S.F.S

Snape had a family

By: weat-bix

Rating: R to be safe even though I cant read it.

Warning: profanities, violence/ child abuse, abusive relationships, a relationship (I can't right happy ones but I kind of got close) and my ever different way of thinking.

Disclaimer: J.K.Rowling owns most characters, muggles. & sorta their situations. I own a weird enough mind to think of the stuff I wrote like this (as well as some other ways)

Summary: Snape had a family before but I don't think they were too nice. This is what comes when I think about that.

Category: general/angst

Spoilers: Harry Potter books even five.

A/N: ok here's the deal – don't read this if you're looking for anything with a happy ending, it has happy bitz but From book 5 one of the snape memo thingies and some unknown screams.

Snapes Monologue 11) first train trip to school

I sat alone on the train half an hour early and thought of yesterday, it still scared me, I knew I would be safe at Hogwarts now and I wasn't in pain any more but that didn't stop it from being scary. It wasn't the pain that scared me, I didn't like the pain but that was over. The glint in my fathers eye was terrifying but I was getting away from it for as longer than I had in my whole life, the smell of blood disgusted me but I was used to that and it didn't scare me. What had scared me was the rage I was filled with as he attacked my mother. I knew that at that moment if I had the power to kill him I would have, I would have done something worse than he has ever done (that I know about anyway). I knew I didn't stand a chance fighting him, he is twice my size and very strong, that was why it took me so long to attack him, I know I wouldn't feel right letting my mum cop it from him, I've don't that before it makes me feel mean, even though I know I don't stand a chance. I watched my mum take it until I couldn't stand her screams then I attacked. I would have killed him if I could and that scares me. If I was his age or if I had his strength, if it was a fair fight he would have been dead. But it wasn't a fair fight I'm eleven and he's not he had a belt and a wand and I didn't he has experience and makes people his own age scared I don't. and for once I don't mind it being a unfair fight. If I had killed him mum would have killed me, she hates him just as much when he's like that but she believes that he'll just get over it and stop, she thinks he'll go back to being himself the way he was when they got married and they can live happily ever after, she is living in a fairy tail and I told her but she refuses to accept it, she thinks she cant live without him, I think she's nuts.

Snapes Parents 17) evil?

"Debs said I was evil, I'm not am I, I can't be evil can I?" the girl said nearly in hysterics.

"Deb that Huflepuff?" the boy asked confused, hugging her.

"Yea. She said all slytherins were evil including me right to my face and then she tried to hit me like a muggle or something." She was still rambling but calming down a little in the boys arms.

"She tried to hit you?"

"And she said I was evil. You don't think I'm evil do you?"

He held her away from his face so that they were staring into each others eyes about three inches apart. "You are evil dear. But not as evil as me. And I'd love you even if you were all evil." He gave her a heart-warming and heart felt smile.

She began to back away at the start but by the time he said that he was evil she had come closer to him without even realising it. "Your not evil, your perfect."

She kissed him in a gentle but passionate kiss filled with love and unfulfillable desire. When they finally came apart he said "how can you be so sure of me? I'm a fuck up. Really what is it you want with me?"

And she replied before she even knew what she was going to say "eternity."

They sat in each others company staring at the fire from the small lounge not saying anything just holding hands and occasionally kissing, both just happy to enjoy each others company and both thinking that they could stay there forever and still want more time to stay like that.

It was long after dark on that peaceful night when she fell asleep in his arms leaning on him. He spent the few hours before he fell asleep still holding her, smoothing her hair with his fingers and enjoying the gentle smell of her perfume.

Snapes' Father 17) early violence

It was the next day that he caught up with Deb "hey Debs I think we got to have a little chat." She had already gone to bed and didn't know what he had planed, he wasn't sure she would agree with it but he couldn't let someone hurt her the way Deb had and get away with it. 'If you let someone do something to you chances are they'll do it again and again.'

"Then say what you want, I can hear you." She looked at him considering him filth unworthy his relationship with her old friend.

"A personal chat!" he said making sure she got the idea but left her friends anyway.

"Yea?" she had a mind to snap him one and thought it best to describe herself away from her housemates so she went with him anyway.

They entered the small room and he slammed the door and rounded on her using the height he had which wasn't a lot but was enough from being a average sized male "you made her cry."

"She shouldn't be with you, she's too good for you!"

"I still love her!"

"Bullshit, you're a bastard and you know it, you can't love, you're just overwhelmed that there is someone out there that doesn't hate you but if she stays with you she will hate you."

"And your one to speak, you were supposed to be her friend and you called her evil!"

"She wouldn't stop dropping hints about you, and how fucking great you were, literally or not I don't know and I don't want to know."

"And that justifies you trying to hit her." he threw Debs into the desk behind him, he might not have been very tall for a male but he was strong. She bent over from the unexpected pain.

"She can't stay with you, look at yourself, fucking violent and trying to hurt me!"

"Don't you ever try to hurt her again!" He kicked her.

"Does she know about this side of you, do you hurt her?" she asks this with full questioning eyes that show she is truly worried about her old friend despite her earlier actions.

"I could never hurt her. She is my world."

"If I ever find out otherwise –"

"Same from me if I find out that you ever try to hurt her again."

"That your word?" she asks with hatred in her voice even though she knows that his answer makes no difference.

"The honest word of an evil bastard." He says with so much truth and is the only thing he truly trusts himself on that he cares about her.

She nods and tries to hold herself up stand for her old friend she walks to the door and leaves him looking at her blood on the desk wondering if he did that to her and thinking that he had to keep himself in control to care for his love.