Thoughts and Feelings
Snape though he was sick.. how could he.. think such things about a student. No, he couldn't, oh boy.. the thoughts of that boy, below him, flooded into his mind.. again. Severus forced those images out of his head and gave up reading his book.. He hadn't had those thoughts for quite some time now, let alone what they did to him.. Snape stood up from the couch and decided to take a long /cold/ shower. He prepared his towels and was just making his way into the bathroom when he heard a knock at his door. "come in" he shouted putting the towels down on top of the bathroom counter and making his way out again. Standing in the doorway was the boy that had caused him to take the shower in the first place.. "Mr. Malfoy, " He was about to ask the boy what was the matter when he noticed the boy's tear stained face and then the outstretched arm, the left arm.. He knew what the matter was.. " I didn't want to go, I swear.. Luci-dad took me, I tried to stop my legs from moving but they just wouldn't they weren't mine anymore.." " It's OK, don't worry Draco, it's going to be fine" Snape was glad his words sounded convincing because, personally he had no idea how it would be alright.. " It hurts.." Draco said " I know it does, here, I can't guarantee it will stop the pain totally, as this is an unusual burnt, but, it will definitely decrease the throbbing" Snape said as he reached down the pocket of his robes and pulled out a small pot holding the cream he knew so well.. "I sometimes use it when He calls, you can keep this one, I'll make myself another one.." He continued opening the pot and taking some of the mixture in his fingers.. "What is it?" Draco asked as Snape gently spread it with his fingers over the Mark. "Wolfsbane and Bat-Blood cream, it is used to alleviate pain on burns and cuts." "oh.." was all Draco could answer as he felt the strong fingers of the kneeled man scrubbing his arm in small circular motions, his muscles relaxed as the pain eased almost completely off. Snape felt so powerful, so strong.. Severus could feel the eyes of the boy on him, that boy appealed to him, his words made all think he was strong and arrogant, but his silvery grey eyes held fright, the need to be loved.. Draco looked down at his teacher, he felt so protected near him, he found himself gazing at the black depths of the man's eyes, trying to capture within them any sign of feelings, and, for one second, he thought he recognised desire.. the man desired him.. As impossible as it seemed, he was wanted by someone.. was there desire in his own eyes?
I thought about ending it here but that would've been way too short.. oh god.. I feel like it's getting crappy..
Draco let his right hand travel down the man's cheek, pushing away a stray lock of that darkness, of the black hair he wanted.. Snape felt the boy's hands travel through his face, he still looked at the boy's eyes and there, once again he found the need to be loved.. maybe that was what he felt too.. the need to be loved.. He inclined his head towards that hand and he kissed it, the hand continued to travel slowly through his face caressing his cheeks and the sensitive place behind his ears... it moved towards his neck and Snape threw his head back, offering the whole of the neck for those gentle fingers to explore. Draco kneeled in front of the man, still eyeing the throat as he caressed it. His other hand moved towards the back of the neck, and with both hands he pulled the man's face forward, so that they were eye to eye again. As the boy moved his face closer Snape shut his eyes.. he had forgotten all about thinking, right now he only worried about feeling.. this felt right... Draco closed his eyes as he moved his head towards the man before him. He only felt now, he felt as his lips gently rubbed against the other man's , he felt them fit in each other perfectly, he felt the other man's tongue ask for entrance into his mouth, and once again acting only on "now" he granted it. Snape lifted his own hands, one of them travelled towards the boy's face and the other held his hips, bringing him closer. The hands that had been on his face travelled together to the back of his neck, holding each other there as the boy's body travelled towards him, his own hands now explored the boy's back. The boy wasn't as fragile as he had looked, entering his room. His shoulders were broad and muscular. One of his hands travelled upwards, feeling their way through the boy's hair, that soft silky hair. Still holding each other, they made their way towards the bed..
Snape though he was sick.. how could he.. think such things about a student. No, he couldn't, oh boy.. the thoughts of that boy, below him, flooded into his mind.. again. Severus forced those images out of his head and gave up reading his book.. He hadn't had those thoughts for quite some time now, let alone what they did to him.. Snape stood up from the couch and decided to take a long /cold/ shower. He prepared his towels and was just making his way into the bathroom when he heard a knock at his door. "come in" he shouted putting the towels down on top of the bathroom counter and making his way out again. Standing in the doorway was the boy that had caused him to take the shower in the first place.. "Mr. Malfoy, " He was about to ask the boy what was the matter when he noticed the boy's tear stained face and then the outstretched arm, the left arm.. He knew what the matter was.. " I didn't want to go, I swear.. Luci-dad took me, I tried to stop my legs from moving but they just wouldn't they weren't mine anymore.." " It's OK, don't worry Draco, it's going to be fine" Snape was glad his words sounded convincing because, personally he had no idea how it would be alright.. " It hurts.." Draco said " I know it does, here, I can't guarantee it will stop the pain totally, as this is an unusual burnt, but, it will definitely decrease the throbbing" Snape said as he reached down the pocket of his robes and pulled out a small pot holding the cream he knew so well.. "I sometimes use it when He calls, you can keep this one, I'll make myself another one.." He continued opening the pot and taking some of the mixture in his fingers.. "What is it?" Draco asked as Snape gently spread it with his fingers over the Mark. "Wolfsbane and Bat-Blood cream, it is used to alleviate pain on burns and cuts." "oh.." was all Draco could answer as he felt the strong fingers of the kneeled man scrubbing his arm in small circular motions, his muscles relaxed as the pain eased almost completely off. Snape felt so powerful, so strong.. Severus could feel the eyes of the boy on him, that boy appealed to him, his words made all think he was strong and arrogant, but his silvery grey eyes held fright, the need to be loved.. Draco looked down at his teacher, he felt so protected near him, he found himself gazing at the black depths of the man's eyes, trying to capture within them any sign of feelings, and, for one second, he thought he recognised desire.. the man desired him.. As impossible as it seemed, he was wanted by someone.. was there desire in his own eyes?
I thought about ending it here but that would've been way too short.. oh god.. I feel like it's getting crappy..
Draco let his right hand travel down the man's cheek, pushing away a stray lock of that darkness, of the black hair he wanted.. Snape felt the boy's hands travel through his face, he still looked at the boy's eyes and there, once again he found the need to be loved.. maybe that was what he felt too.. the need to be loved.. He inclined his head towards that hand and he kissed it, the hand continued to travel slowly through his face caressing his cheeks and the sensitive place behind his ears... it moved towards his neck and Snape threw his head back, offering the whole of the neck for those gentle fingers to explore. Draco kneeled in front of the man, still eyeing the throat as he caressed it. His other hand moved towards the back of the neck, and with both hands he pulled the man's face forward, so that they were eye to eye again. As the boy moved his face closer Snape shut his eyes.. he had forgotten all about thinking, right now he only worried about feeling.. this felt right... Draco closed his eyes as he moved his head towards the man before him. He only felt now, he felt as his lips gently rubbed against the other man's , he felt them fit in each other perfectly, he felt the other man's tongue ask for entrance into his mouth, and once again acting only on "now" he granted it. Snape lifted his own hands, one of them travelled towards the boy's face and the other held his hips, bringing him closer. The hands that had been on his face travelled together to the back of his neck, holding each other there as the boy's body travelled towards him, his own hands now explored the boy's back. The boy wasn't as fragile as he had looked, entering his room. His shoulders were broad and muscular. One of his hands travelled upwards, feeling their way through the boy's hair, that soft silky hair. Still holding each other, they made their way towards the bed..