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Moony
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SIRIUS!" Harry yelled in his sleep on his potions master's couch only fifteen minutes later. Severus Snape stopped in his potion making and quickly went to his sitting room to find the-boy-who-lived thrashing wildly on the couch and muttering in his sleep.
"Sirius!" Harry cried again. Snape didn't know what to do. Potter was obviously stuck in a dream.
"Ennervate," Snape said pointing his wand at the boy. Harry shot up screaming one last time and looked wildly around the room. His eyes miserably fell on Snape.
"I guess you were dreaming Mr. Potter?"
Harry nodded. "Should I go to my class Professor?" Harry asked.
"No Potter. You have only been asleep for fifteen minutes. You still need sleep."
Harry was too tired to protest but he felt really awkward sleeping at that particular location especially when his sleep was filled with noisy dreams. He soon fell into a shallow slumber right after Snape left.
An hour later Snape woke him up and sent him off to lunch in the great hall.
"Harry, where have you been?" Ron asked.
"I spent the night at Orion's" Harry lied. He was beginning to do that a lot lately. He blinked several times so it wouldn't look like he was twitching his eye.
"How is he?" Hermione asked.
"He's fine."
"That's great. We have to go to DADA class now so hurry up and eat."
Harry did not want to go to class and face Remus. Harry knew that if Moony didn't know the werewolf was him already he would at least be suspicious. Remus couldn't exactly probe it but that was definitely not the point. Harry looked up at the head table and saw Remus' eyes on him. Harry looked away quickly and looked at Sirius who gave Harry a quick smile and he turned back to his friends.
"You guys can go ahead of me. I will be there soon," Harry lied.
"If you say so Harry," Hermione said and they both left. Remus watched as Harry waited for his two friends to exit the great hall and then got up to go. They exchanged quick glances once more and Harry left. He went to the common room and then to his dormitory where he sat on his bed and did some potions homework. About an hour later Hedwig flew in the window and around the room. She dropped a letter on Harry's bed then nipped his ear affectionately. Harry stared at the unopened letter fearfully. All it said on it was his name. He opened it and read:
Harry, We need to talk. Come see me after dinner please.
Remus
Harry put the note under his pillow. Dinner came and when his friends asked him where he had been during DADA he lied and said the hospital wing. He told them that he was having bad dreams and he couldn't sleep so he wanted to get something from Madame Pomphrey.
After dinner was over Harry never went to go see his DADA professor. He purposefully got involved in a wizarding chess game to take his mind off of the conversation that he would have with Remus sooner or later.
The next day Harry was walking to Potions class alone when a figure popped out from behind him.
"Hello Harry," Remus said.
"Hi Remus," Harry said nervously.
"Would you mind following me please?"
Harry nodded and followed the professor to his quarters.
"Have a seat Harry. I have been trying to talk to you."
"Yeah sorry," Harry said.
"Why weren't you in class and how come you didn't come and see me after dinner last night?"
"I had to go to the hospital wing and last night I had detention with Snape."
"I don't see how that's possible considering Madame Pomphrey wasn't here yesterday and Severus was with me at that time last night."
Harry's mind screamed but he had to act calm and controlled.
"Oh..um..what did you want to talk about?" Harry asked innocently. Remus glared at Harry.
"Where were you the night of the full moon?"
"Um.in my bed. Why?"
"Harry, I need for you to tell the truth. Just like Sirius, I know when you lie," Remus said. "Where were you Harry? Lupin repeated sternly.
Harry sighed but didn't answer. After what felt like several minutes Remus spoke again. His eyes were lit up with a mixture of fear and concern.
"You are aren't you? It makes so much sense. You have been avoiding me since the full moon and you skipped class because you knew that I would see the signs. You were sick and pale and I shouldn't have forgotten about it. You probably concealed yourself so you would look healthy."
By now Remus was rambling and Harry just stared at the marauder in shock.
"It's true isn't?" Remus asked one more time.
Harry sighed one more time. He couldn't lie now. There was no reason to. He would tell him the truth but not say anything about how he got bitten, not even if his professor knew he was lying. There wasn't really another way around the truth at the moment. The one person who he didn't want find out had done so.
"Yes," Harry said quietly not looking in Lupin's eyes.
