My dearest Albus,
A/N- Sorry for the delay. My life is crazy. I really wanted to update
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~!~ Talks and Trinkets ~!~
Dearest Albus,
If you are reading this, then I have passed on. I am so sorry that we did not get another chance to speak. I want you to know that I never stopped loving you but it just couldn't work out between us. Our worlds were too different. They collided in several dark and frightening ways. I wish it could have been different but always know that I shall forever miss and remember our walks under the moonlight by the lake, riding the unicorns dusk until dawn and, walking around in the ice caves in the wintertime. The best times were when I was with you. But alas, that was over seventy years ago and you surely have forgotten. "It does not do to dwell on dreams." That is what you always said to me but I am not sure if I ever stopped dwelling. It doesn't matter anymore for I am now watching over you from above. Most likely I am smiling while you read this letter. And now...dear Albus, on to business, of course I have left you something. I probably should have given you this many years ago. I just couldn't bring myself to do so for it has been in the family for centuries, millenniums even. It once belonged to my long dead ancestor, Rowena Ravenclaw and it has been passed down ever since she died. Few in the wizarding world know about this possession. Those who do are most likely dead by now. There is only one in the world and because my line has now ended after my dead, I am giving it to you. I feel that you will need it in the war that is soon to come. If you do know of this trinket then you know it is the Creatre Amuley. Use it well. It has many hidden uses. Only you and the person from the prophecy, Harry Potter, will be able to figure the uses out. It is very valuable. Keep it safe and keep it secret.
Love always, even beyond the grave,
Faten Twinisnoe
Albus wiped the tears that were caressing his cheek. He reread the letter from his long ago friend and lover and then put it aside for Fawkes to guard. The, slowly, he took the cream-colored canvas package and unwrapped it. Out he pulled a blue stone which was smooth and shiny. It was in a round gold backing and had a gold chain hooked to it. Albus twirled it around in his hands then unclasped the chain and put in around his neck and under his robes after marveling at in it the mirror. It was incredibly beautiful.
Harry awoke the next morning to see Ron sitting on his bed.
"Harry, can we talk?" Ron asked looking down at the-boy-who-lived.
Harry moaned and put the pillow over is face. In a muffled voice Harry said, "What time is it? I want to sleep."
"It's almost breakfast time. Please talk to me before everyone else wakes up?" Ron asked again.
Harry nodded dumbly, took the pillow off his face, and sat up slightly.
"Silencio," Harry whispered while pulling the curtains around his bed closed.
"How have you been Harry?" Ron started out.
"I'm alright," Harry replied. He hadn't talked to his two friends since they had saw him the day before in his werewolf form. Ron noticed the awkward look on Harry's face and didn't like it too much.
"Harry," Ron said slowly, "I know you didn't want us to know even though it wouldn't have mattered to us. We would have been there for you. You could have told us. It's okay that you didn't. Hermione and I figured it out not too long ago. Well, Hermione figured most of it out but I sort of helped. Anyway...I also know your mad at Sirius. You do have the right to be mad at him be he helped us become Animagi. He wanted you to not be lonely."
"I know Ron. I am just not sure why I kept it a secret though. I think it was just one of those things that you don't tell anyone."
"You don't have to keep secrets from your best friends," Ron said.
"I'll try not to," Harry grinned. "I hear people waking up. Want to go get some breakfast down at the great hall?"
"Sure, oh and Harry,? I was reading about my form, the golden eagle, and it says they can pick up four times their weight! So...in case you or Lupin ever gets out of hand, I am your man. I can also drop you off in the middle of the forest if you want too."
"Ha-ha, just come on or we won't have time to eat before potions."
"I hate that stupid git Snape."
"I don't but...um...did he have anything to do with the stuff that happened the last couple of days?" Harry asked.
Ron hesitated a second before he nodded.
"He made the potion that sped up the learning process for Mione and me."
Harry stared at Ron for a minute and then he walked out of the portrait at the front. At breakfast, Orion, Remus, and Snape sat in their normal seats at the head table but Harry ignored them completely. The only exchanged glance was with Remus. He wasn't involved in anything as far as Harry knew so he gave him a reassuring smile and then dove into a conversation with Hermione and Ron.
