Sorry, it took me a while. Kinda upset, I thought I'd get more reviews. Oh well.

Zell's POV

I woke up. My head was banging, it hurt so bad. It felt like a million Chocobos hit me. Man, I wonder what happened last night. I tried to remember, but no such luck. All I remember is Squall and Rinoa telling me something, and…that's it. I can't remember anything else. I sat up.

"Ugh…" I muttered. "What the hell happened last night?"

I stood up, and immediately fell back on my bed. I was still pretty dizzy.

KNOCK

"Damnit!" I yelled. Even though who ever was knocking didn't mean to, but it sure seemed like the knock was loud. I had this huge headache. "Come in…" I mumbled.

The door slowly opened, and Selphie's face crept out from behind it. She took a step in and closed the door, then leaned on it.

I looked at her, expecting her to be herself, but she wasn't. She seemed like she was really interested in my blue carpeting.

"What's up?" I asked her, finally standing up strait. I headed to my mini bathroom, and looked in the medicine cabinet.

"Nothing really…" She whispered. "Um, how are you feeling?"

I took out some aspirin and filled up a cup of water. I took out two pills. "So, you know what the fuck happened to me last night? I drank too much, didn't I?" I've been through this phase before. Coming home drunk and not remembering what the hell happened the night before.

"Yeah…you did." She muttered.

I chuckled before taking the medicine. Once I guzzled the water, I wiped my mouth with my arm. "I didn't do anything stupid, did I?" I laughed right afterwards. But as soon as I saw Selphie, I stopped.

She was crying, still leaning on the door and looking at the ground.

"Selph? What's the matter?" I walked towards her, but she quickly looked up with narrowing eyes. This was so not like her.

"It's all you fault, Zell…" She whispered, wiping the tears away.

"What?" I questioned.

"If you never told me, everything would be okay. But now they're not. I now doubt my feelings for Irvine, I never had before. Now, I'm not sure if I love him anymore."

Her voice wasn't harsh, it was soft and quiet. Like her world was coming down and she couldn't do anything about it.

"Selphie, what are you talking about? What happened with you and Irvine? Did you guys get into a fight? And what's my fault? Did I do something last night that I wasn't supposed to?"

She took a few steps toward me.

"Zell…there was so many time I wanted to tell you, but I just couldn't. So I found it somewhere else. I found it Irvine, but now I know that I could never deny you."

"What are you saying, Selphie? You're not making any sense."

She was now smiling. "Zell, last night you told me that you loved me. You loved me always and forever. Is that true?"

I was shocked. I didn't know what to say. What was I supposed to say? Selphie, it's true, I do love you. Then what? What would she say? But it's not like I could interfere with Selphie's relationship with Irvine. He would be heartbroken. What am I supposed to do!

"I said that?" That's the only thing that would come out of my mouth.

She nodded. "Were you telling the truth? Or was it the alcohol?"

So I did what any good friend would say. "No, it's not true. Sorry, it musta bee the drinks."

Tears came to her eyes again.

"Selphie…?"

She wiped away her tears. "Zell, if I don't do this now, I'll never have another chance."

"What?"

She took a few quick steps towards me and kissed me. Her lips were so warm, so soft. She put her hand softly on my cheek. God, I've been wanting this forever. I wrapped my arms around her and pulled her close. Her body was warm, her curves pressed on my body. I could feel her tears rolling down to our mouths. I could taste the salty tears. She then wrapped her arms around my neck and pulled me closer. That's when I slid my tongue in her mouth. She seemed surprised, but she quickly followed. She was a great kisser. She had this ting where she slowly slipped her tongue in and out. And she held it in for about three seconds each time.

We finally parted, and she looked up at me with red, puffy eyes. "I'm sorry…I have a boyfriend. I shouldn't be doing this." She muttered.

"Don't worry about it. It's our secret." I muttered back. I was so breathless afterwards.

She quickly stepped away fro me. My whole body went cold; I was so used to her warmth.

"I-I gotta go." She turned around and opened the door. Before stepping out, she put on a big smile to cover up the sadness from before. "Later." She winked.

The door closed. It seemed to echo. My whole life just walked out with a lie I had given her. But if I told her the truth, things would get complicated. I can't have that happening. And I can't hurt Irvine, he's my best friend. He can't find out what happened today. He'd probably shoot me in my sleep.

I sat down on my bed.

But…what if I just made the biggest mistake of my life?

Selphie walked into the cafeteria, playing it cool. She had to act cheerful, even though her world was just destroyed. She saw Irvine talking with a blonde. Once he saw Selphie, he ended his conversation and walked over to Selphie. He gave her a kiss on the lips.

She thought, does he know that my lips don't taste like me? They taste like Zell, will he notice?

But Irvine smiled away. "Hey, sunflower, where were you? We were supposed to meet up here ten minutes ago?" He asked.

She bit her bottom lip. What would she say? "I went to go check on Zell to see if he was alright. You know those hangovers." She giggled. At least she didn't lie. She really had gone to check on Zell, but that was just the partial truth.

"Yeah, I talked to Rinoa this morning; she wasn't all that great either." He wrapped his arm around her waist and guided her to a table. "But, anyway, let's go have breakfast, okay."

She nodded not bothering to say anything.

Irvine noticed. After all, they had been dating almost six months, he knew Selphie inside and out. Well, he thought he knew her.

"What's the matter, baby?"

Baby…

That's what Zell called her the night before.

She shook her head. "Nothing, just really tired. I had a rough time sleeping." She grinned at him.

"Oh, alright." He had believed her. Selphie had never lied to him before, so he had every right to believe her.

They sat down. The seat was cold to her bare legs; she still wore her yellow dress thing. She shivered. She was so warm in Zell's arms. She missed it already. She wanted to go back to those arms and lay in them forever.

"I got you're favorite, an omelet with cheese and bacon inside." Irvine gave her a plate.

She stared at it as he set it down in front of her. She smiled at him. "Thank you, Irvine."

He gave her a confused look. She wondered what she did wrong.

"Irvine? You haven't called me that in a while. You usually say Irvy or something. Are you sure you're okay? You're not getting sick, are you?"

She winced at the mention of the word Irvy. It didn't sound right any more. She couldn't say it. She was beginning to feel uncomfortable. She didn't want to be here having this conversation. "That's probably it; I might be getting a fever or something." She touched her forehead lightly to play along with the lie. Good thing she took acting classes.

Irvine looked at her with concerned eyes. "You should sleep some more, babe. If you feel any worse, you might want to go to the Infirmary."

She stood up, looking down at my untouched eggs. She felt kind of bad he went through all the trouble into making my favorite and she didn't even eat them. "You're probably right. I need to get some more sleep." She started to walk off.

"Selphie?" Irvine said.

She turned towards him. He looked her weird.

"Do you want me to walk with you?" She knew he wanted a kiss goodbye, but she couldn't bare to kiss him anymore. Zell's kisses were the only ones she wanted, but she knew she would never get them again.

"No, you don't have to." She forced another smile.

He stood up anyways. "Okay, well, I hope you feel better, sugar." He lightly kissed her on the lips.

Sugar? Baby? Babe? Sunflower? She was really getting sick. She had never felt so disgusted around Irvine before.

"Thanks." And she walked off.

On the way out, she bumped into me.

We both stopped. I wanted to kiss her, but I knew I couldn't. We stood there for several seconds and she finally walked around me. I watched her walk away.

Okay, I hope you liked.