Remus stood up quickly and started pacing. He muttered nonsense to himself and Harry just watched him. He was at a loss for what to do. Remus came over and sat down next to Harry and spoke softly.
"Harry, why didn't you tell me? I could have helped you get through it."
"I.I..don't know. I didn't want to be any trouble. I'm sorry."
"You would not have been any trouble.wait.. When did you become a werewolf? Who bit you?"
"I.I.I don't know professor," Harry stuttered.
"Harry, please tell me," Remus pleaded looking defeated.
"I really don't know," the-boy-who-lived repeated.
"Tell me," Moony said sternly.
Harry neither said nor made any movement.
Lupin decided to try a different approach.
"Who did you tell Harry? Does anyone else know?"
Harry nodded slowly. "Snape found out during Occlumency but no one else knows. He said he wouldn't tell anyone either."
"Why?"
That was something else Harry could not tell him. "I don't know."
"Oh, well did he make you Wolfsbane?" Remus asked.
Harry shook his head. "I made it."
"Wow, it is a pretty advanced potion."
Harry nodded.
"Please tell me who bit you and when Harry."
Harry just looked down.
Remus sighed and walked over to the fireplace.
"I'm sorry Harry," he said and called for Snape in it.
Harry felt his stomach come up to his throat and he jumped up from his sitting position.
"No! What are you doing?" Harry yelled but Snape's voice cut through.
"What do you want Lupin? I have a class."
"Will you please come here immediately Severus? I have Mr. Potter here and I would like to ask you something very important."
Snape rolled his eyes but nodded nevertheless. His face left the flames and he then was in the same room sneering at Harry.
"Why is Mr. Potter not in my class now?" Snape asked icily.
"I have just been talking to Harry here and I found out something very interesting about him that it seems you are the only one who knew about it. I know a lot now but he seems to be avoiding the answer to one of my questions."
"And that question is?" Snape drawled.
"Who bit him and when?" Remus asked.
Snape stopped and looked at Harry. The boy pleaded with his eyes but Snape faced Lupin again.
"You did," Snape said simply and then flooed back to his room.
Remus collapsed on his chair and put his head in his hands.
"I..I bit you? But I don't remember? When? I'm so sorry Harry. I don't remember," Lupin muttered desperately.
"I know Moony. Yes.you bit me but it wasn't your fault. It was on July 30th and I figured you didn't remember. That's why I didn't tell you."
Remus looked truly defeated. "I'm so sorry Harry. Can you tell me what happened?"
Harry nodded. "We went to Diagon Alley and spent the day there."
"I remember."
"And when we were coming back to the Dursley's..you yelled that you didn't take the Wolfsbane potion and you.um bit me. I tried to run away but I couldn't."
Harry sat down next to the troubled looking man. "I don't blame you Remus. I know you didn't mean to do it. I didn't want you to feel bad but I really know it wasn't your fault."
"That's why Snape didn't tell anyone..."
"Yeah," Harry said. "He felt bad that he had a meeting so he forgot to make the potion. That's why he didn't tell anyone."
"Harry I."
"Please don't tell anyone," Harry interrupted.
"Of course Harry. I am so sorry. I have never bitten anyone before. I have put you in a terrible position and now you have to go through this each month."
"You will go through it with me right? We can be together on the nights of full moons? I am dealing with it. Please don't feel guilty Remus."
"I am so sorry Harry," he muttered again.
Harry went over to Remus Lupin and gave him a hug. Harry was surprised at what occurred next. Moony started shedding tears. Harry had never seen the man break before but all he could do was reassure him that it wasn't his fault and that he didn't blame him. Harry hated feeling guilty about things and the last thing he wanted was other people to feel guilty about him.
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A/N- DON'T HATE ME? How was it? Was it okay? Why he doesn't remember will be explained in the future. I will try and add more Hermione and Ron in this fic. That is what I need someone's help on...
I have a wonderful idea on how Ron and Hermione should find out about Harry being a werewolf but I don't know if it's good. I need someone who I can run my idea by. I am only going to ask one person because I don't want everyone knowing what happens. So if you don't care about knowing a part of the story (small part) then please tell me in the review and leave your email address. I will only tell one person so don't be offended if I that person isn't you.
