"Do I get to come home soon?" I want to go home. I'm never gonna to it ever again. I don't want to die now. I want to live. He knows that, but the doctors say that I need to stay here for a while, forever.
"I hope so." They want me to live in a place like this for the rest of my life. Seto won't let that happen. "The doctors tell me that they want to transport you to a mental insatiate up north."
"Are you gonna let them?"
"Of cores not. The only problem is that, your social worker won't be happy about that." I have a social worker?
"I have a social worker?" He nodded.
"You had one since I adopted you. But don't worry about all that stuff, that's for me to worry about." Dose he actually think that that would work? Um, no. Of cores I'm gonna worry about it. "She told me that I need to think about what is best for you, and I am. I know that you need to stay here and you would be miserable in some nut house." He's right. I would be miserable as hell. My camera is in my hand, I don't feel like taking any pictures though. "It will all be ok, I promise you." I love my brother's eyes. They are so cool. Blue.
"I know it will. I'm just ready to go home."
"Can I ask you something?"
"Anything?"
"Is it because I left?" I did it because he had taken a week more than he said it would. And he had my camera.
"I don't know why I did it. I didn't even want to do it. I saw myself throw the razor blade across the room. Its weird." I got rid of it, I did. I know I did.
"I was worried at I had done it, that because I had taken your camera, that I had left. I was worried I drove you to do it."
"You do know that you were gone a week longer than you said you would be?"
"I was gone 2 days longer than I said I would be." Oh.
"When you have no concept of time or Date, that 2 days felt like a week."
"I'm sorry. I knew that you were doing better, and I figured, what trouble could you get into? So I left. I did take some pictures in Paris for you." He motioned to a stack of pictures on the bedside table. They were cool. He was a good photographer. Much better than me.
"You thought I was doing better?"
"Yea, I mean you and Ekimo were close and I guess-"
"She broke up with me."
"Why?"
"We'll I guess Her mom broke up with me. She said that I was dangerous."
"If I would have known that I won't have left."
"I know."
"So why didn't you tell me?"
"Because I didn't want you to think I was gay."
"So, I would think your gay, because your girlfriends mom doesn't want to be together?" Since he puts it that way, it dose sound kinds dumb. I laughed.
"That is kinda stupid isn't it?"
"Yea. And Even if you were gay, I won't care."
"Don't lie, I know you would. And believe me, after that dream with Ishizu, I know I'm not gay." He laughed.
"Same here."