Authors Notes- Hmmm...Thanks to my reviewers, loves the whole lot of you! Eheheh...Haru-chan is not gonna be getting Rinny back any time soon. Like I hinted, this story is not going to end happy. So there. The song is 'My Beautiful' by Lennon.
Time passes quickly, when one performs. Isuzu and Shigure's band would perform two-three times a week now. She still avoided Hatsuharu and Akito, and spent less time at home. She didn't even attend her former classmates graduation.
It was about a week after school ended, when she started getting sick. She didn't think much of it at first, but when it became more and more frequent, and she noticed other things, Isuzu put two and two together.
She was pregnant, with Shigure's child.
It sort of terrified her. Her parents would not be pleased, to say the least.
But, she wanted this child more than anything. She began to take better care of her self, and didn't cut herself as often.
Now, as she stood outside Hana's house, she tried to calm her nerves.
'this is it...I have to tell them...'
She slowly opened the door, and went inside.
Hana, Shigure, and all of their friends were there.
"Shigure..."
He looked up at Isuzu, and smiled. Getting up, he pulled her into an embrace.
"Hello love."
Being in his arms made it a lot easier.
"Shigure...we're gonna have a baby."
It took a moment to sink in. Then he hugged her even tighter, and spun her around, laughing.
Hana smiled at them, as their friends surrounded the future parents.
Shigure gently put her down on her feet, and knelt down infront of her.
"I know that I'm missing an important item right now, but that will be taken care of later.
"I've never felt this way about someone before I met you, Rin. I don't think I could manage to be without you anymore. Sumeragi Isuzu, will you stay with me, so long as we live?"
Isuzu just started crying, and nodded. She then threw herself at him.
The next day, Hana went over to the Sohma house.
"May I speak with Hatsuharu, please?"
Hatori looked at Hana, and just let her do whatever she wanted.
"Thank you."
When Hatsuharu saw Hana, he was a little shocked, yet apprehensive. Akito came down the stairs a few minutes later, wondering who he was talking to.
"Isuzu was going to do this herself, but Shigure didn't want her to stress herself unneededly. I am well aware of the circumstances that brought the two of you together, and it disgusts me."
Akito just glared at Hana. Hana just chose to ignore it.
"Isuzu and Shigure are engaged. They are also expecting their first child. Both of them have asked that the two of you not interfere in their lives. You have caused far too much pain."
Hatsuharu was silent.
Then Akito went off the deep end.
"WHAT THE FUCK DO YOU KNOW? DON'T ACT AS THOUGH YOU'RE SUPERIOR TO ME! EVERYTHING THAT THAT BITCH HAS GONE THROUGH, SHE DESERVED! I DON'T REGRET A SINGLE THING I DID! NOT ONE!"
This shocked both Hatsuharu and Hana.
"Akito? What are you talking about?"
Hana looked at Hatsuharu as though he was a retard.
"She never slept with you. She just tricked you into thinking that, so that you would go out with her out of guilt. It worked well. She had always been jealous of Rin, and didn't care if she was hurt. The fact that she was hurt made her happy. But I don't think she counted on my introducing Rin to her best friend. Its too late now though. Rin is over you, and Shigure doesn't care about Akito anymore."
With that, Hana just left Hatsuharu to deal with Akito.
That night, Isuzu performed for the last time that month. Little did she know, her family, along with Hatsuharu were in the audience.
Wake up every morning
To the sound of the radio screaming
6:30, 7:30, 8 o'clock
And I got to leave
Walk out on the street
With nothing on except
The shame of last night
And a number in my hand
Of a man I don't really need
Where do I fit in?
Where is my place here?
What do I need to say?
What do you want to hear?
Where do I fit in?
If she's in your bed
Where is my beautiful?
Late night, long day
Doesn't make much
Difference to me anyway
You called, I answered
But baby I'm only half awake
Hush little one
With you here
Everything is going to be okay
Is all you say
But what if things
Don't go that way?
Where do I fit in?
Where is my place here?
What do I need to say?
What do you want to hear?
Where do I fit in?
If she's in your bed
Where is my beautiful?
It's over, we both know,
We're both tired
Of playing the parts
I said goodbye,
You said oh well
Nothing's really lost
Call every now and then
Just to hear your voice
Talk to me
You still say
Everything's alright
But it's not
And that's something that
You're too blind to see
Where do I fit in?
Where is my place here?
What do I need to say?
What do you want to hear?
Where do I fit in
If she's in your bed
Where is my beautiful?
Where do I fit in?
Where is my place here?
What do I need to say?
What do you want to hear?
Where do I fit in?
If she's in your bed
Where is my beautiful?
They were all shocked. Kagura and Hiro hadn't heard Isuzu sing for a long time. Hatsuharu realised the song was all about him and Akito.