I should t have done that

by Kitbitz

Lucas thoughts when he was banished to SeaQuest. Might be a little depressing.

Disclaimers: Not mine.

Warnings: No beta, might be a bit depressing.

Rating: T or PG-13 for some emotional anguish.

Feedback is always welcome.

Author´s notes 1: This is a challenge response. (Sorry, don't remember who made it)

Author´s note 2: Edited 2016, fixed spelling.

I SHOULD´T HAVE DONE THAT

By Kitbitz

I really shouldn´t have done that. I think I knew all along that doing something like that would get me in big trouble. But hey I was desperate. It must have been temporary insanity for my part; I mean what the hell was I thinking?

Well it´s no use to cry over spilled milk, like some would say. I knew exactly what I was doing, it wasn´t supposed to backfire like that.

I just wanted to be noted by my father, he did, and so did half of the continent including CIA and FBI.

Dad got all-furious, of course not me, but the government officers.

I couldn´t believe it. He still hadn´t noticed me, ME.

He just thought I was problem that should be figured out as soon as possible. Or in my case hide somewhere. And so he did. The problem, that´s me Lucas, like I need to identify myself to my diary; how sad is that, is now going to some deep-water submarine.

This just isn´t fair! All I wanted was just a little bit attention and now I´m banished out of my father´s life completely. I feel like crying.

The car is here, my father isn´t.

I´m leaving somewhere under the sea and he doesn´t even come to say goodbye.

Now I don´t feel like crying, I am crying.

Okay Lucas take a deep breath, you don´t want to show them how much this hurts. Congratulations dad your major problem has finally left, but I don´t think he even notices I´m gone, he didn´t even notice when I was here.

FIN.