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Moony
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SIRIUS!" Harry yelled in his sleep on his potions master's couch only fifteen minutes later. Severus Snape stopped in his potion making and quickly went to his sitting room to find the-boy-who-lived thrashing wildly on the couch and muttering in his sleep.
"Sirius!" Harry cried again. Snape didn't know what to do. Potter was obviously stuck in a dream.
"Ennervate," Snape said pointing his wand at the boy. Harry shot up screaming one last time and looked wildly around the room. His eyes miserably fell on Snape.
"I guess you were dreaming Mr. Potter?"
Harry nodded. "Should I go to my class Professor?" Harry asked.
"No Potter. You have only been asleep for fifteen minutes. You still need sleep."
Harry was too tired to protest but he felt really awkward sleeping at that particular location especially when his sleep was filled with noisy dreams. He soon fell into a shallow slumber right after Snape left.
An hour later Snape woke him up and sent him off to lunch in the great hall.
"Harry, where have you been?" Ron asked.
"I spent the night at Orion's" Harry lied. He was beginning to do that a lot lately. He blinked several times so it wouldn't look like he was twitching his eye.
"How is he?" Hermione asked.
"He's fine."
"That's great. We have to go to DADA class now so hurry up and eat."
Harry did not want to go to class and face Remus. Harry knew that if Moony didn't know the werewolf was him already he would at least be suspicious. Remus couldn't exactly probe it but that was definitely not the point. Harry looked up at the head table and saw Remus' eyes on him. Harry looked away quickly and looked at Sirius who gave Harry a quick smile and he turned back to his friends.
"You guys can go ahead of me. I will be there soon," Harry lied.
"If you say so Harry," Hermione said and they both left. Remus watched as Harry waited for his two friends to exit the great hall and then got up to go. They exchanged quick glances once more and Harry left. He went to the common room and then to his dormitory where he sat on his bed and did some potions homework. About an hour later Hedwig flew in the window and around the room. She dropped a letter on Harry's bed then nipped his ear affectionately. Harry stared at the unopened letter fearfully. All it said on it was his name. He opened it and read:
Harry, We need to talk. Come see me after dinner please.
Remus
Harry put the note under his pillow. Dinner came and when his friends asked him where he had been during DADA he lied and said the hospital wing. He told them that he was having bad dreams and he couldn't sleep so he wanted to get something from Madame Pomphrey.
After dinner was over Harry never went to go see his DADA professor. He purposefully got involved in a wizarding chess game to take his mind off of the conversation that he would have with Remus sooner or later.
The next day Harry was walking to Potions class alone when a figure popped out from behind him.
"Hello Harry," Remus said.
"Hi Remus," Harry said nervously.
"Would you mind following me please?"
Harry nodded and followed the professor to his quarters.
"Have a seat Harry. I have been trying to talk to you."
"Yeah sorry," Harry said.
"Why weren't you in class and how come you didn't come and see me after dinner last night?"
"I had to go to the hospital wing and last night I had detention with Snape."
"I don't see how that's possible considering Madame Pomphrey wasn't here yesterday and Severus was with me at that time last night."
Harry's mind screamed but he had to act calm and controlled.
"Oh..um..what did you want to talk about?" Harry asked innocently. Remus glared at Harry.
"Where were you the night of the full moon?"
"Um.in my bed. Why?"
"Harry, I need for you to tell the truth. Just like Sirius, I know when you lie," Remus said. "Where were you Harry? Lupin repeated sternly.
Harry sighed but didn't answer. After what felt like several minutes Remus spoke again. His eyes were lit up with a mixture of fear and concern.
"You are aren't you? It makes so much sense. You have been avoiding me since the full moon and you skipped class because you knew that I would see the signs. You were sick and pale and I shouldn't have forgotten about it. You probably concealed yourself so you would look healthy."
By now Remus was rambling and Harry just stared at the marauder in shock.
"It's true isn't?" Remus asked one more time.
Harry sighed one more time. He couldn't lie now. There was no reason to. He would tell him the truth but not say anything about how he got bitten, not even if his professor knew he was lying. There wasn't really another way around the truth at the moment. The one person who he didn't want find out had done so.
"Yes," Harry said quietly not looking in Lupin's eyes.
