AN/ Ok, srry I haven't updated, I've been having brain freeze with all of my writing. In light of my brain deadness (and to keep timeless13 from killing me…lol jk!) I willf roce myself to write something. But the whole thing will no longer be only diary entries due to the fact that it's hard to write. But you will get a ton of blurs…or else the title would be bogus! Lolo.Oks…nuff yapping.

AnimeDemonNayorin: Hey, thanks SOSOSO much for being my first reviewer! I'm really happy it was a good review!

AmayaSaria: Thanks a million!

intellectual vixen: sorry it was confoozing. There wasn't much of a plot, that was just the introduction chapter. Thanks tho!

Aaya:Hey, I loved your review! Thanks so much! Momiji is cute! (Kyo's is too::swoon:)

fdiw: Hi! I'm so glad u thought it was original! (I was worried about that)

LadyRinUchiha: Thanks! If u look closely in the story, u might (have already) see it. It does pop up now and then.

timeless13: Thanks for reviewing! Twice! That really made me feel like I write really well. Actually, you're y I started writing this again. I was definitely losing confidence. (3 month writers block can do that to u) Thanks so much.

biawutnow: Must I? Lol jk. Thanks for your review! Here's number 2!

AN2/ Ok here we go, it won't all be diaries, or this will only come around once in a blue moon. (very bad lol) btw, ch1 was a Mon, now it's Tues.

The final bell tolled at Kaibara High School, marking the end of a particularly long Tuesday. Kyo and Tohru stood outside waiting for Yuki. Kyo tapped his foot impatiently, why did he have to wait for that stupid Yuki? He would just as easily rather left. But Tohru was intent on waiting, she didn't mind. And he didn't want to leave her standing out there all alone. With her intelligence she'd probably be abducted. Finally at long last, Yuki emerged from the building. "Finally," Kyo snapped, "we've been out here for twenty minutes. Everyone else has gone home." Yuki looked puzzled back at his cousin; whom he hated I might add. Why was he still here?

"You didn't have to wait."

"That's not the point." He sighed and shook his head. "Let's just go then." As the conversation ended, the three teens turned to leave, but ended up crashing into a tall man. "Shishou?"

"I was wondering…if you would join me for dinner tonight." Kazuma-dono's face was exhausted and full of worry. Kyo studied his master; he seemed apprehensive and was acting very formal.

"Shishou? Are you ok? What's wrong?"

"I have something I need to talk to you about." The martial arts master replied, ignoring Kyo's questions. Kyo could sense something was wrong, and also that he wouldn't find out until dinner that night.

"Sure…"

"Good, come by at seven." And he swept away so quickly, it took Kyo a few moments to compute what had just happened. Yuki, Kyo and Tohru stared at each other for a minute, before beginning their silent walk home.

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March 17th

Good morning. It's me again. Today was the complete opposite of yesterday. First, Aktio said good morning…cheerfully. His cheerful isn't good. But then it seemed like he was ignoring me entirely. First he hates me, then he loves me, and then he's avoiding me. Not that I don't mind the last one. I'm still terrified about Saturday. I think he may be trying to get my guard down. Well it won't work. I'm stronger than that. Come to think of it, I haven't been very brave lately at all. I've shut myself out. And that's just what he wants me to do. I've fallen right into his little trap. I'm rejecting myself and curling into a ball. He's already winning. I'm such a lousy fighter. Maybe I'm destined to be nothing but Akito's pawn. Maybe I don't have a purpose. Oh, I have to go to school. I'll be back later.

Yours Truly,

Kisa Sohma

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"Haru! Do you have a camera I can borrow?" Haru looked up at Momiji standing in his room. The ox cocked his head to one side.

"What do you need it for?"

"Momo is having a dance recital, I wanted to watch!" Momiji blabbed, not even remembering that it was a secret.

"Who's taking you?" The perky fifteen-year-old looked guiltily down at his feet.

"No one…"Haru sighed.

"You know, you really shouldn't go to these things by yourself. Ask someone to go with you."

"Who? It's not like I'm going to ask Akito to go."

"What about your father?" Momiji sighed.

"Papa is going with Mama. I can't sit with them. It's ok though. I can go by myself. I've gone before. I just sneak in few minutes late, and leave early." Haru looked at his cousin in disbelief. How long had he been sneaking around? Momiji didn't really seem like the type.

"Why don't you just catch the next one? I'll go with you then. This week I'm busy."

