She watched as the rain danced its way down the window.It was storming outside and it did not look pretty. She sighed as she sat , worried about Harry and Ron. 'Oh, I do hope they made it home alright.'
There was a click and her head flew towards the direction of the door. It was only Draco.For a second she thought it was Lucius.
"What are you doing," Draco asked as he walked over to her and gave her a kiss on the shoulder.
"I," she said as she moved her shoulder away "am watching the rain and praying Harry and Ron got back safely."
"Still worrying over them," he asked.
"Yes, I am," she replied. "So how was dinner?"
"It was fine except for every five minutes I had to explain to mother why you weren't there."
"Well I'm sorry if I don't want to have to be under your father's glare for another moment."
"Its your fault," Draco mused as he played with her hair.
"Don't you think I know that," she spat "but I'd rather recieve his wrath than Harry."
"Did you know, you're even prettier when you cower in fear," Draco said as he smelled her hair. He sighed greatly. The smell of her hair always soothed him.
"I did not cower in fear," she snaped as she turned to face him.
"Besides," she added "what made you think of that?"
"Well I guess from the fact that all of the color drained from your face when I opened the door. I know you thought it was my father."
"Even greatwitches have flaws ," she retorted.
"I don't doubt that," he said as he leaned down and kissed her lightly on the lips.
" Your flaw," he sated as he stood above her "is that you fear my father and his power."
"Well, Mr. I know Everything, what's your flaw," she said with a smirk.
These past few days she had become used to his smart comments and learned how to deal with his cockyness. She wouldn't say she fell in love with him. She just learned how to withstand him.
"My flaw," he said with an unintended but dramatic pause "is being in love with you."
"Draco," she whispered "then fall out of love with me."
"Don't you think I would if I could!"
He suddenly became very defensive. Hermione tried to place a hand on his shoulder as he walked away but he just threw it off.
"I Love you! I love you," he cried to her. "If I could I would forget all about you, but I can't! It would make so many things easier if I didn't love you. We'd both be happy. You would be with the Glorious Potter and I'd marry a woman my father picked out for me."
"I'm sorry Draco," she said "its not easy for my either."
She started to cry as he walked towards the door. These tears had been threatening to overflow all day and now was the time they were to come.
"Draco, please," she cried out to him "Don't go!"
He turned around to look at her. She ran to him and threw her arms around him.He didn't accept her hug. He felt it was only out of pitty.
"Draco," she mumbled through her tears and his cloak "I can't take this anymore. If I love you, will you promise me this will all stop."
"You know I would if I could ," he said as he moved her hair from her eyes.
The words of love couldn't make her tears stop coming though. The only thing she could think to do was kiss him.
She let out all of her fears, anger, and passion out in that one kiss. " I love you," she said to him as she pulled off his cloak.
When his cloak had falen to the ground he brushed her hair back and looked at her "You look horrible."
She started to laugh knowing he had to be right. "Well, you caused me to be this way." She smiled at him before she started to rip off the rest of his clothes.
As she was pulling his shoes off he took the liberty of locking the door. Not long after he was standig there in his boxers and she still fully dressed in her night gown.
"Well now this isn't going to work," he said.
He walked up to her slowly. She bit her lip in fear, she had never been this intimate with anyone before.
He grabbed holt of the cloth on her hips and slowly worked the gown upwards till she was only there in her underwear. She stood there not knowing what to do. He knew this but he wanted to watch her in her beauty.
"God, she's beautiful," he said before walking up to her.
His cold hands wrapped around her legs s he picked her up and carried her to the bed. As he placed her down he gave her gentle kisses down her neck.
"Draco," she said desperately before he started to kiss her stomach.
"Don't worry. I won't hurt you."
When he reached her underwear he made his way back up. Hermione met him with a warm wet kiss. His hands snaked their way to her back and he gracefully took off her bra and tossed it across the room.