Remus stood up quickly and started pacing. He muttered nonsense to himself and Harry just watched him. He was at a loss for what to do. Remus came over and sat down next to Harry and spoke softly.
"Harry, why didn't you tell me? I could have helped you get through it."
"I.I..don't know. I didn't want to be any trouble. I'm sorry."
"You would not have been any trouble.wait.. When did you become a werewolf? Who bit you?"
"I.I.I don't know professor," Harry stuttered.
"Harry, please tell me," Remus pleaded looking defeated.
"I really don't know," the-boy-who-lived repeated.
"Tell me," Moony said sternly.
Harry neither said nor made any movement.
Lupin decided to try a different approach.
"Who did you tell Harry? Does anyone else know?"
Harry nodded slowly. "Snape found out during Occlumency but no one else knows. He said he wouldn't tell anyone either."
"Why?"
That was something else Harry could not tell him. "I don't know."
"Oh, well did he make you Wolfsbane?" Remus asked.
Harry shook his head. "I made it."
"Wow, it is a pretty advanced potion."
Harry nodded.
"Please tell me who bit you and when Harry."
Harry just looked down.
Remus sighed and walked over to the fireplace.
"I'm sorry Harry," he said and called for Snape in it.
Harry felt his stomach come up to his throat and he jumped up from his sitting position.
"No! What are you doing?" Harry yelled but Snape's voice cut through.
"What do you want Lupin? I have a class."
"Will you please come here immediately Severus? I have Mr. Potter here and I would like to ask you something very important."
Snape rolled his eyes but nodded nevertheless. His face left the flames and he then was in the same room sneering at Harry.
"Why is Mr. Potter not in my class now?" Snape asked icily.
"I have just been talking to Harry here and I found out something very interesting about him that it seems you are the only one who knew about it. I know a lot now but he seems to be avoiding the answer to one of my questions."
"And that question is?" Snape drawled.
"Who bit him and when?" Remus asked.
Snape stopped and looked at Harry. The boy pleaded with his eyes but Snape faced Lupin again.
"You did," Snape said simply and then flooed back to his room.
Remus collapsed on his chair and put his head in his hands.
"I..I bit you? But I don't remember? When? I'm so sorry Harry. I don't remember," Lupin muttered desperately.
"I know Moony. Yes.you bit me but it wasn't your fault. It was on July 30th and I figured you didn't remember. That's why I didn't tell you."
Remus looked truly defeated. "I'm so sorry Harry. Can you tell me what happened?"
Harry nodded. "We went to Diagon Alley and spent the day there."
"I remember."
"And when we were coming back to the Dursley's..you yelled that you didn't take the Wolfsbane potion and you.um bit me. I tried to run away but I couldn't."
Harry sat down next to the troubled looking man. "I don't blame you Remus. I know you didn't mean to do it. I didn't want you to feel bad but I really know it wasn't your fault."
"That's why Snape didn't tell anyone..."
"Yeah," Harry said. "He felt bad that he had a meeting so he forgot to make the potion. That's why he didn't tell anyone."
"Harry I."
"Please don't tell anyone," Harry interrupted.
"Of course Harry. I am so sorry. I have never bitten anyone before. I have put you in a terrible position and now you have to go through this each month."
"You will go through it with me right? We can be together on the nights of full moons? I am dealing with it. Please don't feel guilty Remus."
"I am so sorry Harry," he muttered again.
Harry went over to Remus Lupin and gave him a hug. Harry was surprised at what occurred next. Moony started shedding tears. Harry had never seen the man break before but all he could do was reassure him that it wasn't his fault and that he didn't blame him. Harry hated feeling guilty about things and the last thing he wanted was other people to feel guilty about him.
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A/N- DON'T HATE ME? How was it? Was it okay? Why he doesn't remember will be explained in the future. I will try and add more Hermione and Ron in this fic. That is what I need someone's help on...
I have a wonderful idea on how Ron and Hermione should find out about Harry being a werewolf but I don't know if it's good. I need someone who I can run my idea by. I am only going to ask one person because I don't want everyone knowing what happens. So if you don't care about knowing a part of the story (small part) then please tell me in the review and leave your email address. I will only tell one person so don't be offended if I that person isn't you.
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