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They didn't think he could hear them talk among themselves in the dark. They didn't think he could see them slink off and question him among themselves.

He did notice.

He always noticed.

All the detective techniques he learned from when he lived with.........no he wouldn't say it. He left that life the behind. He knew he had to go back but it was too soon for him. Too many unresolved arguments.........to much had to be forgiven.........it had been almost a year since the last time he saw him. Almost a year since he had been called that man's.........no that creature's 'son'.

That creature knew where he was yet he kept no means of contact with him. He didn't call every day like he used to just because of a stupid little fight. He hurt Robin in spirit so many times that he didn't think that this time would be any different .........but it was. This time he went too far. He didn't realize that the only reason Robin worked so hard for him was because he wanted his praise and his approval. He never got any.........

Robin was in his room. The lights were off and the curtains were shut tightly.

The Titans could never understand. They were all happy.........even Raven. Robin could tell, even if she didn't show it, that she was happy at the tower. He didn't want to smile so he stopped talking to his team outside of battle. He wanted to become distant from them because he didn't deserve their happiness. He didn't deserve anything but the darkness of his mind.

He looked over at the glowing number son his alarm clock.

11:59

One more minute until he had to face another anniversary alone. It was the seventh year of his parent's death. His REAL parents.........he would never really be the son of that careless monster.

The clock face changed and it was midnight.........the start of the day......... the day that just brought painful memories. With his head in his hands he rubbed his eyes and tugged at his hair.

Just like every year before the thoughts came without warning. The same lines.........the same memories.........just like every year before this one. Except that this year was partly different. He wasn't part of a team for the past years. Now he was. What was he going to tell them if they noticed that something was different?

He let them die!!

He stood up and flung the clock at the wall. It broke and pieces of it flew everywhere.

It was all his fault!!

He threw a bird-a-rang at his window, cutting through his curtain and shattering the glass, letting moon light shine in his room.

He was too slow!!

He threw his bed across the room.

He should have noticed!!

He tossed the papers off his desk.

He should have done something sooner!!

He kicked over his lamps, they shattered.

He should have warned them!!

He pulled the light out off his ceiling.

They died!!

He tore papers off the walls

His fault!!!

He smashed his computer.

His entire fault!!!

He turned and smashed his hand into the wall by the door.

"WHY!!" he screamed. "I did nothing! Why didn't I notice?! Why couldn't I save them?!"

"Why?!" he fell to his knees and grabbed at his hair. He didn't get up but just looked around his room that was totally destroyed.

He had never been that upset in his life. He had never destroyed his room that badly before.

"I could've been so happy!" he screamed again but this time there were tears in his eyes. "Why did you have to take them?! Why couldn't you have made me see sooner what was going on?!"

He got up and took a flying leap out his broken window cutting his leg in the process.

'It's my entire fault!'

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They heard noises.

Crashes and bangs.

The shattering of glass.

Thumps and yells.

It was Robin, it was always Robin.

One by one they each left their rooms and met in the hallway outside his room. They didn't know if they should go in or just wait.

Robin yelled again.

Cyborg knocked on his door, the metallic clank barely louder than the noise coming from within the room.

They heard Robin speaking but they couldn't make out all the words. They heard a bang close to the door and another yell.

"Robin!" Cyborg yelled knocking on the door again. "What's going on in there? Are you alright?"

"Robin!" Cyborg yelled entering the room.

His room was totally destroyed, causing the entire team to gasp. Sparks were emitting from the walls and ceiling. There were gashes all over his wall. Plaster was everywhere and his bed was destroyed totally. His papers were everywhere and his curtains were torn to shreds. Glass was everywhere.

"DUDE!" Beast Boy yelled. "What the hell happened?"

"Robin!" Starfire called out.

He wasn't there.

She ran to the broken window and saw a piece of green fabric that was caught on the broken window shards.

Beast Boy turned into a blood hound and started to sniff around the room. His nose led him to the window by Starfire.

"He jumped out there?!" Beast Boy yelled amazed. "Whoa Dude! We're eight stories up!"

"Raven," Cyborg said quietly to her; they were still standing in the doorway. "Can you find him?"

"I can try," she said levitating her self and crossing her legs. "But it's harder to do if the person you want to find doesn't want to be found.

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I know that no one is going to read this. But I just feel like putting another TT story up. If anyone does come across this story can you please review because I don't have many friends and reviews make me smile.