Harry had decided to ignore Snape and Sirius but not Remus. But... it was time for potions class and then soon it would be DADA after that. Maybe he could pretend he was sick and go back to the common room to sleep the day away? No...that wouldn't work.
"Come on Harry. Snape already left to go to class. Class starts in five minutes," Ron said. Harry stayed seated for a second before following Hermione and Ron to the dungeons.
"Potter, when root of asphodel and eye of newt are mixed together, what does it make?"
Harry didn't look up. "I don't know," he said rudely.
"Have you been paying attention at all Mr. Potter?" Snape hissed harshly.
"I don't know."
Snape growled and said, "Stay after to discuss detention arrangements."
Harry nodded and Severus continues with the lesson. After class, as Harry was about to make his way out the door, Snape pulled his arm out so it came across Harry's shoulders and stopped him. Harry frowned and moved close inside near a chair. Snape whispered a silencing and locking spell on the room and he sat down across from Harry. Neither said a word. Harry didn't look in his eyes. After about two minutes of silence Harry asked quietly, "Can I go?"
"No," Snape said simply.
"Why not?" Harry asked. "You aren't even saying anything."
"I'm sorry," Snape said after a minute meeting Harry's eyes.
Harry looked up in surprises but went on. "Fine, can I go?"
"No, sit down," Snape said calmly. Harry thought Snape was acting...different.
"Fine," Harry said softly. "What do you want?"
"I said I was sorry," Snape said.
"I heard you."
"So why are you not looking me in the eyes?"
Harry had focused his stare back on the ground.
"I don't know," he said determined.
"Potter, look at me." Snape said.
Harry made no move to obey.
"Harry...."
"Professor, I am going to be late for class."
"It doesn't matter. It is just with Lupin. Come sit down. I need to talk to you."
"Fine," Harry said in a defeated voice and he followed Snape in his quarters and on a couch.
"I guess I will just explain what happened," Snape started. "Black came to me asking for a potion to speed up the learning process of Miss Granger and Mr. Weasley becoming an Animagus. I was skeptical at first. I knew that would betray your trust. For that, I am truly sorry. I tried to warn him but.... knowing Black, he just did what he wanted. You should know that Weasley and Granger figured it out though. Black just said they were right. The potion was given to them after they gave their consent and they spent a half hour in pain. They did it for you. I....uh....did this for you too, so um... you would feel better and not alone," Snape said awkwardly but sincerely.
Harry couldn't believe how honest Snape was being.
"Er...thanks," was all Harry thought of to say.
"Are you going to tell Dumbledore anytime soon?" Snape asked.
Harry looked up at his potions professor.
"Excuse me?"
"Don't you think the order should know about you?"
"Why do we always have to go through this? I am not telling anyone else. They don't need to know."
"Fine, go then. Detention is...making Wolfsbane potion for next time later in the week."
Harry sighed. "When?"
"I don't know. Go to your next class. Tell Lupin I had to speak with you."
"Alright," Harry said and shuffled out the door to the DADA classroom.
Heads turned when he walked in but Lupin just continued on with his lessons. Harry paid lots of attention to Remus but not Orion. Orion was the cause of this all. Even after Harry told Sirius that he was the one he truly trusted...the trust was betrayed.
Like Harry expected, Orion called him to stay after.
"I can't," Harry replied and walked out the door.
"Harry wait!" Sirius called out but Harry was already out the door.
Everyone watched in amazement as Harry left a professor in the middle of his classroom. No one thought Harry would ignore his calls like he did.
Orion managed to sneak up on Harry.
"Harry, we need to talk. Come on," he ordered and dragged him to his room. Harry could have easily resisted because of his werewolf strength but he didn't.
"Okay listen Harry," Sirius started.
"No," Harry interrupted harshly. "You listen! You promised you wouldn't tell! You swore! I trusted you. I really trusted you but you went behind my back and did something stupid! I really can't believe it." Harry was hurt that Sirius told his secret. Sirius saw this and put his head in his hands.
Harry made his way to the door but Sirius got up and blocked it.
"Harry, I am so sorry. I did something so stupid and I really do regret it. I want you to trust me...I really do. I love you so much."
"Sirius...I love you too but...I am just so...mad. I just can't believe you told."
"You don't trust me anymore?"
"No, I do. It's just...everyone makes mistakes."
"I know."
"So this can be you ONE mistake." Harry said and walked out the door bumping into Remus.
