hey, here's one thing: since songfics are kinda banded...gonna keep doin' 'em anyway. b/c this fic won't be good w/o the songs i'm gonna have to put...well, i hope you like it here are some answerings,...btw, thanks for all the ideas of songs. really helpful:
Zodiac Kitty: Did you use Love Hina's "Todai"(Tokyo University)
for your story, or is it something else? Also, is your pen name Rin-chan meant to be like the little girl Rin who follows Sesshoumaru-sama around all the time in the anime series Inu-Yasha?
If so then cool. Keep up the good work!
Signed,
Fellow anime fanatic
Rin: one) i don't like Love Hina's. However, i do know waht Todai is...it's a buffet resturaunt (sp?) xD.
two) my name isn't meant to be like the little girl Rin who follows Sesshoumaru-sama, it's my REAL NAME! seriously, it is. but thank you nd hope you enjoy this next upcoming chapter!
starrobfreak4: So cute! Wow, this'll be a long story if they're only on their 4th day out of two weeks. Plenty of time for BB and Rae, and hopefully you won't run out of ideas, lol. Anyways, wonderful story! It's really coming along. Keep it up :D
P.S. I love Disney Land too
Rin: YEA! DISNEYLAND ROCKS!
Well, that's basically it. oh, there are more songfics chapter to come, so don't rat me out! please don't. too young to die! not to mention i'll so totally be pissed off on that person who did rat me out...
The fifth day of the first week came. It seemed like a blur or something, those past days. But still, all those moments seemed like a dream. Beast Boy sat on the couch and gaze out the window. It was a perfect day, the sun was shining and everything seemed cheerful. A walk would be nice for a day like this. Maybe Raven would – wishful thinking, why would Raven join him in a happy-happy-joy-joy walk like this? He shrugged. Deciding to go out, he left a note on the coffee table and left.
Raven woke up early morning again and started to meditate on the roof. Beast Boy wasn't up here, she noticed. She shrugged it off and kept on meditating. A certain person caught her eye. Beast Boy was leaving the tower. Part of her wanted to say she has the tower all to herself, so she should be happy; the other part felt slightly crushed. Taking the part where she should be 'happy' she walked downstairs.
She found the note that Beast Boy wrote when she walked down. Picking it up, she read it quickly and knew where to find him if she needed him. Settling down near the window, she meditated softly. But something was paining her: was she always there for Beast Boy? She wondered now that his presence was gone. Was she ever there for him? When Terra died and he was heart-broken, did she help mend it? 'I – I don't think I helped.' She thought rather sadly. She reflected on the time that Malchior broke her heart and how he tried to mend it. She sighed rather pitifully. 'Maybe I should try helping him. The way he tries to help me.' Raven thought. She helped him during this time only because she didn't want to go to Hawaii. Right now, she feels self-centered.
Will I always be there for youWhen you need someone
Will I be that one you need
Will I do all my best to
To protect you
When the tears get near your eyes
Will I be the one that's by your sideBeast Boy sat at the bench in the park and looked up at the bright blue sky. He remembered when Raven was just over with Malchior – how her eyes looked. They were dull to put it bluntly. Not only that, her facial expression was even worse. And he couldn't do much but to make slight jokes to get her to smile again. As if his jokes ever worked.
Still, he loved Raven, he knows it, and if he loves her, he'd do anything for her. 'But how?' he thought. 'She always pushes away help, no matter how much she needs it.' Didn't want it to sound mean, but it came out that way. Raven nursed him while he was sick and she could've been at Hawaii, maybe he should repay her.
Will I be there when you call me in the middle of the nightWill I keep the rain from falling down into your life
I promsie, I promise
I promise I will
Raven sat there staring at the letters on the note. The rather scrawny writing of Beast Boy, she just stared at it. 'How can I help him?' she thought. As much as she hated it, she feels like she hasn't done much of help. 'I want to help him.' Raven thought. 'In repayment.' She added quickly.
She leaned back on the couch and stared out the window. Beast Boy had tried to help her in many times and in many ways. And when Rage almost ran loose in her mind, he stayed to help. No matter what, he always seemed to be there for her. Guilt rang true and pure in Raven's heart. 'Have I really been that useless?' she thought sadly.
Will I take tender care of youTake your darkest night
And make it bright for you
Will I be there to make you strong
And to lean on
When this world as turned so cold
Will I be the one that's there to hold?Beast Boy shuffled his foot on the pavement as he walked. He looked back to when he was sick. He could've sworn he has gone delirious during that time. But still, he still felt Raven's cool hand on his forehead stroking his brow before he could fall asleep. And how she was with him day and night to help him.
'I should really thank her,' he thought. 'But how?' He thought back to what Raven would like. 'Books? No, I don't know what type of books she likes.'
