Really, I don't spell like this for real. It was a trip to type with my eyes closed and not correct it.

Mind's Eye con't

Wednesday 02:51

I had a nightmare. I woke up to Timber howling at muy door. That was unnerving. SI came in and he let me talk for a while. He makes me think about things in a way I never thought of doing. Miss having Sue here to traslate for me. Even though I know those two talk about me …

Wednesday 13:20 (1:20 p.m.)

Today Doc said my sigt was getting better. He told me to leave the bandages off all day but to wear sunglasess even indoors. SE has about a billion so he let me borrow a pair. It was weird going to the commisary for lunch. I could hear everyone talking and could feel their stares. I'm used to it when I do something stupid but this was different, amost too mcuh. SE was with me and Red joined us. It helped to reduce the tension. I managed to eat with out amking a mess. Cant say the samae for Trip. I could hear him coing a mile away. Right on time, he fell, knowing him, he tripped on his bootlace. We were on the receiving end of his tray. It got so queit, you coulda herad a pin drop. For real. Until Shana started laughting.

Wednesday 18:00 (6:00 p.m.)

I tild Top that I wanted to see Althea asap. He told me they had her booked on a flight for Saturday. He said that he figured I would want to see her so he wnet a ahed and made arragnegments. Spelling…blenh… At least I can see the monitor a bit now. I think I'll call Sue.

Wednesday 23:41 (11:41 p.m.)

It was good to hera a friendly voice. Tlking through relay was different but not unlike this journal thing. I hpe the spelling is better. Sue thinks seeing althea si a good idea. She asked if I wanted a freidnly hand to hold.I told her I would get back to her on that. When I have the flight info.

Thursday 06:39

Best sleep I've had in a while. No nightmares or dreams. And this morning ican make out shapes and some detail. Still can't spell…. Scars are bothering me thougfh.

Thursday 09:55

Top said Althea would be coming into Andrews in the evening. I asked aabout getting of tbaase for awhile before then. He said yes but SE would take me. That's okay I kinda expected it. Don't know who I'm more afraid t see…Sue or Althea…

Thursday 16:37 (4:37 p.m.)

I'm going to kill Wayne. That stupid, arrogant, Ranger….jkl;nsvzupjngrvc

Thursday 16:51 (4:51 p.m.)

Back. Beach decided I needed to spar with him since SE wsas out on patrol. I tried to tell him about Doc's orders but no…. I mean I just can baraely see right now. It wnet okay until he started going to fast. He threw a blind side punch and caught me cold. I hae a headache now and Doc put the bandages back on. Top was not happy and Beach is…on SE's list. He has to train with SE and me tomorrwo…blindfolded.. Top says he has ti walk a mile or something like that.

Thursday 22:21 (10:21 p.m.)

Sue just called me. She said she could tell something was wrong. I told her abuot Beach's stunt. She was concerned that we got in trouble but when I told her of Beach's 'punishment' she thought it was a good idea.. She told me not to be hard on him. That it is hard on me as well. That people around me don't know how to respond and I have to be the one to teach them. She reminded me of SE and how even now the team isn't fully awared of how much he misss talking to them. That he fells closed off sometinmes. I guess tomorrow wiill be a different path for the three of us.