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My Baby You
Chapter 1- As I Look Into Your Eyes
I never wanted anyone to see this. This book contained my deepest darkest secrets, only one secret to be exact. I told everything to my closets friends, Hikari, Yolei, Yamato, Sora, Taichi, Ken, and even Daisuke. If I'm in dire need to talk to someone I'll turn to Joe, Koushiro, or Iori (Cody plz, I can't stand Iori, well the name.) This secret though was different, I couldn't tell anyone, especially, Taichi. If he found out he would kill me. I would have intruded on his territory. To him this was a very serious matter. Maybe one day they'll know.
She means the world to me. Even though I know she doesn't feel exactly as I do. My life is perfect, knowing that I'm one of her best friends. She trusts me, and I trust her. My life, to most people could seem meaningless. I could have no family, no girlfriend, and no job, but with her in my life as a friend it suddenly is worth millions.
Her deep auburn eyes, her bright smile, everything about her down to her size 7-½ foot, is perfect. Her auburn chin length hair shines in the sun. She is like an angel, sent from the heavens. I know I don't deserve her. There are more people more deserving of her love than me, but I can try... can't I?
I can't imagine life without her. I would have nothing to live for. Sure there's my family, and other friends, my promising future, but without her it's not worthwhile. She keeps me going. When I first decided that I wanted to play basketball, my mother and Yamato, said I wouldn't make it. I was just to short. Hikari told me if I tried I can do what ever I want to, but it was her who helped me. She stretched out with me, worked out our muscles together. She was the one who taught me how to play even though she knew nothing about the game herself.
One day she surprised me. She told me after school to meet her at the park. She taught me how to do jump shots lay ups, dribbling everything I would need to be successful. When I asked her how she knew all this stuff, she said that I was one of her best friends and she wanted to help me out. That was one of the nicest things anyone has ever done for me. But she didn't stop there.
When I found out that I was moving back to Odaiba, I was scared. Yeah all my friends lived there but so did my dad. I was not on good terms with my father. I felt that it was his fault for our family breaking up. I was always under the impression that he didn't try to make his relationship with my mother work. I talked to Sora. She was the only one that understood what I was going through. No one else had divorced parents. She told me that he probably did try just as hard as your mother did. They just couldn't work it out, but that doesn't mean that he loves you any less. He would do anything for you and I'm sure of it. This made me look at my dad in a new light. I saw that it was just as much his fault as it was my mothers. I love my dad and try to spend as much time with him as I do my mother. Now my father and me have that special father son relationship.
When Daisuke and I got into our biggest fight yet, she told me to talk it out. She said to not resort to violence. If Daisuke wanted to fight me, then I should just walk away. Hikari tried to tell Daisuke to stop being so obsessive over her. But did Hikari ever comfort me; tell me to just keep my cool like she did with Daisuke. No she didn't. Daisuke didn't listen to her though. He was so mad that I couldn't' pick up Hikari and him one day when it was raining. I had basketball practice. I couldn't leave. Hikari wasn't mad it was only Daisuke. I had no one to turn to, Taichi was Hikari's brother he would tell her my thoughts, and Miyako was mine Hikari and Daisuke's best friend I couldn't put her through that. But then she came. She told me it wasn't my fault. I have other commitments. She said to talk it out and that's what I did. She listened to me, taking in every word I said. She thought carefully before giving me her opinion. She told me to talk to Daisuke. I listened to her, and now Daisuke and I are the best of friends.
What did I do to repay her? Nothing. She doesn't know that she means the world to me. I want to tell her but I can't. No one would ever suspect that I liked her. Everyone thought I liked Hikari, and I do but only as a friend. That was the perfect cover up so I didn't deny it.
But how can I show how that she means the world to me? How can I tell her that when I look into her eyes and I see all the reasons why my world is worth a thousand skies? One day I will tell her and make it up to her. I will repay her for all of her love and generosity that she has shown towards me. I will do that if it is the last thing I do. I will tell her that when I look into her eyes I see all the reasons why my world is worth a thousand skies.
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Well what do you guys think? I hope you guys like it. This one is all thoughts and I think the next couple might be too, but they will turn into normal story with a plot line and etcetera.
Shanana-