well, thank you for revewin! and i'm sorry about makin' them fight...but it's all part of the plot...well, time to answer questions! THANK YOU GUYS FOR THE 200 REVEIWS! Y'ALL ROCK!
quite-a-shame: WHAT DID YOU DO? It was semi-fine at the end of the last chapter. Then, you blow it into proportions like this. cries They're never going to get together. sobs Keep writing, sniffle and update soon.
Rin: uh...there there? well, it's all to better right? now suck it up and read! by the way...nice "No Terra" dance...
darkpj: ok im josh nice to meet u ok so far its been intresting and fun and now it has all turned good suspence is great now raven hast to look at the neckless and feel guilty and she goes to him and tells him shes sorry that she blew up he says its ok he didnt mean it the way he said it and hes sorry that it mad her feel bad and then he huggs her. and she huggs back and then he just says it and bamb shes like i love u two. wee great then end and the suspence it there what happends next.
Rin: uh...was this suppose to make sense? well, uh, thanks for reveiwin...but...nvm...
FantasyObsessed: UPDATE SOON OR FEEL MY WRATH! Just kidding! (maybe...) I feel so bad for both of them! UPDATE!
Rin: i'll update...but i'm not afraid of your wrath (gets ready to fight) well, thanks for reveiwing!
Akiyhrah: aw... I was hoping BB would like, pounce on her and kiss her... that's one way to say sorry!
Raven: that'll just give me reason to kill him even more!
Rin: HEY! i'm the one answering these questions...but...what she said is right...that's one way to say sorry, not the right way though...still...nice idea, i guess?
Lupine-Spirit: Wow... angsty... lol.
The gnomes are just... well... gnomes... AND THEY WILL ATTACK IF YOU DON'T UPDATE SOON! lol. sorry. random spasmodic neurosis. lol.
Anyhoos, it does sound like an ep in a few ways: Raven getting REALLY angry at Beast Boy and he feels like it's all his fault and she feels sorry she was so hard on him, yadda yadda yadda. ya. Um, so update soonish and... um... yeah!
.Aurora
Rin: well, i suppose this is soonish...and, uh, go gnomes?
Billy: THEY MUST BE TOGETHER
Rin: huh?...of course they'll be together! I DID NOT GO THROUGH THIS WHOLE FIC SO THEY WONT BE TOGETHER!
bianca rivers: aw... im loving this fic so far. cant wait until y acome with the next chappie! and kelly clarkson rox. perfect song for a perfect fic!
Rin: wow, thanks...and i know kelly clarkson rocks...
FirefliesWish : oh:) i'm very much in love with this story! There are very few BBRae fics where they are not OOC, and this is one of them! Best of all, it works! Conflicts are well done and they just beg readers to read on...sorry I can't report speller/grammer problems at the moment--too busy focusing on the overall plot. Update soon! I'll sit here and wait.
Rin: wow, thanks...i'm flattered. i get them in character probably because i watch too much TT and i'm a lot like Raven...
Stardog3434: This story was great even though it was short. I can't believe they don't think they're meant to be! I hope in the next chapter they will apologize. I don't want them mad at each other for the whole five days! Oh and I like the lyrics u put in this story. "Behind These Hazel Eyes" is perfect for this chapter. Oh and don't worry about having writer's block. Every1 has it...even me. Pwease update! Love this story!
Rin: yea, i hate writer's block...but i'm rid of it now...i hope...and well...four more days left...o0o...
ILUVBBRAE: Ofcourse I won't throw anything at you! You're story's too dang good! Nothing wrong with Raven, or BB. BB shouldda never opened his big mouth to make Rae feel this way!
Rin: (sighs) so you won't thow anything...good...
N.C. PsyChick: Good job with this! Quick question: Doesn't Raven have healing powers? I thought she could just, y'know, zap and her cut would be gone. Meh. Update soon please!
Rin: yea, but it's all falling into a little plot thingymagiggy...
Rebound: I love this fic horrible place to leave off lol... gives you magic powder to get rid of the writers block hope to see an update soon..
Rin: thanks...and the writer's block is fully cured! thank you!
The tenth day; Raven got up thinking everything between them both was over. "There was nothing between us," she said to clear her mind. "There never was and never will be…it was all just in my head!" she buried her face in her pillow. She was surprise to find it damp…"I was crying?" she murmured. "Then why wasn't anything destroyed?" she directed to her powers. Pulling herself up she found that some metal substances melted to the point where it looked like nothing. Luckily her mirror was undamaged. She found it hard to get up just to meditate when you felt broken-hearted.
"Just meditate and clear my mind," she told herself while she sat cross-legged in a ready meditation position, "Azarath Metrion Zinthos, Azarath Metrion Zinthos," she whispered softly feeling herself rising up. Good, she felt herself clearing up…and Timid taking its place with the others. "Azarath Metrion Zinthos, Azarath," then something interjected…a single image of Beast Boy…how he looked yesterday when she went to get some tea. She felt herself fall and some power slip from her. Quickly putting herself back together, she got up to see the damage. A blown-out bulb…literally, not that bad.
I can't get out of bed today
Or get you off my mind
I just can't seem to find a way
To leave the love behind
I ain't trippin
I'm just missing you
You know what I'm saying
You know what I mean, yea
Raven bit her lips. Why is it that she felt herself looking back into the pass? And now just because of one stupid argument she found herself crying herself to sleep? That isn't healthy! This isn't like her! Raven looked down not bothering to meditate anymore. "If we're not meant to be…then why is it that I still feel like this?" She frowned and let her cloak hang onto her shoulders. A single image of Beast Boy looking like that was able to make her falter in her deep meditation.