"You okay Harry?"
Harry smiled slightly. "I'm fine."
~!~ A/N- Weird? Just a little bit I think. I had a hard time deciding on how Harry and Sirius should make up. I hope it was a believable. Don't complain about oocness. I know it was a bit. This story is in for a VERY big twist in the next five chapters. Hope you will love it. I will try to update by Friday. Remember, my life is so hectic. I can't wait till it calms down. PLEASE REVIEW! I LOVE ALL OF YOU! REVIEWS ARE SO AMAZING!
Review responses!
xShardWingx0- a masterpiece? Wow thanks so much!
Gabriela13- Thanks, I'm flattered.
Dadaiiro- Thanks! I was going to have Ron be a fox but I don't think that is too original. You shall have your questions answered by the end of the fic.
Tessa- Thank you. Your wish is my command.
kimmy-look-at-moi- Wow, your review was... long. Thank you for the view compliments. The plot might be overdone but that is that. This is my plot. There will be many twists in the future so I hope you keep reading.
HoshiHikari4ever- I hope the making up thing was acceptable?
Becca- Thank you. Did so!
Jeanne2- Interesting? Is that a compliment? I will take it as one. I like being interesting. Thank you.
chips challenge- Thanks, feel much better. I didn't really think about Harry wanted to eat owls anymore but the cravings are gone. It was kind of a one-time thing.
child of the new dawn- Thanks? Is this soon enough? Well...Harry hasn't gotten over it completely but a little bit. Erg... I feel so frustrated because I haven't kept up with your story. I haven't abandoned it completely. I really do love it. I just have very little time. I hope to get back to it soon. I will review every single chapter too.
LadyCandlelight- Hope this update was soon enough. Thanks.
Kelei- Gotcha on the code thing. Thankies!
MarsMoonStar- Hehe thanks!
MYstic Phoenix- Aww thanks. Sorry I updated late! Keep reading!
Prd2bAmerican18- Hope this is soon enough.
uNoeWho- Thanks, good luck with your story. Let me know when you start and post it! I would love to read it.
happigolucki616- Someones in love with Albus! Hehe. Gosh, you have an away message up....boredness. Thanks.
~!~ Talks and Trinkets ~!~
Dearest Albus,
If you are reading this, then I have passed on. I am so sorry that we did not get another chance to speak. I want you to know that I never stopped loving you but it just couldn't work out between us. Our worlds were too different. They collided in several dark and frightening ways. I wish it could have been different but always know that I shall forever miss and remember our walks under the moonlight by the lake, riding the unicorns dusk until dawn and, walking around in the ice caves in the wintertime. The best times were when I was with you. But alas, that was over seventy years ago and you surely have forgotten. "It does not do to dwell on dreams." That is what you always said to me but I am not sure if I ever stopped dwelling. It doesn't matter anymore for I am now watching over you from above. Most likely I am smiling while you read this letter. And now...dear Albus, on to business, of course I have left you something. I probably should have given you this many years ago. I just couldn't bring myself to do so for it has been in the family for centuries, millenniums even. It once belonged to my long dead ancestor, Rowena Ravenclaw and it has been passed down ever since she died. Few in the wizarding world know about this possession. Those who do are most likely dead by now. There is only one in the world and because my line has now ended after my dead, I am giving it to you. I feel that you will need it in the war that is soon to come. If you do know of this trinket then you know it is the Creatre Amuley. Use it well. It has many hidden uses. Only you and the person from the prophecy, Harry Potter, will be able to figure the uses out. It is very valuable. Keep it safe and keep it secret.
Love always, even beyond the grave,
Faten Twinisnoe
Albus wiped the tears that were caressing his cheek. He reread the letter from his long ago friend and lover and then put it aside for Fawkes to guard. The, slowly, he took the cream-colored canvas package and unwrapped it. Out he pulled a blue stone which was smooth and shiny. It was in a round gold backing and had a gold chain hooked to it. Albus twirled it around in his hands then unclasped the chain and put in around his neck and under his robes after marveling at in it the mirror. It was incredibly beautiful.
Harry awoke the next morning to see Ron sitting on his bed.
"Harry, can we talk?" Ron asked looking down at the-boy-who-lived.
Harry moaned and put the pillow over is face. In a muffled voice Harry said, "What time is it? I want to sleep."
