arched in to his hands letting out a louder moan. He finally pulled the shirt over her head and was annoyed at the spots bra that was in his way.
He simply cut it off her and immediately attached her breast sucking on her tip. He felt her tug on his shirt. Understanding what she wanted he swiftly removed his tight black shirt, and continued with what he was doing. Kagome dragged her own nails down his spine. Inuyasha growled at the feeling she was eliciting. His already throbbing member ached was the need to fill her.
In any other case he would have prolonged this but his need was too great it was eating at his demon. With an impatient growl he lifted his claws up and slashed at her pants in a haste to get her completely naked. When he slashed her pants he also took her underwear with her so he got a nice view of what Kagome was hiding from him. His eyes turned slightly red at the beautiful sight of a bare Kagome.
But past the red haze he was in, he remembered what he had to do. He looked up in to her eyes. His intense stare made a shiver run through Kagome's heated body. Inuyasha growled when he felt her shiver and a wave on possessiveness, knowing that it was him that was making her feel this way.
"Are you ready for the bonding?" Inuyasha's voice was deeper with unsatisfied lust.
"What exactly do we have to do?" she answered. Her voice shaky with having to breathe deeply.
"It's difficult to explain but I'll show you what to do. Trust me on this okay."
"Okay, I trust you." She smiled at him.
He smiled back at her truly touched that she would hand over her life to him just like that. She really was perfect. And more importantly, she was his. All his. He briefly wondered if he was blessed.
Inuyasha lifted one clawed finger up and cut a one inch trail on his chest. It wasn't too deep at all. Kagome watched as a trail of blood leaked out of the wound it sort of a trance. Her met Inuyasha and she knew what to do. It was almost like instinct but she knew what to do.
Slowly she raised her self up to his chest. And gently ran her tongue along the trail of blood before she covered the cut with her mouth slightly sucking on it. Inuyasha's head fell back in exotic feeling of her sucking on his skin. He was vaguely aware as her aura wrapped around him in a soothing manner. He hissed slightly as he felt the wound close.
When the wound was no longer there, Kagome leaned back and looked at his chest. There right where the wound was, was a mark. Her name written in a fancy red kanji. She stared at it in wonder and amazement. Her thought shattered at Inuyasha's voice.
"It means that I belong to you. That I'm your mate."
Kagome nodded. Personally she like the fact that the perfect specimen of a man was all hers. And she would keep him for all eternity.
Inuyasha then leaned forward and once again drew on claw along the skin around her chest. A thin trail of blood followed his finger. When the cut was long enough Inuyasha took his hand away and leaned in. his mouth enveloped the wound slightly suck on her blood. The hot liquid flooded his mouth and he moaned at the bitter sweet taste. Kagome at first hissed at the new feeling. After a bit a certain heat started in her belly. White flashes were before her eyes as she felt his aura wrap around hers possessively.
When Inuyasha pulled his heads away there on her chest was his name written in red kanji. For a second he could see in glow showing the end of the blood mating. Inuyasha smiled because now he knew that he and Kagome were meant to be without a doubt. Then as if in a rush a new feeling fell over him. But this feeling was not his own this was Kagome he was feeling. Never before had this been done a miko and a demon mated. And the fact that it was the blood mating made their bond that much stronger.
Inuyasha and Kagome's eyes met. There was a feeling of complete joy he never felt before. Kagome felt as if she were in another world. He could feel his experience and pain he felt as a child. And all she wanted to do was comfort him the only way she knew how. No words were spoken silence spoke volumes.
Kagome kissed him with all she had. She felt him respond just as passionately. Inuyasha then lat a rain of kisses down her neck, to her collar, then to her breast. Kagome gasped and moaned at his gentle caress. Her back arched needing more of him, her mate, her love, her happiness, her drug
Inuyasha rubbed her thigh and moved his hands to slip a finger inside of her. Kagome moaned loudly and shuddered in pleasure.
Inuyasha slowly added another finger readying her for him. He removed his fingers and positioned himself over her entrance. "Are you ready?" Inuyasha panted. He didn't know if he could control himself if she said no.
"Hai." Kagome said shakily.
Inuyasha slowly entered letting her adjust to his size. It felt uncomfortable for Kagome to be stretched so much. He met her barrier and quickly broke it. Kagome cringed but the pain passed away quickly. She thought it was going to be a lot worse than that.
Her thoughts were interrupted when Inuyasha kissed her. He started a slow rhythm as he held himself up on his elbows, careful not to crush her. Kagome moaned and begged him to go faster as her hips met his. Granting her request he sped up.
A while later they both felt themselves nearing the end. Inuyasha thrusted faster and kissed Kagome. She wrapped her arms around his neck not able to keep up with him anymore. With one more hard thrust Kagome ripped her mouth away from Inuyasha's and screamed his name. Feeling the muscles tighten around him and hearing his name he came too.
Neither of them moved as they fought to catch their breaths. Once Inuyasha regained his strength he pulled out of her and laid next to her. He kissed her and they both fell asleep, exhausted from their activities.
Well I revised this chapter for a better lemon. Sorry for not updating sonner put I was put up with Finals and stuff but now I will be updating more often. PLEASE REVIEW!