"Draco, I...I...I dont know if I can do this," she whispered to him as she shook in his arms.
He put a finger to her lips as he made his way down and licked one of her nipples. She let a moan of pleasure as he continued with his work. Soon he made his way down to her underwear ,the only clothing left on her body.
As he pulled her underwear off she started to breath faster and faster. She didn't care what happened she just wanted him to devour her.
She looked down at his boxers and noticed he had quite a huge bulge which only made her blush even more. She screamed out in pain when she felt draco's cold fingers go inside of her. They pumped their way in and out. The pain was soon washed over with pleasure though.
Draco pulled his fingers out and licked them clean of her.
"Now time for the fun part," he said as he smirked at her. He put her hands on the waistband of his boxers and she slowly pulled them down. Though the whole time she never took her eyes off Draco.
He plunged into her as she was looking into his eyes. The pain was almost unbearable . She screamed in pain and wrapped her arms tightly around his neck.
He wrapped her legs around his waist as she held him close. He pulled out of her only to go back in. He started to go at a slow rythmic pace. She was crying from the pain but it was slowly subsiding.
He noticed her tears and started to whisper sweet nothings. As the passion grew between the two he started to go at a faster pace. She came before he did and she had a sigh of relief and pleasure.
He didn't go for much longer till he came. He pulled himself out again and pulled her closer to him if that was even possible. With a swish of his hand they were both under covers. She didn't say much and he really didn't blame her. He kissed her on the head. She was slowly falling asleep.
"Don't worry," he said "the first time always hurts the most."
She didn't take these words as words of comfort though. Yes, it was a wonderful feeling and it was perfectly okay that she did this. She was married to him but somewhere in the back of her mind she still had feeling for Harry.
'Why can't I just love Draco,' she thought to herself as she pretended to be asleep.
She finally went to sleep last night, when Draco had woken up and walked around downstairs. To make things even worse all of her dreams last night were filled with Harry and her.
That morning Hermione got up and was met downstairs by Draco. He looked happier than ever and she just smiled at him. It was a weak smile but it was all she could seem to muster up.
Draco noticed and became painfully jealous. He waited untill she ate breakfast and walked with her upstairs.
"Hermione," Draco said "are you regretting last night?"
"Yes," she said so quitely she didn't think he heard her, but he did.
"Why," he asked about to explode with anger and jealousy "It is because of Potter?"
She didn't answer she just looked away. She couldn't seem to look him in the face.
"Is it!"
"Yes," she cried to him as she shot her back to him "I'm sorry! Okay! I wish I didn't feel this way but I do."
"So last night was nothing to you," he asked seething.
"It was something, it was great. Though I don't really think that that helped our problems, now did it!"
He glared at her and she just broke down and cried. She always loathed him and disliked him but at this moment she almost felt she hated him.
" How dare you stand there ,in your jealosy, and make me feel like crap!This is partially your fault remeber!"
She wiped her eyes and headed for the door.
"Where are you going ?" She didn't answer him though. "Hermione," he screamed.
"What!" She turned to his direction angrily. He threw the desk in front of him into the wall which slightly frightened her.
"Draco," she quivered as she steped back. he made his way up to her. She slammed into the door.He blocked her in with his arms and locked the door.
"Draco, what are you doing," she whispered.
He crushed his lips onto hers and she couldn't help but respond. He looked into her yes before whispering in her ear.
"This will be a quick one."
A/N: Okay, it's finally here! I hope y'all like it! And I know the grammar is bad. I would check the grammar and spelling but after I finish writing it the last thing I want to do is check over it.I don't use Microsoftworks , I use Notebook and it doesn't have spell check I'm thinking about switching .Anyways.. I hope you like this chapter I was extremely hesitant about making it. For one reason i didn't know what to write for it. Well thanks for all the reviews and I'm finally sure with what I'm gonna do for the rest of story! So I'm pretty excited! Well I have to go but I'll update as soon as possible!
Patricia