OK, sorry about this people but I'm gonna give you a full explanation of this one. I have a strange habit of apologizing for something even if I don't do it. I writing a poem in class yesterday and my friend was looking over my shoulder. She read two lines and took it completely out of context, she screamed it out loud and everyone looked at me. As usual I didn't do anything back but something snapped and well later on a yelled at her, alot. And she yelled back. So, well my friend and I got into a fight and I can't stand it because for once I don't know what I did because I had already apologized for yelling at her...So during History I came up with this little poem and she just laughed and probably threw it away, fortunatley I had thought this might happen and had written two copies. She showed this poem to all the girls in my class and well they all made fun of it...sigh...I actually put feelings into a poem and look what happens...
Dedication: to Katie, I hope you'll forgive me...or at least tell me what I did wrong...
I'm Sorry
People always ask me
Why I apologize
I told them it was a guilty conscience
But now I think those were just lies
I'm thinking now
That there is a deeper meaning
To my apologetic mind
Something that needs cleaning
I need to wipe out the darkness
That consumes my inner core
Tearing me up within
Leaving me tired and sore
It makes me feel like
I've done something wrong
So I always feel sorry
And a guilt trip goes along
It's a habit I'll have forever
It's a habit I'll never break
So I'm sorry for being sorry
Will accept my apology, for my sake?