You kept me hangin' on a string
Why you make me cry?
I try to give you everything
But you just gave me lies
I ain't trippin'
I'm just missing you
You know what I'm saying
You know what I mean
"How hard is it just for me…to say sorry?" she cried. "Is it that hard for him to forgive me?" She gave a soft cry in surprise to what she just said. "So…it is my fault," she looked away from what she was staring at and into her own reflection. "Was it all my fault? That I just overreacted?
Every now and then
When I'm all alone
I've been wishing you would call me on the telephone
Say you want me back
But you never do
I feel like such a fool
There's nothing I can do
I'm such a fool for you
"THAT'S IT!" she cried. "Tea, herbal tea should help me calm my nerves. It always does." She got up slowly and walked out of her room. She tugged her cloaked tight around her body. She felt strange, her heart was beating so fast like she was about to go on trail with a jury. She squeezed her eyes shut and opened them again to see that she nearly bumped into the living room door. Placing her hand on the door, it swished open. And there was Beast Boy, sitting there looking like a slump.
She opened her mouth trying to greet him but nothing came out. Awkwardly, she closed her mouth, her heat beating faster than ever. 'Just say it,' she thought to herself. 'Just say I'm sorry and get over with it. Quit acting like nothing's wrong and go on with this damn life!' she took out the tea leaves and boiled water – just like her usual routine. 'I don't want to act like I don't care.' She cried out in her mind. 'I'm just…I'm just afraid…afraid that he might,' she didn't even want to think of the result.
I can't take it
What am I waiting for?
My heart's still breaking
I need you even more
And I can't fake it
The way I could before
I hate you, but I love you
I can't stop thinking of you
It's true
I'm stuck on you
Raven's body moved without her will. Her arm kept shaking, but she kept moving. 'Just tell him!" she wanted to say. But she couldn't say it, but she wanted to! Her heart started to bump quickly – faster than ever. She glanced back slowly at Beast Boy. "Ah," was all she got out of her mind, but it was so soft that he didn't even hear her…and the room was silent, too. She sighed and walked out.
"If I just want to, just say it…but why can't I just get over my fear and say it?" she thought slumping down onto the floor.
Now love's a broken record
That's been skipping in my head
I keep singing yesterday
Why we got to lay these games we play
I ain't trippin'
I'm just missing you
You know what I'm saying
You know what I mean
Every now and then when I'm alone
I've been wishing you would call me on the telephone
Say you want me back
But you never do
I feel like such a fool
"I'm not getting anywhere moping around like this. I have to say something…I want to tell him I'm sorry…but I can't," she sighed, her voice wailing slightly. "This is so pathetic! I can't believe this is happening to me…"
She walked up and looked at herself in the mirror. "No matter how much I say I can, I can't unless I do something about it!"
And I can't take it
What am I waiting for?
My heart's still breaking
I miss you even more
And I can't fake it
The way I could before
I hate you, but I love you
I can't stop thinking of you
It's true I'm stuck on you
Every now and then
When I'm all alone
I've been wishing you would call me on the telephone
Say you want me back
But you never do
I feel like such a fool
There's nothing I can do
I'm such a fool for you
Raven got up. She can't get him out of her mind. The way he looked when she just ignored him…
"Sitting around here doing nothing won't get me anywhere! I … I have to tell him, otherwise this is going to keep me going like this forever!" she cried. "Just calm down, meditate…" she meditated for a while and when she felt like she got it okay, she let herself down.
And I can't take it
What am I waiting for?
My heart's still breaking
I miss you even more
And I can't fake it
The way I could before
I hate you, but I love you
I can't stop thinking of you
It's true I'm stuck on you
She got up and walked out hoping Beast Boy would still be in the living room. Her heart pounded loudly in her ears. "This isn't something major…actually it is," she went on talking to herself until she stopped. "Okay, just calm down."
She walked into the room, and felt her heart stop. She breathed in and looked at Beast Boy. He didn't return the glance or anything, just sat there slumping down. She reached out trying to catch his attention.
"Beast Boy,"
"Raven," they spoke at the same time. "I'm sorry!"
"For what?" she asked. "You weren't the one who…"
"What I said, I shouldn't've said that. I'm sorry," he said.
"I'm sorry, too. I overreacted, I didn't…it's probably true…what you said," she whispered. She closed her eyes. "We have four more days left; I don't want things to be really tense between those days."
"I…friends?" Beast Boy asked sticking his hand out. She smiled and took the hand.
"Sure," she replied. Beast Boy sighed. 'Back to square one…better than where I was before,' he thought. Raven found that he was still holding her hand and pulled back. "Sorry," he said. Raven shook her head.
"It's okay," she replied. "I'm just glad we're okay again."
"Yea, me, too." He said.
"Well, I guess it's almost time that the others came back, isn't it?" said Raven. "To be honest, I really had a good time with you…surprisingly," she added quickly.
"Yea, same here…it's kinda sad that they're coming back," he said. "Not that it's bad having them around," he continued immediately. 'Yes it is! I still need to tell Raven I'm in love with her! I can say it a million times in my mind but can only squeak when it's the outside.'
back to square one, eh? well, i hope you like this. i'm working on the fourteenth chapter already...wow, fourteenth...awesome...and once again, thank you for reveiwing! just next time, tell me before you enter my story into a C2 thing, please? thank you...i hope you enjoy this. next chapter is about to come...sooner or later...hopefully sooner...