Will I be there when you call me in the middle of the nightWill I keep the rain from falling down into your life
I promise, I promise
I promise I will, yea
Will I be there when you call me in the middle of the night
Will I keep the rain from falling down into your life
I promise, I promise
I promise, I promise
I promise I will, yeaRaven hesitated as she thought about telling Beast Boy that she'll always be here for him – just like what he's done for her. But fear griped her heart, what would this mean? Promising her presence whenever he required it, does it mean it in a romantic affection? Or just friendship. 'We're just friends!' she thought stubbornly. 'Love is just…I'm not going to love anymore.'
But, is this really right? Raven not loving anymore – well, that fits her demeanor quite well, but is it the truth? She crumpled the paper in hesitation and felt sweat building up in her palms. She looked down and felt her heart pounding furiously.
And I love you more every dayAnd nothing will take that love away
When you need someone
I'll promise I'll be there for youBeast Boy came back to the tower with something in his pockets. He saw Raven sitting on the couch with his notes crumpled in her hands. His heart did a flip, 'Is she angry?' he thought scared. He clutched the thing that was in his pockets. 'Please doesn't let her kill me. I mean, I left a note, so shouldn't she be less angry?'
"Uh…I'm back?" he greeted nervously. Raven looked him squares in the eye and he felt tension rising up his back. "Look, if you're mad, please don't be – "
"Mad?" she echoed. "Why would I be mad?" Beast Boy paused. 'So I was worrying for nothing,' he sighed and smiled. "Uh…I want to tell you something. I've been…well, you've always been there for me and I couldn't help but to feel like I haven't ever done anything at all."
"What do you mean? You helped me when I was sick and…and you tried your best." Beast Boy hesitated. She's actually partially right; she hasn't been trying to help for a while. But he couldn't blame her. "So I want to…"
"I just want to say that if you need anything – any help, I mean, you can always come to me for help. I'll be there, I promise." Raven finally said.
Will I be there when you call me in the middle of the nightWill I keep the rain from falling down into your life
I promise, I promise
I promise I will, yeah…Beast Boy's eyes widen and smiled. "Thanks, I'll remember that," he said truthfully. He gripped the thing in his pockets. "And…uh, well I remember seeing you look at this in the mall. And this is a thanks…for helping me." He shoved out the light blue gem that Raven saw not so long ago. (AN: look at chapter two if you do not remember)
Raven gasped. "Y-you…you…I can't accept this." Raven said firmly. She pushed it back. Beast Boy shoved it back at her, rather rudely so she'd keep it, and nodded saying,
"Yes you can! It's a gift from me to you! It's a thank you," he grunted. Raven looked at the gem in her palm and looked at Beast Boy.
"T-thank you," she whispered softly.
"No, I should be the one thanking you." Beast Boy said smiling into her face. Raven looked away unable to see him eye-to-eye. There was something about it that made her feel queasy. "Put it on," he suggested. "It'd look great on you!" Raven undid the clasp and fumbled with it. "Here, let me help," he said. Beast Boy slowly did the clasp as the gem hung on Raven's neck.
"I always will be here for you, you know," Raven said truthfully. "It's just…I don't know how to help sometimes."
"Well, it's not really your style, is it?" he laughed. Raven frowned not smiling at the comment.
"I'm not sure," she replied. "Just come to me…when you need help, okay?" She said it off rather roughly and unsure.
Beast Boy smiled. "Yea, I will." He promised. She nodded and touched the stone on her neck.
"T-thank you for this…I didn't think…I just – thanks." Raven muttered hesitantly.
"No problem." Beast Boy said. "It's my thanks." Raven nodded. "How do you think they're doing at Hawaii?" he asked. Raven shrugged.
"I just hope they don't get sunburned. Healing all that would kill me," she sighed. "Most likely, it's their fault for not having sun block."
"Didn't they pack it?" he asked.
"Yes," she replied. "Doesn't mean they'll put it on."
"Well, it's no worries for Cyborg!" Beast Boy laughed. Raven's lips pursed into a thin line. "Sorry, not funny." They both know the pain Cyborg is in because of his condition. Yet, he still serves other with what he has become.
Beast Boy's leaned back. It was still late morning, a whole day before them. Raven sat there staring at the gem, Beast Boy smiled. 'She likes it,' he thought. 'Finally, something I did right!' He watched the clock tick to 10:00, then got up.
"Where are you going?" Raven asked.
"I'm kinda hungry," he admitted. Raven got up and walked to the kitchen.
"Waffles?" she asked. Beast Boy smiled and nodded.
here you are, and there you go! okay, i've got enough songs so yea, no more ideas, so sorry if you have one. but if it's really good and you really wanna see it on (like badly, like it's buggin' u in ur sleep) then go ahead. but otherwise, enjoy! - Rin-chan