"It's almost breakfast time. Please talk to me before everyone else wakes up?" Ron asked again.
Harry nodded dumbly, took the pillow off his face, and sat up slightly.
"Silencio," Harry whispered while pulling the curtains around his bed closed.
"How have you been Harry?" Ron started out.
"I'm alright," Harry replied. He hadn't talked to his two friends since they had saw him the day before in his werewolf form. Ron noticed the awkward look on Harry's face and didn't like it too much.
"Harry," Ron said slowly, "I know you didn't want us to know even though it wouldn't have mattered to us. We would have been there for you. You could have told us. It's okay that you didn't. Hermione and I figured it out not too long ago. Well, Hermione figured most of it out but I sort of helped. Anyway...I also know your mad at Sirius. You do have the right to be mad at him be he helped us become Animagi. He wanted you to not be lonely."
"I know Ron. I am just not sure why I kept it a secret though. I think it was just one of those things that you don't tell anyone."
"You don't have to keep secrets from your best friends," Ron said.
"I'll try not to," Harry grinned. "I hear people waking up. Want to go get some breakfast down at the great hall?"
"Sure, oh and Harry,? I was reading about my form, the golden eagle, and it says they can pick up four times their weight! So...in case you or Lupin ever gets out of hand, I am your man. I can also drop you off in the middle of the forest if you want too."
"Ha-ha, just come on or we won't have time to eat before potions."
"I hate that stupid git Snape."
"I don't but...um...did he have anything to do with the stuff that happened the last couple of days?" Harry asked.
Ron hesitated a second before he nodded.
"He made the potion that sped up the learning process for Mione and me."
Harry stared at Ron for a minute and then he walked out of the portrait at the front. At breakfast, Orion, Remus, and Snape sat in their normal seats at the head table but Harry ignored them completely. The only exchanged glance was with Remus. He wasn't involved in anything as far as Harry knew so he gave him a reassuring smile and then dove into a conversation with Hermione and Ron.
Harry had decided to ignore Snape and Sirius but not Remus. But... it was time for potions class and then soon it would be DADA after that. Maybe he could pretend he was sick and go back to the common room to sleep the day away? No...that wouldn't work.
"Come on Harry. Snape already left to go to class. Class starts in five minutes," Ron said. Harry stayed seated for a second before following Hermione and Ron to the dungeons.
"Potter, when root of asphodel and eye of newt are mixed together, what does it make?"
Harry didn't look up. "I don't know," he said rudely.
"Have you been paying attention at all Mr. Potter?" Snape hissed harshly.
"I don't know."
Snape growled and said, "Stay after to discuss detention arrangements."
Harry nodded and Severus continues with the lesson. After class, as Harry was about to make his way out the door, Snape pulled his arm out so it came across Harry's shoulders and stopped him. Harry frowned and moved close inside near a chair. Snape whispered a silencing and locking spell on the room and he sat down across from Harry. Neither said a word. Harry didn't look in his eyes. After about two minutes of silence Harry asked quietly, "Can I go?"
"No," Snape said simply.
"Why not?" Harry asked. "You aren't even saying anything."
"I'm sorry," Snape said after a minute meeting Harry's eyes.
Harry looked up in surprises but went on. "Fine, can I go?"
"No, sit down," Snape said calmly. Harry thought Snape was acting...different.
"Fine," Harry said softly. "What do you want?"
"I said I was sorry," Snape said.
"I heard you."
"So why are you not looking me in the eyes?"
Harry had focused his stare back on the ground.
"I don't know," he said determined.
"Potter, look at me." Snape said.
Harry made no move to obey.
"Harry...."
"Professor, I am going to be late for class."
"It doesn't matter. It is just with Lupin. Come sit down. I need to talk to you."
"Fine," Harry said in a defeated voice and he followed Snape in his quarters and on a couch.
"I guess I will just explain what happened," Snape started. "Black came to me asking for a potion to speed up the learning process of Miss Granger and Mr. Weasley becoming an Animagus. I was skeptical at first. I knew that would betray your trust. For that, I am truly sorry. I tried to warn him but.... knowing Black, he just did what he wanted. You should know that Weasley and Granger figured it out though. Black just said they were right. The potion was given to them after they gave their consent and they spent a half hour in pain. They did it for you. I....uh....did this for you too, so um... you would feel better and not alone," Snape said awkwardly but sincerely.