"But she's having her first dance solo. This one's special. She might not have another one." Haru look defeated. He was out of excuses. And he couldn't let Momiji go on his own.

"Isn't there someone who could take you? I'm sure you know more adults then that. Momiji's face perked up as he got an idea.

doink

"Ha'ri!" Hatori looked up from his paperwork at the eccentric rabbit standing in his doorway. He sighed.

"What is it Momiji? I'm busy."

"Whatcha doing?" Momiji asked curiously.

"Just some internship papers." Momiji looked over, but Hatori covered it with his elbow. But Momiji had looked quickly enough to make out the name Kana. Momiji lowered his head sadly. His voice was low.

"Oh Ha'ri…" Hatori suddenly became very strict, and his voice sounded if not bloodshot.

"Momiji, I would like to be left alone." He said calmly, but on the verge of tears and anger. Momiji put a hand on his shoulder.

"But…"

"Now" Hatori growled, pointing at the door. Momiji sighed; a tear trickled down his cheek. He left the office quietly. Haru was waiting outside.

"Well, what did he…" his voice trailed off as he saw Momiji crying softly into his arm. "What's the matter?"

"It's Ha'ri…Kana…applied for an internship."

"Didn't she have one before?" he asked, sitting on the floor next to Momiji, who had slumped to the ground.

"Yes, but she's started forgetting that time in her life entirely. Something's wrong. She had given up on a medical career, but now she's interested all over again. And she doesn't know why, why she wants to come here. I heard Akito and Hatori talking about it." Momiji had finally stopped crying, but he was still sniveling. "She just got a divorce too. Suddenly, she said she felt as if her love had gone out…its just poor Ha'ri." Momiji sat up. He didn't want to be sad. Haru looked at him sympathetically.

"So who's going to take you to Momo's recital?" Momiji had forgotten about the recital.

"I don't know…I wanted to go but…" Haru interrupted.

"Maybe Sensei would take you?" Momiji got a little happier.

"Ja! Let's go ask!"

As Momiji ran away, and Haru chased after him, Hatori leaned up against the door in his office. He had been listening. Momiji felt the same way he did. But it made him happy, knowing that he cared about him that much. Despite his heavy workload, Hatori began to cry, laughing and crying at the same time. Both happy and sad. Then, unnoticed, in the corner of the room, and small device went "beep"

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Haru and Momiji walked into Shigure's house, surprised by the silence. "Shii-chan, where is everybody?"

"I don't know, but I'm hungry!" Shigure whined. Haru rolled his eyes.

"Stop acting like a puppy dog. Momiji, didn't you come here to ask him something?"

"Oh yeah! Shii-chan, will you go with me to Momo's dance recital this Friday?" Momiji handed him the flyer. "She's having her first dance by herself!" The writer's face lit up, like that of a young schoolboy.

"Oh oh! I know! We could make big signs that say "FAMILY OF THE SOLOIST!"

"Sensei…he's trying to be nondescript. He has to come a little late, and leave a little early. And he has to sit at the back so no one notices him." Shigure pouted.

"But that's no fun!"

"So you'll go!" Momiji chimed in, excited.

"It sounds fun." Momiji squealed with happiness.

"Thank you! Thank you!" he exclaimed. Shigure laughed.

"I take it Akito doesn't know that you're going?" Momiji's face fell slightly.

"No. I didn't think he'd let me." Momiji looked a little sad. "We can still go right?" he whispered hopefully. The old dog smiled a warm, genuine smiled and ruffled Momiji's hair.

"I don't see why not, as long as we're careful." Momiji grinned widely.

"Ja!" he latched onto Shigure with a big hug.

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March 17th

Dear Diary,

I've decided to hire Kana. She's starting to remember I think… I know I shouldn't, but really, I hope she does. Is that selfish of me? I wonder what Aya and Shigure will think? I know this is short, but I have a lot of paperwork and not a lot to talk about. I'll write longer next time.

H.S

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Someone knows more than they should. I'll put a stop to it. They'll never make it

A.N/ Ok, yes this is short, I planned on writing 2 pages a day Tues, Wed, and Thurs, and have it up for Friday, put I had a graduation for my sis on Wednesday, so this is 4 pgs instead of 6. O well, blame her. Haha. Next time, I'll go back to six. BE HAPPY I UPDATED! PLEASE REVIEW!

And now…some wisdom…

Aging…is inevitable…

But maturing…is optional

(Thanks to Hallmark)