Last installment. ViewFinder and Seeing Clearly immediately follow this interlude..

Friday 05:00

SE had us both up early. Beach is not happy but he's trying. SE has him blacked out but good. He has tospend the whole day with me and a guy who doesn't talk. The whole day. Who should I fell sorry for.

Friday 09:26

Have a break. Doc checked my eyras and I can see as well as yesterday. I can keep the bandages off but on with the shades. He says the one place we bustd is doing okay. Outside with idlee for an hour in sthe sun while Se takes Beach for a run. Poor Beach.

Friday 13:52 (1:52 p.m.)

In light of my talk with Sue, I had lunch sent to my quzters for us. He apologized for being carelss and calling me a wuss. Now you know I tild him. We still have to do afternoon training with Stone face.

Friday 19:43 (7:43 p.m.)

Don't get me wrong, I llike SE but the man si mad. There were two gallons of water on the floor by the time me and Beach got through wrking out with him. Beach is tough on us in Pt but …. Gah… And all this blindfolded-both of us. I don't want to walk in any bodyies shjoes for a whle, not efen my own. Shjower time….

Friday 23:32 (11:32 p.m.)

Can"t sleep. Althea will be here tomorrow night. It's been a coulple of years. Next to my ucnle, she's the closedst family I have now. Do I want her to see me like this? I don't feel like the big brafve cousin she once knew. And part of me only wants to remember her as a small child. Will I see her and think of Mara? I'm scard. And I feel alnoe right now…..

Friday 23:46 (11:46 p.m.)

How does she know? Sue askedme if a star loses some of its shine does it make it less of a star?… I don't think so. Imean the only one who really know is the star and to everyohne else it is just as bright. Righr? I can be who I am. I know I have changed bu t I am still me, right? Right? AmI? The same? Do I want to be who I was?….

Saturday 02:43

I just had the weirdest dreeam. About a Light. I have had it before. It gives me such a feeilng of being whole. I wish I could hold on t it whe I am awaked. Maybe that's what Sue was trying to tell me, I can be the same and different at tehsame time.

Saturday 0 5:12

My door just went off. Somebody is pounding to save the world at freking 5 in the am…………

SE wants me dressed and ready to go in 10. I'm tired but do I want to sauy no….Oh yeha, in nice clothes, like I don't own any… More knockin…. he's brought red and ilee as fashon p9olice…. I'm gonna die…

FIN

A/N: Seeing Clearly is the sequel to this and I will start posting it shortly... See ya there!