Harry couldn't believe how honest Snape was being.
"Er...thanks," was all Harry thought of to say.
"Are you going to tell Dumbledore anytime soon?" Snape asked.
Harry looked up at his potions professor.
"Excuse me?"
"Don't you think the order should know about you?"
"Why do we always have to go through this? I am not telling anyone else. They don't need to know."
"Fine, go then. Detention is...making Wolfsbane potion for next time later in the week."
Harry sighed. "When?"
"I don't know. Go to your next class. Tell Lupin I had to speak with you."
"Alright," Harry said and shuffled out the door to the DADA classroom.
Heads turned when he walked in but Lupin just continued on with his lessons. Harry paid lots of attention to Remus but not Orion. Orion was the cause of this all. Even after Harry told Sirius that he was the one he truly trusted...the trust was betrayed.
Like Harry expected, Orion called him to stay after.
"I can't," Harry replied and walked out the door.
"Harry wait!" Sirius called out but Harry was already out the door.
Everyone watched in amazement as Harry left a professor in the middle of his classroom. No one thought Harry would ignore his calls like he did.
Orion managed to sneak up on Harry.
"Harry, we need to talk. Come on," he ordered and dragged him to his room. Harry could have easily resisted because of his werewolf strength but he didn't.
"Okay listen Harry," Sirius started.
"No," Harry interrupted harshly. "You listen! You promised you wouldn't tell! You swore! I trusted you. I really trusted you but you went behind my back and did something stupid! I really can't believe it." Harry was hurt that Sirius told his secret. Sirius saw this and put his head in his hands.
Harry made his way to the door but Sirius got up and blocked it.
"Harry, I am so sorry. I did something so stupid and I really do regret it. I want you to trust me...I really do. I love you so much."
"Sirius...I love you too but...I am just so...mad. I just can't believe you told."
"You don't trust me anymore?"
"No, I do. It's just...everyone makes mistakes."
"I know."
"So this can be you ONE mistake." Harry said and walked out the door bumping into Remus.
"You okay Harry?"
Harry smiled slightly. "I'm fine."
~!~ A/N- Weird? Just a little bit I think. I had a hard time deciding on how Harry and Sirius should make up. I hope it was a believable. Don't complain about oocness. I know it was a bit. This story is in for a VERY big twist in the next five chapters. Hope you will love it. I will try to update by Friday. Remember, my life is so hectic. I can't wait till it calms down. PLEASE REVIEW! I LOVE ALL OF YOU! REVIEWS ARE SO AMAZING!
Review responses!
xShardWingx0- a masterpiece? Wow thanks so much!
Gabriela13- Thanks, I'm flattered.
Dadaiiro- Thanks! I was going to have Ron be a fox but I don't think that is too original. You shall have your questions answered by the end of the fic.
Tessa- Thank you. Your wish is my command.
kimmy-look-at-moi- Wow, your review was... long. Thank you for the view compliments. The plot might be overdone but that is that. This is my plot. There will be many twists in the future so I hope you keep reading.
HoshiHikari4ever- I hope the making up thing was acceptable?
Becca- Thank you. Did so!
Jeanne2- Interesting? Is that a compliment? I will take it as one. I like being interesting. Thank you.
chips challenge- Thanks, feel much better. I didn't really think about Harry wanted to eat owls anymore but the cravings are gone. It was kind of a one-time thing.
child of the new dawn- Thanks? Is this soon enough? Well...Harry hasn't gotten over it completely but a little bit. Erg... I feel so frustrated because I haven't kept up with your story. I haven't abandoned it completely. I really do love it. I just have very little time. I hope to get back to it soon. I will review every single chapter too.
LadyCandlelight- Hope this update was soon enough. Thanks.
Kelei- Gotcha on the code thing. Thankies!
MarsMoonStar- Hehe thanks!
MYstic Phoenix- Aww thanks. Sorry I updated late! Keep reading!
Prd2bAmerican18- Hope this is soon enough.
uNoeWho- Thanks, good luck with your story. Let me know when you start and post it! I would love to read it.
happigolucki616- Someones in love with Albus! Hehe. Gosh, you have an away message up....boredness. Thanks.