Finding What You Never Had

When Lizzie loses something important in her life it will take all her strength to recover something she never knew she had. She falls in love many times along the way. Has L/G

HEY! SORRY IT TOOK ME SO LONG TO GET THIS CHAPTER OUT! IT'S BEEN HARDER WITH SCHOOL STARTING! ENJOY!

Chapter 7: Do I have it all?

WARNING! THIS CHAPTER HAS SEX SCENES IN IT! PLEASE DON'T READ IT IF YOU WILL BE OFFENDED! THANKS

Mr. Casteel called Lizzie a few days later to talk about her money and investments she should make. Lizzie ended up telling him that she should just invest it all. She didn't need any of it right now.

Lizzie had thought long and hard about her tickets to New York. She had several conversations with Miranda about them, each ending with Miranda telling her to take Adam.

Lizzie wasn't sure that she wanted to share a hotel room with Adam. She didn't want that level of commitment yet. But on the other hand, Lizzie really thought she should take Adam. After all, he did find her mother for her. It was Miranda who ended up making the decision for her.

"Lizzie, I want you to take Adam wit you to New York."

Lizzie looked at her curiously and asked, "Why?"

"Well," Miranda began, "Josh and I talked about going on a trip together and the week that both of us can do It is the week that you are going to New York. She explained while she fidgeted.

"Oh! But if you want me to go I can cancel plans with Josh!" She quickly said. But muttered, "Just as we are getting to the peak in our relationship."

"Wait! What? I didn't know that you and Josh were getting that serious yet!

Miranda blushed, "I guess we are. We have gotten more serious since graduation... I think I love him!" She gushed.

"Miranda! Really! You love him?" Lizzie gazed at her wondering what it would be like to be in love.

"I think, I know I feel more for him than I have for anyone else. I get butterflies just thinking about him. I know I love him!"

"Oh Miranda! I am so happy for you! Where are you guys going?"

"He said it was a surprise! I'm so excited! He said it was very important that we go on this trip. I wonder why!" She squealed.

"Oh yeah! I wonder!" Lizzie rolled her eyes. The she looked like a light bulb had just lit.

"Miranda! Have you guys... slept together?"

Miranda turned beet red and looked away.

"MIRANDA! Did you guys use anything?"

"His dick!" She gasped and quickly covered her mouth. Both girls started giggling uncontrollably.

Adam walked in about one minute later and the girls had water in their eyes from laughing so hard.

"Hey, what's going on?" Adam asked.

They both shut up quickly as Lizzie answered sweetly.

"Nothing!"

"Okay." He said as he looked as though he didn't believe her. "Josh is downstairs, he looked nervous talking to me." Adam looked confused.

Both girls busted out laughing.

Adam shook his head and muttered something that sounded suspiciously like "women" under his breath.

"Your man is waiting!" Lizzie gave Miranda a shove towards the door.

"Hey baby!" Adam moved towards Lizzie as soon as Miranda was out. Lizzie stood on her toes to kiss Adam.

"Hey! Are you coming to my house for dinner? Miranda is going to have Josh over and I want you there too."

"Of course! What are we having?"

"I don't know!" Lizzie laughed.

"Oh! And Gordo is bringing some girl Alyssa. Apparently she is in 11th grade and a cheerleader." Lizzie tolled her eyes as she thought why does Gordo want some cheerleading slut?

"Ahh!" Adam raised his eyebrows. "I wouldn't mind if you were a cheerleader!"

"Adam!"

He laughed and kissed her again.

She put herself into the kiss and his hand found the hem of her shirt.

She tingled with fire as his fingers grazed her flat stomach.

"God your beautiful Liz." Adams hand started to creep under her shirt and soon, to his delight, he discovered she wasn't wearing a bra and his hand cupped her breast.

She gave a barely audible moan as he took his own shirt off.

My God! He is so build! He is like a Greek god! Lizzie thought as she looked up at him.

He looked down at her greedily and pulled her shirt the rest of the way off.

His mouth quickly went down to her nipples and started sucking.

She ran her fingers through his hair in complete ecstasy.

He stopped for a moment and she groaned. "Don't stop."

"I'm just getting started babe." He replied.

He took her mouth onto his and ran his tongue over her teeth. Her tongue met his and they played for a bit.

Soon Adams hands were at the zipper of Lizzie's pants. He tugged at it slightly, as if asking to enter.

She shook her head feverishly and he unzipped her pants and pulled them down to her ankles. She had to kick them the rest of the way off.

"Holy Shit!" Adam cursed as he saw her red lace thongs. "Are you trying to kill me?"

Lizzie giggled and crossed her legs over to tease him.

He growled at her and spread her legs.

He rid her of the lace and plunged two of his fingers into her.

Lizzie cried out and looked up at him. He was looking at her and their eyes locked.

Soon his fingers were occupied with ridding himself of his pants and boxers and he was on top of her, but not in her.

H moved carefully not wanting to hurt her. He knew she was a virgin. As he entered her she gasped and made him quickly look down at her to see if she was okay. Adam was a very gentle lover.

Soon their hips were moving in a slow, rhythmic motion and they got faster in minutes.

At the end of the night both had forgotten about going to Lizzie's for dinner.

As Adam turned over he whispered, "I love you Lizzie." Then he fell asleep.

But Lizzie couldn't sleep. She stayed awake pondering love and if she and Adam had it.

A/N Hey! I hope you liked it! I am sorry I took so long to update! I hope it wont take that long again! Thanks for reading. Now I hope you review! Mandy