September 15
I am so pissed off! Not at Mom, not at Mr. G., not at Lilly, not at Michael, and not at Fat Louie, but myself. Michael said that he wanted to have sex with me and I said I wasn't ready. Well I changed my mind! Why did Michael want a girlfriend like me! I'm so abnormal!
Things that make me abnormal
1. At school I am such a freak
2. Michael said that he wanted to have sex with me and I told him I wasn't ready. Who isn't ready to do it with Michael!
3. I am the princess of a small country called Genovia! See I am abnormal!
I'm so surprised he loves me even though I am probably the most abnormal person he has ever met. Anyway, Even though I am abnormal I have other things to worry about. So I wonder how I am going to tell Michael how I feel now. I think I should just be up front about it. Oh my gosh! He is online! I'm going to be up front about it and just tell him. I don't have much to lose.
FtLouie: Hey
SkinnerBx: Hey
FtLouie: Michael?
SkinnerBx: Yes Mia?
Ok I can do this. I am just going to be up front about it and tell him. I'm sure he'll be happy. What am I thinking! Of course he will be happy.
FtLouie: Michael. I know I said I wasn't ready to have sex with you but I changed my mind. I love you and I know you love me. I am ready and I want to do it with you ASAP!
SkinnerBx: Umm… I'm going to call your cell right now.
Is that good? I mean it must be right? He wants to talk to me about it. The cell phone is ringing now!
September 15, the loft
I remember most of the conversation so I am going to write it down.
Me: Hey.
Michael: Hey.
Me: So what did you want to talk to me about?
Michael: Mia I love you. Come to my dorm tomorrow night.
That was it. Tomorrow night is going to be the best night ever.
To be continued…