Living with my Fate
Summary: Girls like me didn't keep secrets like this. I could never keep a secret longer than a day so everyone might be a little more than surprised that I kept a secret like this for more than nine years.
Chapter Five: Sick
Nick walked me through the crowd and I don't think I would have made it through there if he hadn't between the perverts that kept grabbing my butt and the fights I'm surprised I got through it Alive. We finally got to the bar and I found a seat.
"So um…Manuela you'll be alright If I leave right" He asked yelling over the loud music
"You mean your not going to stay with me" I asked
"I thought you understood I was just going to get you in besides you're a big girl right you can take care of yourself" He said flashing me a smile and disappearing into the crowd
"So what will it be cutie" The bar-tender asked
"Oh I can't…" I started
"Two Martinis on me" A voice behind said I turned around and saw a guy with short Black hair and a short kind of a beard but despite that he looked kind of young maybe like a college student or something.
"Um…Do I know you" I asked smiling
"Maybe I should introduce myself" He said taking a seat next to me
"Yeah that would help"
"Well my name is Dustin but most people call me Dusty" He said smiling "And as for the question of do you know me no but I know you remember a couple years back my High school Basketball team played against yours, You still go to Degrassi right"
"Yeah Sorry but I don't remember you" I apologized "What school did you go to"
"Bardell" He said smiling
"Oh uh Bardell I only one guy from there Dean"
"Oh Dean yeah I remember him"
"Two Martinis" The bar-tender said placing the drinks down
"Here you go um…I didn't catch your name"
"I didn't throw it" I said grabbing the drink and looking at it for a second thinking whether or not to drink it
"Drink up" He smiled I decided to just suck it up and just have one .Soon One led to two and two led to six.
"Okay.. uh…Rusty….I…Mean…Dusty my name is Nanny" I said laughing and falling all over the place in the club
"Your name is Nanny" He said trying to hold me up
"No silly my name is Manny not Nanny" I laughed
"Let's dance" I said throwing my hands in the arms and jumping around
"Uh…Manny are you feeling okay" He asked over the music
"No actually I'm sick you know like sick sick" I said laughing
"It's probably all the Martinis you had" He said laughing and walking me towards the back of the club
"No stupid like Sick sick you know sick" I said pushing him lightly
"Yeah Manny I know Sick" He said as we started into this dark private room
"OH! We get V.I.T. treatment" I started laughing more and more
"You mean V.I.P. and yeah this is really private so private anything that happens doesn't leave this room" As he said this things started to get blurry
"What uh..What did you say Dusty" I asked
"I said shut up okay I don't want to hurt you so shut up" He said pushing me down on one of the couches hard
"Wait uh…..Dusty what are you doing" I said getting a little scared as he started to walk closer and closer to me
"Just shut up" He said climbing on top of me
"Wait No don't please" I cried my vision getting worst he didn't listen he just pushed down harder then he ripped my shirt off and I totally blacked out for about five minutes. I woke up he was still on top of me this time I tried to fight harder to push him off he was still unzipping his pants.
"Please Dusty don't" I begged
"Manny listen just shut up this will be over soon" He said angrily I used all my strength to try to push off and it wasn't strong enough and he had already unzipped his pants and pulling down his boxers I just closed my eyes tight then I heard the sound of the club flood the room and I opened my eyes and the door was open and there stood what looked like the guy from the bus his name escaped me now.
"Here she…….." He started pointing to me with someone next to him Dusty quickly jumped off me and I saw Mr.Simpson and Spike standing I had no idea what they were doing there but I was so happy
Spike quickly ran over to me.
"Oh Manny baby" She said crying as if I was Emma holding me tight
"I didn't want to I'm sorry I didn't want to" Was all I could say I still could barely see
"I know baby it's okay it's okay" She said rocking me back and forth Mr.Simpson caught Dusty just as he tried to escape
"If you touched one hair on her hand I swear I'll…." Mr. Simpson said holding Dusty up against a wall by his collar
"Snake let's just get her out of here she doesn't look to good" Spike cut in
"Fine" He said not breaking his glance from Dusty
Mrs. Nelson picked me giving me her jacket and began walking me out.
"How did you know I was here" I asked as we got outside then I looked up and saw Jimmy and Emma standing there
"He said he saw you getting on a bus and decided to follow so when he got into the city he called us cause he didn't know your parents number" Snake Explained
"Oh uh…I don't feel to good" I said just before I puked on the sidewalk
"Oh god Manny" Emma said disgusted
"Emma…it's been a long night" Spike cut in
"Yeah whatever" Emma said rolling her eyes
"Em I'm sorry" I said
"Yeah that you are sorry" Emma spat at me
"Emma!" Spike yelled
"Uh..Manny are you okay you could've got yourself killed or even…." Jimmy said
"I'm uh…" I started but soon puked again
"Look at you we should have just left you here I thought this year you'd be different but your just the same you had everyone worried while you were down here getting drunk and doing god knows what"
"Well I'm sorry okay besides I didn't need you or some boy in a wheelchair who hasn't spoken more than three sentences to me to come to my rescue I can take of myself" I yelled
"Manny.." Mr. Simpson said looking down at Jimmy who looked hurt
"No Dad don't that's all Manny is selfish doesn't think about anyone but herself she's more like Pathetic" She screamed I was so close to yelling back but I felt a sharp pain in my side I felt like I was about to faint
"Manny are you okay" Jimmy said rolling over to me
"I don't know I think I need to get to a Hospital" I said grabbing my side
"Oh Manny Please it's just what it feels like to be Drun.." Before she could finish I started throwing up blood and passed out